I feel like hell and yet I had left it. I found a man who treated me almost exactly what I had left. Sigh. I dumped him and had to change my number due to it. It gives unneeded stress and depression that haunts me ever nightly dreams. I burn with desire for a good lover that has an actual good personality. Is that much to ask? Apparently it is. I hope someday in this lifetime I'll be able to find what I'm searching for.
I woke up earlier than I'd like. Sigh. I have a mom who likes to control everything. I don't have a job which suxs. I have friends all over the states and wish I could see them. I had to rake today or loose the laptop which would really suck because it relaxs me. I just want to have a job have a car (learn how to drive). I'm exhausted emotionally and physically. I hate fights with friends and loosing them because they just want to be an idoitic arse. sigh.
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well you made a new friend today
and an old friend just stopped by :D
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