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i wish my life wasn't so hard. i can't stand myself any more. today was great but it isn't enough. my depression is squeezing me alive. some things just throw me off balance.i can't under stand it.

i always have to have a crush on someone and everytime i skrew up. i don't get it.

i always thought music to be as part of my life. i am almost always singing the songs i know. trying to improve my pitch and everything. it is just who i am i guess. :)

i can't seem to get these men to leave me alone. it kills me to trie and find half of them because i am so afraid. i wonder who i am to the gentlemen and one girl.i wish i could just fall over and give them my body and let my soul leave this world behind me.