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Here's a picture of the things I got from when I went to Kings Dominion the other day. One of them I won. And then I just had to have another. So I gave my sister puppy dog eyes, and she got me another.

So the one to the left is Bill and the one to the right is Tom:

Like in some of my other journals where I talk about the one that I love. Here is more info...



3 to 4, years ago, I had a dream and there was this guy, who I had never seen before. And then from that dream and on he was in them all the time. It wasn't till last year I found out who he was.



Here is a picuture of him from the first dream:







And this is what he looks like now, and still is in my dreams:







This is who I'm talking about.



I know understand what all of this, the dreams, all the other stuff...



Him and I are ment to be, we will meet some day, and be together. But I have no clue when that is...



You may think I'm insane, you have no Idea....

Most of the poems that I write are love poems. And are usualy based off of how I feel about some one, All the love poems that I publish are all written by me, I don't copy right.

Although my fav member from Tokio Hotel is Bill Kaulitz, the drummer Gustav, has gotten hurt again, over the weekend he was attacked and got 30 sticches. Man I feel sorry for him, it was in his home town too.



Who ever attacked him needs to go to jail.



Get well soon Gustav.

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Nemmy
15:20 Jul 16 2009

Wow... that sucks... It wasn't fatal...



Ah well, I'll just have to keep praying something happens to them all I guess.

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Yesterday was fun. My Mom, my Sister, my Sisters Boyfriend, and I. Went to Kings Dominion yesterday. It was fun, they had some new rides there.



But I was with my Mom the whole time. And her joints were hurting her, and in the year 2000, she had a stroke from a migrane. I love her to death. But so at first when we got there we god a push weel chair. Well that didn't work out so good, so my Mom and I went back, and my mom got a moterized weel chair. So she could mover herself.



So because of that we couldnt ride many rides. But we had gotten a special pass to go in through the exit.



And while we were going to a different location. I have and hour glass shape right. And some guys behind me said I'd Tap that. If my sister was near or if my friends were there with us. All hell would have broke loose.



But I played some games, one was a large stand for fool the guesser. I payed 10 dollars, the reason ten, to get a big prize but he would have to guess the exact age. Well, usually people mistake me for 18. Because my mom was with me. He guessed I was 13. Thats only because my mom was there. And I'm 15 I will be 16 this October. And so I got a big prize, a huge fish, it was cute. And then later we meet up with my sister and her boyfriend. And I never knew I could give puppy dog eyes. But I looked like she was about to cry they must have been so sad. And she was like what? And I asked could you do the same thing I did and win me another fish Identicle to the one I got.

And the guy guessed her age wrong, so she got me the fish. So, now I have twin fish. And I'm naming them after two members from my faviorite band. Which those two people are identicle twins.





And, in the end. I got horrible sun burn, I tried to put on a tee shirt this morning and It hurts so bad.

Even the tank top I have on now hurts so bad.

I had an idea not long ago, to write a book. Called:



"In Love With Death."



The whole meaning for death, is the angel of death. A girl, her senior year of high school, falls in love with the angel of death. But she doesn't know hes the angel of death until the end of the book.



But my whole problem is I don't have the pacients to do it.

My summer has been boring, there hasn't been much to do. But to day 07-12-09. I will have to help my family, finish the basement. Which has to do with preparing the walls for painting.



Earlier this year. We broke down all the walls down there, to remodel it. So for all the walls before building on them, well the brick part, we had to dry lock it.



So now it start preparing for painting. Cause the rest or the walls are built now. And ready to be painted.



And this summer is going by so fast. School starts soon. And I haven't been registered at the new school yet. I need to get registered so I can pick classes. And be prepared.



And also part of my family that I live with, are going to a family reunion. Out near tornado ally. I told them to get me pictures of the weather.



But time is flying by. Why is summer break almost over?



Well, once break is over, I will start at a new school. Things are going to be very different.



*Sigh*

Here is an idea that I think ghost hunters should think about doing. Before they take any pictures, as the ghost if you may.. So you don't piss them of and turn the whole thing in to a poltergeist. And a poltergeist, is one of the last things you ever want to deal with. Those are the times you want a catholic priest come to your house. and perform and exorcism.



