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i have had really bad luck with guys. i dated a guy named josh for about a year and a half. we had so much fun until we got to high school. he is such an asshole. when we got in high school he said that he wanted to break up because he wanted to be with other ppl. he said he couldn't trust me because i had cheated on him. which was not true. i did not cheat on him. cheating to me is where you fuck or date another person while you are dating someone else. see what happened was me and josh had gotten into a really really BIG fight and i was torn up. i was crying and everything. i got on my bus to go home and my friend caleb seen me crying and asked me if i was ok. which i wasn't. he hugged me and kissed me, thinking i would be ok after that. which i wasn't. i never kissed caleb back. then some bitch saw caleb kiss me and told josh. then he got mad at me and started bitching at me for some thing i didn't do. i tried to explain to josh what really happened, but he just didn't want to hear it. i cried for like 2 weeks. he tore my heart and soul top hell. i felt like crap i looked like crap. there are times where i think of josh and just cry and cry. i am ready to find a guy that is not going to break my heart.