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i hate everything here there is not a moment that im left a lone people say im mentally being abused but do nothing to help. there is nothing better then family telling you what a piece of shit you are and that you should have nothing. i clean and do everything i can i even tried getting a job but no is wanting people at this piont in time. im not saying that im lazy but if you spent 4 hrs cleaning all the person had to say was "this isnt done right"or "why the fuck didnt you spend time cleaning this insted of" should people be happy that it got done? life full of shit but should at least some of your family help you out insted of put you down. my sister sis around all day watching cartoons and get paid for her being stupid and getting in trouble at the navy base in IL. i work all day cleaning the house and i get yelled at if money or a gas card or something get stollen magicly my sister get full tanks of gas every day she only gets 500 a month how does that work?? i know i need to move out but ihave no were to go and no babysitter for work so im overly frustrated and my blood pressure is sky high anyways i gtg take care of my son. at least he still loves me.

sucks i need a new one sigh but i want my son and thats all for now.