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just another day alone not knowing whats to come living place to place trying to get money cuz i guess vamp charm dont work on some people idk wat really to do ne more wanting to find a place to call home but not going to happen for a while maybe next year havfe a feeling something in my life will change soon hopeing it wont be that bad but not knowing wat it is aint helping me tv boring music boring partying done it not fun ne more dont really know wats to do ne more but live till the end of time i guess unless someone is coming to defeat me which i know will be soon elders i sense r getting closer dont want them to find me so once i lose them if i can it will be easier for me and my soon to be family i hope cuz my life will change soon finally found a mate that can carry my kid so i happy but i guess some people u just cant let go even though u try u cant guess its the feeling humans call love its nice for now never really felt it before till now but now i will stop writeing just wondering if they r ok i hope so cuz i cant really live wit out them