*To know me is to love me.*
I am young not beautiful but not bad to look at either, at least that’s what I’m told. Some what gullible but hey who isn’t. I try to see the best in every one even though they see the worst in me. Not the happiest person but that’s because I’m just going through life trying to live day by day waiting for a change in routine.
I like to dream, read sci-fi, write short stories and poems and of course I like to be on this web site. I am a senior in high school and will be going to the University of Minnesota, Morris, which by the way I’m very proud of. That’s my only out of the consistency of the routine. (update) I am finally a college student at umn (University of Minnesota, Morris.
I am strong, very intellectual, courageous, clever, strong minded, and hell even sweet.
I can also be single minded at times, a bitch, and a little bit evil.
I’m quiet by nature
Intelligence attracts me like a moth to a flame
Death doesn’t frighten me anymore; its living that can hurt the most, only just learned that recently.
Vampires might exist but I’m not one of them, but I do love the myths that Stoker, Rice, and Hamilton bring to life in their books.
this song can explain so much
three days grace: pain
Pain, without love Pain can't get enough, Pain. i like it rough cause i'd rather feel pain than nothing at all you're sick of feeling numb you're not the only one i'll take you by the hand and i'll show a world that you can understand this life is feeled with hurt. when happiness doesn't work. trust me and take my hand. when the lights go out. you understand. anger and agony are better than misery. trust me, i've got a plan. when the lights go up. you'll understand pain without love. pain, can't get enough. pain i like it rough cause i'd rather feel pain than nothing i'd rather feel pain i know, i know that you're wounded. you know i'm always here for you. i know that you'll thank me later. i'd rather feel pain than nothing at all, i'd rather feel pain!
Favorite bumper sticker:
333 only half evil
I don’t suffer from insanity, I enjoy every minute of it
Comfort the disturbed. Disturb the comfortable.
I just do what the little voices tell me to do
Don’t worry what people think they don’t do it very often
Some people are alive only because its illegal to kill them.
My favorite quotes:
*you all laugh at me because I’m different, I laugh at all of you because you’re all the same*
*the biggest mistake you can make is being afraid of making one*
Favorite songs:
Head strong- Trapt
I hate everything about you &
Just like you - Three days grace
Smells like teen spirit- Nirvana
People are strange- Lost boy soundtrack
Awaken- Disturbed
Almost- Bowling for soup
Sweet child o’ mine- Guns and roses
Favorite bands:
Above bands
Tap root
Linkin park
Korn
Limp bizkit
Jerry Lee Lewis
New found glory
Simple plan
*Riding the self-inflicting pain*
Riding the self-inflicted pain
Where not even blood can be contained
Pleasure so close to death
Pain courses through my body quickening my heart and my breath
Letting no one hear my sorrowful cries
Or see my tear filled eyes
Riding the self-inflicted pain
Riding the self-inflicted pain
To remind me that I’m still real
That I’m still real
Riding the self-inflicted pain
Riding the self-inflicted pain
Outside this body of mine nothing of me remains
Outside this body I am a fake
Everything I am is a mistake
The pain brings me back to me
A person that no one cares to see
Riding the self-inflicted pain
Riding the self-inflicted pain
In a world where all I do is pretend
And I see only one unforgivable end
Riding the self-inflicted pain
Riding the self-inflicted pain
I look in the mirror in distain
Washing away the blood in shame
I am the only one to blame
Living in a nightmarish dream
Trying not to scream
While I ride the self-inflicted pain
Advanced Global Personality Test Results
| Extraversion | |||| | 16% | | Stability | |||||||||||| | 46% | | Orderliness | |||||||||||| | 43% | | Altruism | |||||||||||||| | 56% | | Interdependence | |||||||||||||| | 56% | | Intellectual | |||||||||||| | 50% | | Mystical | |||||||||||||||| | 70% | | Artistic | |||||||||||||||||||| | 90% | | Religious | || | 10% | | Hedonism | |||||||||||| | 43% | | Materialism | |||||||||||||||||||| | 90% | | Narcissism | |||| | 16% | | Adventurousness | |||||||||||||||||||| | 83% | | Work ethic | |||||||||||||||| | 63% | | Self absorbed | |||||||||| | 36% | | Conflict seeking | |||||||||||| | 50% | | Need to dominate | |||||||||||||||| | 63% | | | Romantic | |||||||||||||||| | 70% | | Avoidant | |||||||||||||||| | 63% | | Anti-authority | |||||||||||||| | 56% | | Wealth | |||| | 16% | | Dependency | |||||| | 30% | | Change averse | |||| | 16% | | Cautiousness | |||||||||||||| | 56% | | Individuality | |||||||||||||||||| | 76% | | Sexuality | |||||||||||| | 50% | | Peter pan complex | |||||||||||||||||||| | 83% | | Physical security | |||||||||||||||||| | 76% | | Physical Fitness | |||||||||||||| | 57% | | Histrionic | |||||| | 30% | | Paranoia | |||||||||||||||| | 63% | | Vanity | || | 10% | | Hypersensitivity | |||||||||||||||| | 63% | | Female cliche | |||||||||| | 36% | |
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