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In my mind I have found that there’s a never ending puzzle. No matter how hard I try to find the answer that I seek so diligently at the last moment it is always grabbed away. I’ve been told to be careful when I bestow my trust on others but unfortunately I have a heart that is too soft to see the evil side of those I meet until it’s too late. By the time I even notice the damage I’m already crying alone in the rain. I have a select few in which I bestow my complete trust and fortunately most of them have yet to betray me. There have been a few occasions now when I wonder if I’ve fallen in love. Every time I see his smile or read his words my heart begins to flutter like a free bird. When we’re not speaking to each other he haunts my mind. Every thought…every dream….every painting that spews from my fingers is dripping of him. Am I merely obsessed or truly in love? Who is the one to say? I should be the one to say it but I’m so unsure of myself now that I can’t make the decision just yet…not as long as I’m still searching for answers.