Here is something, a haunting in a place in I think Colorado? This family, decided it was okay to move into a FUNERAL HOME. Just the words FUNERAL HOME, doesn't that tell you right away, DO NOT MOVE HERE! How bad the haunting got was there were demonic spirits attacking the family. The had to have a serious exorcism done, while it was being performed, some of the family members were being choked and lifted into the air.



Good thing is, the exorcism worked, and then the family was smart to move out, which they never should have moved there in the first place.



I am a strong believer in the paranormal, but I would never move into a funeral home in the first place.



So ghost hunters and people need to watch out with that stuff.

This is all, but something that I wonder about.

The predictions of 2012. That's the year I graduate.

So I can't help but to think, will I live, continue on in life after school? It's funny if you kind of think about it. But then it's not so funny...

I am officialy affraid to go into the back yard. My family keeps finding snakes back there. Yes I'm not a fan of snakes.



But last week, I had to try to help my family catch a snake to take it some where else. And my Dad was trying to use a shovel to bring the snake closer. Before the shovel touched the snake, it tried to strike the shovel. So then we all decided to walk away.



And a few days ago, the snake came back. Then we discovered, from my sisters boyfriend. The snake that was back there has moved down here from the appilations mtns. And they are poisinis. And out neigjbor, also clarified that. He has delt with snakes alot before, from where hes from, and since he came here.



So, my neighbor's wife, spotted the snake. And so he tried to attack it (so it wouldn't be here anymore to bite and kill someone.) And my dad was in the back yard, jumped over the fence. He had a 22 short in his hands. And shot the snake.



I don't hate snakes, I'm just afraid of them.



And since that snake was venom's, there is most likely more of them, so when I take our dog out side, she is going to be on a leash.



Sorry for the bad spelling.

I finally figured out what me psychic ability has been telling me about the one I love. We are destined to be. That makes me very happy.

Today, 07-08-09. In 07-08-07, was the day I had been asked out by my first boyfriend. Then on the 11th day, I broke up with him. Not to long after that, I had wanted to get back together with him. So then at his party, I discovered, that he was starting to go out with my friend. That hurt. But now, to think about the relation ship with him. And how it went, and what happened in the end. It sounds so mean... I hated that relationship, and don't even understand why I went out with him.



I know it's mean, but sadly, its the truth..

Yesterday, July 5th. In the morning, there was a snake in the back yard. I believe it got away.



Then later that afternoon, there was another snake, a different snake, one that we had never seen before.

My unkle and his kids were over. So it was:



My dad, my Mom, my Sister, my Cusin, and I, trying to catch the snake, to take it some where else.



So to bring the snake closer, to put it into the trash can, my dad was using a shovel, then the snake procedis to try and strike the sovel, then all of us were like forget this shit.



So we don't know if the snake is posionis or not, and I'm going to start taking our dog on a leash, so if the snake is there I can pull her away before it bites her. Cause she is twelve. And no matter what, we don't want her to get hurt.



And so we have discovered, there is going to be tons of snakes, and I'm scared of snakes.



My dad hates them, and prefers to kill them. Even though I'm afraid of them, killing them isn't nice.

What ever happens today,

What ever you did or say.

Depending on what it was,

I forgive you the next day.

People change every day,

Sometimes,

May not be someone you know,

But a least they changed

I got a new book to read, it is a good series, its called Night World. I really like it, they talk about vampires, witches, werewolves, ect.



And to me some of the vampire parts, seem to be better than most places that talk about vampires.

Vampire Rave is one of the best sites I am a member of. Because you meet alot of nice people who share alot of the same things in common as I do. I have made a good number of friends one here, they are very help full, and most of all they are friendly, unlike people on other sites.



So far, there has been no one bad, like I say to most people, I for give people the next day, depending on what they did. But if the problem continues, then that is a different story.



As long as people show respect, I will show respect back, and the rule of Karma, what comes around goes around, it is true, so people must watch what they do. Or else what you did, will come back to you.



And hope that from that, what ever you did, hope you learned a lesson.



Its best to have good karma, if you have bad karma, then that's your own fault, no one can help you but your self.



If you are in a bad situation, and know whats right from wrong, do the right thing, later, things will turn out good. And hope fully you will be better off, doing the right thing.

It is nice that people rate me, Its just so many comments all though they are very nice. There is just so many that I can't keep up with them to check out their profiles too and see what rate I should give them. Right now there's over 100. I guess they should start plain old messaging me. There's so many I can't keep up.



I appreciate it though.