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As life has progressed these last 9 months I have realised many things. I cannot change or fix those who do not wish it for themselves. As for the wedding it never happend, Life itself had come to a standstill and after an abusive relationship and a broken wrist I thought better of my decision. In the last few months my entire world has changed. I am back taking care of 100 acres of property, running ahousehold of my own accord. Working on moving things once again from one place to another and have found my soul mate. I know many people do not believe there is one person we are destined to be with and that it is the cry of dreamers and those who have never had thier hear ripped out and in a way they are right. In such I have found my soul mated partner, one who is the male version of myself down to our favorite colour.

He has become my best friend first and foremost, my sparing partner, my companion, my lover, and many other things in my life. This sweet aquarius has done one thing no one else has managed to do despite their drastic efforts and in such has earned the place at my side. Many lifetimes I have walked and many more I shall. In these days to come I shall once again take up the pen and the notebook and delve neck deep into research after the week ending of the 21st. For those of you interested in such things do stay tunes. For those of you who seek to know, my world itself has taken a new turn and in it's wakening into a new birth and renewed hope mayhaps I have found my place of peace at last. Mayhaps I have found that quiet stillness in this internal war I have been fighting. My muse himself of many things in my life holds the key to reawakening that gift I often time and time again have presented unto thee for your laughter and your amusement.

Welcome to the merry band of miscreants I have said and my furture holds a home and a secure place. It holds children and for once in this gypsy life settling down, having a family o f my own, raising cubs the way I see fit and watching the world from that place of piece I have carved out as my own, called my own and laid claim to whole heartedly. To ask is but to answer.