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I'm exhausted. My body wants to shut down rapidly but my brain is refusing to allow that to happen. Its not the fact that i can't sleep. I sleep perfectly fine. the problem is my schedule is ass backwards. I hate when this occurs. Even though i love the night time due to the quietness, but sometimes a little bit of sunshine wouldn't hurt either.

I wake up on the dark side it eats alive my insides.

I abuse drugs to mask the pain i feel inside my weary brain.

What did i do to deserve this? What did i do?

I self inflict to feel real cause i can't deal with the pain i feel.

Just another day in pain load up on benzos to remain sane.

What did i do to deserve this? What did i do?

Numb the receptors again tonight i feel like losing the fight.

might as well give in. Might as well give in forever.

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Vloth
14:17 Jul 07 2014

*comfort

You do what you need to survive. They say it gets better. Take a deep breath, focus on your breathing. Message me if you need to talk to someone else who has a death wish.

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