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I have deep longings tonight. I wish for nothing but my stone cold paradise, to lie under a full moon and watch the bats swooping above me. To feel the quiet, taste the lonliness. I long for it. There are so many nights my soul grows restless and the inner fight becomes unbearable. I dont want to fight it, yet, life insists I do. I want to dissapear into the shadows where I am comforted. I want to meet his embrace with my own. These nights, the ones where not only am I trapped inside a house but inside my head as well, these are the nights that define eternity. I can only watch the unmoving clock and wait......and long for something that is close yet far......