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i feel so lost and utterly confused

been left alone, beaten up, and used.

too many broken promises, and too many lies,

too many times cheated on,

and too many times just wanted to die!



for many years ive searched for answers, never once findin a clue,

so i feel incomplete and broken, and most days feelin blue!



without my run of bad luck, id have no luck at all,

so if by chance something good happens, i know to brace myself for the coming of a fall!

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darksurfer1969
03:12 Mar 06 2011

Loved your poem,I know about all of those things.I've been down that path before myself.

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shiyangel
06:25 Mar 17 2011

omg baby i feel you right now im lost confussed and numb as hell

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days, months, and years flew by,

since last you have looked me in the eye.

time has stripped us of our innocense and youth,

a time of believing, trusting, and truth.



days of new brought in trade,

broken hearts, shedding of tears, and trusts betrayed.

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darksurfer1969
03:19 Mar 06 2011

You write very good poems,I can see your hurt In your writing.

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shiyangel
06:27 Mar 17 2011

:( ii love that u speak from the heart

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Music is a big part of me

its one way to my heart, if u knew me u could see.



Different kinds i listen to

whatever my mood is what i play,

it makes me feel better when im feelin blue.



when i feel pretty good i love to sing,

i sing from my heart and emotion the music brings!



whoever the artist, whatever the song,

music makes me feel like i belong!!

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darksurfer1969
03:29 Mar 06 2011

My taste In music Is as big as the galaxy,wide taste In music here.Loved the poem.

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Empty thoughts and empty feelings,

other emotions keep me reeling.

Always wonderin', always thinkin',

hopes and dreams just keep on sinkin'!

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darksurfer1969
03:31 Mar 06 2011

Very nice poem,the 1 thing that always keeps me happy Is knowing that love Is always out there,just have to be able to embraced It.

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shiyangel
06:32 Mar 17 2011

amen

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I'm not a bad person, i wear my heart on my sleeve

But when times get toughppl decide to leave.



Why can't ppl accept me for me

i have a good heartbut not always plain to see.



I've been beat up and beat down,

been betrayed and pushed around.

Patiently waiting and prayin' for my time to come,

for that special moment when i"m told:you're my only one".

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darksurfer1969
03:39 Mar 06 2011

A sweet and sad poem,I wear my heart out on my chest so I know the pain of having It ripped out.The days you feel like you are dying,because your chest hurts so bad.1 of the reasons I won't ever ripped a girl's heart out or hurt her.Felt It too many times myself.Your heart will be safe with me.

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There's an empty space inside of me,

completely numb and where you used to be.

The hole in my heart and the tears in my eyes

are painful reminders of nothing but lies!



Broken promises, shattered dreams,

NOTHING is ever as good as it seems!

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darksurfer1969
03:40 Mar 06 2011

Very nice poem loved It.

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