in Hospital, with blood issues again.
Ever wonder where a ghoul like me finds some one with A- blood to donate to them..?
Well some ask to donate, some are blood bags, while some beg to donate.
WONDER where my next treat is coming from?
Health is failing and In need of blood again. Joy.
Still my head aches with pressure and pain. What to make of this when my usual medication isn't helping and only get little to no reprieve. What tis the point when all I wish to do is sleep... May have to visit the doctor again soon. Not this again.
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Get better soon
Make a trip to the ER ask them to give you a pain shot.
My sister has terrible migraines that puts her in bed their that bad. Eventually she will finally give in and go to the ER. Her migraine is gone by the time she gets back home.
I say go see someone and let them know what's going on. And let just hope and pray that get the help to fix whatever is going on
I have talked to my doctor and because they aren't debilitating. the first day was migraine, all the rest have been mild headaches that just wont go away. they are saying dehydration, which I have been working on it is so easy for me to get dehydrated I am thinking I have low blood count again and they don't want to test for it again because it means I'm in the hospital. they are trying to avoid that I think.
We have come to be danced.
Not the pretty dance
.
Not the pretty pretty, pick me, pick me dance
.
But the claw our way back into the belly
.
Of the sacred, sensual animal dance
.
The unhinged, unplugged, cat is out of its box dance
.
The holding the precious moment in the palms.
Of our hands and feet dance.
We have come to be danced
.
Not the jiffy booby, shake your booty for him dance.
But the wring the sadness from our skin dance
.
The blow the chip off our shoulder dance.
The slap the apology from our posture dance.
We have come to be danced
.
Not the monkey see, monkey do dance
.
One two dance like you
.
One two three, dance like me dance
but the grave robber, tomb stalker.
Tearing scabs and scars open dance
.
The rub the rhythm raw against our soul dance.
We have come to be danced.
Not the nice, invisible, self-conscious shuffle.
But the matted hair flying, voodoo mama
.
Shaman shakin’ ancient bones dance
.
The strip us from our casings, return our wings.
Sharpen our claws and tongues dance
.
The shed dead cells and slip into.
The luminous skin of love dance.
We have come to be danced.
Not the hold our breath and wallow in the shallow end of the floor dance
.
But the meeting of the trinity, the body breath and beat dance
.
The shout hallelujah from the top of our thighs dance
.
The mother may I?
Yes you may take 10 giant leaps dance.
The olly olly oxen free free free dance.
The everyone can come to our heaven dance.
We have come to be danced
.
Where the kingdom’s collide.
In the cathedral of flesh
.
To burn back into the light
.
To unravel, to play, to fly, to pray.
To root in skin sanctuary
We have come to be danced.
We have come.
Poem by Jewel Mathieson, Title: We have come to be danced.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uLzsaEwZ9tY
Make the headache go away........
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Have you drank enough water today? Sometimes that helps. :)
Yes I drank water thank you.
When the world around you is on fire and if feels like hate wants to drown you, remember to keep your circle close to help you through the chaos of life. Keep your real friends and family in arms reach while distancing your self from anything that might drain your energy while you are will to give 100% but that are not wiling to give you 100%
Governments only have as much power as we the people give them.
Then the Clock strikes 12,
Time to take a good look at yourself
And Carry yourself with pride
With your heart open wide
The time of justice is at hand
Time to wake up and take a stand
All humans are equal and whole
Remember Freedom in the poll
Will we learn and grow together
Hand in hand birds of a feather
Or give in to bigotry and fear
Be part of the hate they smear
Ever dance with the devil in the pale moon light?
Recently I have been pondering the meaning of what the devil really is.... thoughts welcome.
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If you wanted to think on it metaphorically it could be our inner demons and how we may lose sleep fighting with them... just a very fast thought with very little thought put into it. lol.
You're so smart CursedToDarkness. Great thought
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Cadrewolf2
18:36 Nov 16 2024
Oh no get better, prayers
AbsintheandBlood
23:10 Nov 16 2024
Get well wishes coming your way.
I'll be keeping you in my prayers