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I try to pretend that every things ok

but when I look into their eyes I just want to scream

they look at me in a strange way

but what can I do I just want this all to be a dream

so I can wake up and forget that my life

can easily be taken from me

on the nightstand by my bed is a knife

I don't want to use it, was my whispered plea

but they taunt me telling me I'm weak

your nothing to us, end it now they all yell

crying I hear them chant freak, freak

I lie down and start to laugh, go to hell

I laugh untill they begin to fade

tears flow down my face

knowing in the shodows they will wait

holding myself in the suns light in a lonely embrace

one of these days I'll meet my end

I just hope its not my mind that will take me there

I should no longer pretend

I'm losing control but who cares