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Not dead but spirit wise.To push against intervention .This exile I found rather beneficial to self reflection and reevaluation of the accaintance friend ratio.Great time to do it as well,when your down and out after a nervous break down.The temptation to rush ahead at the first taste of oxygen in the system,the brain firing newly stimulated areas (once near dead gray)that may still be fragile to exposer to anxiety so shock really does figure into the formula to advance in phase.Any attempt made under impulse is rather doomed to fail.

If I have learned anything from the last time I "had-it-together"and the life I built with a creaky foundation was blown to Purgatory and that is where I landed...it is no Oz

and what is there is what is brought.To get in it takes courage and risk. The moment i know I can pass out of my hermitage I will but only with a firm hold and no illusion of an easy life(those rose colored glasses broke.

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Sinora
19:51 Feb 05 2008

Perhaps when rose coloured glasses break....a persons real sight begins to see his true pathway.

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what makes plastic people the media .imprints predictable patterns in their brains even making them think they are rebels

so very obvious in mega radio stations pump the next "pop"star into the "scene"and the drones eat it up and regurgatate the retorict.Same old same so tell the basters you think for your self and you get penalized....plastic people cannot entertain them selves when they are with out the topic support of other plastic people this exposes them for what they are ,some plastic people only wear the plastic as a tool to intervene with and perhaps free those trapped in plasticity.

So break the mold s in your life I still struggle against the plastic film around me.