There is no happiness here for me
Or anywhere else it seems
It's all a parade where they wear masks and
Smile and dance on my grave
It'll be true soon enough
But not soon enough for those who wait
They'll just have to be satisfied
For when it becomes my fate
I can never seem to satisfy their hate for me
No matter what I do they long to see the
sease of me
It seems they don'tcare if I live or die
As long as I'm out of their hair and why
Have I not done what I should
Or at least as much as I could
I'm at a loss
As I turn and toss
What did I do so wrong
I always thought I was so strong
It seems I've pushed them all away
I look back and remember the day
When I loved them all and they loved me so
Now in darkness I try to let them go
They all meant so much to me
I wish they all could see
How much I love them still
Can they not see the inner me
Now the darkness calls me so
It seems I'll have to let them go
Maybe the next life will be more kind
Maybe finally give me peace of mind
COMMENTS
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GobletOfBlood
16:30 Jul 21 2008
intense.. nice poem
Isis101
21:32 Nov 12 2009
Nice...I find it sad that solace will have to be found in 'another life'.