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VR CHAT

17:46 Apr 27 2023
Times Read: 124


how come no one is ever on the VR chat or webcam? I would join of anyone wanted to start!


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Vampirewitch39
Vampirewitch39
18:15 Apr 27 2023

A few of us on chat the other night. Mostly it's not knowing it's going on. :)





VampireLover27
VampireLover27
19:46 Apr 28 2023

Everytime I would click on either nobodys on. I remember people use to be active on VR or webcam but nobodys ever on.





 

Covid Vaccine?

22:37 Apr 21 2023
Times Read: 246


So I know this is a controversial topic but if anyone reads my journal I would just like your thoughts. Have you guys gotten the shot? If not why haven't you? If you have, did you still get covid ? Do you feel there are actual benefits from getting it?
I didn't get it because when It came out I was pregnant. And I was afraid of possible side affects on the baby. But now she's going to be 2 years old and I'm not breastfeeding. I'm debating on whether I should get the vaccine not. I've been completely fine without it. And I only.got covid 2 times. First time right before everything got shut down. And the 2nd time while I was working. I haven't worked in a little over a year now and haven't gotten sick once. I'm struggling to decide :/


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666sheol666
666sheol666
22:53 Apr 21 2023

The bigger question is how strong is your immune system? If real strong its a decisuon for you to make. If your immune system is weak then yes get at least one shot.





Nekirena
Nekirena
22:55 Apr 21 2023

I've gotten the vaccine.
10/10 do not recommend.

I refuse the booster.
My doctor even recommended against me getting the booster.

May be a bit of TMI but it is never publicly discussed but should be:
The vaccine can absolutely increase, cause more pain, and make your menstrual cycle absolute hell. There are reports of women having extreme clotting after the shot- even in instances of it being the size of a golf ball, cramps become intolerable, cycles last longer and don't follow the cycles women had prior to the vaccine (instead of every 3 weeks, it was coming every 2). Just to name some of the issues for females, at least, that are being highly documented.

I had my daughter just before Covid became an epidemic and had my vaccine a year later. I've had Covid 4 times since the shot and it was worse after the shot than it was before (I had gotten in twice prior to the shoot- essential workers, yay -_-).





immortalxkiss
immortalxkiss
23:37 Apr 21 2023

I'm with Nekirena, I do not recommend the vaccine. I've gotten the vaccine and one booster, and while this seems to be a me thing because I have a weaker immune system, I was knocked down for at least a week after each shot. I've had Covid 3 times, once after getting the vaccine, and the time I had it after hit far harder than the times I had it before getting the shot. If you've gone this long without thale vaccine, I think you're fine with not getting it at all.





CuRsEdToDaRkNeSs
CuRsEdToDaRkNeSs
02:11 Apr 22 2023

I will not give any sort of medical advice or recommendations. I will say that I myself have not been vaccinated, nor do I plan on partaking of it. I have had Covid three times and lived to tell the tale all three times. That is not to say that other individuals will have the same experiences I had of course.





VampireLover27
VampireLover27
05:29 Apr 23 2023

I got both of them both in 2021 so I didn't have to wear a mask at work then I had to start wearing masks again later on. Wasn't till 2023 I stopped wearing a mask again or might of been last year but still have to wear one when I go to a hospital. Literally the next night after I got the vaccine my whole body was shaken as I was asleep the next day I was fine.





Vampirewitch39
Vampirewitch39
16:21 Apr 25 2023

Flip the coin for me. Took shot, boosters, wear mask still today. I am at high risk. My brother and sister I am caregivers for super high risk ( oxygen wearing) . I do it for them more then me as they would not survive it.





 

4am insomnia

09:18 Apr 19 2023
Times Read: 306


Another sleepless night. Tired of scrolling tiktok and watching TV so I'm up baking for my babies. Banana nut muffins and blueberry cheesecake muffins! Yummm


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Vampirewitch39
Vampirewitch39
14:01 Apr 19 2023

Now I want muffins. Sounds yummy





 

Women stand with Women!

00:13 Apr 19 2023
Times Read: 350


I wouldn't consider myself a feminist but I love the unspoken code women have! We are protective of one another. If any of you ladies ever need a listening ear or a hype woman to motivate you to do anything let me know! I will always cheer you on!


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Nekirena
Nekirena
02:25 Apr 19 2023

;)





Vampirewitch39
Vampirewitch39
14:01 Apr 19 2023

If negative again, share a name. But I'm guessing I know who it is. The negative honor will flow that way.





 

This Message Is For You ^-^

19:32 Apr 18 2023
Times Read: 402


Go ahead and take all my honor. Idc. I know it was you. You're so pressed that I rejected you and blocked you. I don't think anyone else would be ok with you messaging them vulgar messages out of the blue. Tried to get to know you and instead you really disgusted me with how forward you were. So continue being mad. Just know that you are nothing to me ^-^.


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Vampirewitch39
Vampirewitch39
22:44 Apr 18 2023

Why the block button is there. And the honor is just a number on a website. Wear it as a badge of standing up for yourself if that is the case.





VivienneXol
VivienneXol
00:14 Apr 19 2023

Thank you @vampirewitch39!





 

There is a dark cloud over me right now and I just want it gone :(

04:23 Apr 15 2023
Times Read: 444


I hate when people talk shit about those that commit suicide. Saying things like "he/she was a coward" or "They were too weak to walk on earth." All I can think is the amount of courage that took to go through with it. Not at all saying its OK but do you have any idea how much it took to do that. Not the physical strength but the amount of people that they worry about before doing it. The fact that even in their darkest moments all they could think about was their loved ones. The thought of how much pain that would bring them. Loving them so deeply that you would do anything to make sure they never suffered in any shape or form. It takes a lot for people to finally say " I'm done". Anyway just needed to get that out of my system and express myself a little.


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TylorBrooks
TylorBrooks
05:08 Apr 15 2023

I completely understand where you're coming from. Suicide is a complex issue that is often misunderstood and stigmatized. It's important to recognize that people who take their own lives are not weak or cowardly, but rather have likely been struggling with a range of mental health challenges and other difficult life circumstances.

It's also important to acknowledge that suicide is never the solution and that there are always alternatives and resources available to those who are struggling. Seeking help and support from loved ones, mental health professionals, and support groups can make a significant difference in a person's life, and can help provide hope and a sense of purpose, even in the darkest times.

Above all, it's crucial to approach the issue of suicide with compassion and empathy, and to work together as a society to create a culture that supports mental health and wellness, and that helps individuals feel valued, understood, and supported.





Vampirewitch39
Vampirewitch39
22:42 Apr 18 2023

Suicide is a Permanent Solution to a temporary problem. Old saying but I never agree with it. I mean the Permanent yes- but its a long term problem that needs addressed. Talking about mental health is good for everyone. And no one should judge one who seek the help needed.

To be driven to that point - it must be aware for that person. The fear, rage, unlove and uncertainty they must of felt up to and during that time. Sad, that we don't care for each other more than that.





 

Some of my favorite podcasts!

13:23 Apr 11 2023
Times Read: 469


*Full Body Chills
*Crime Junkie
* Aware And Aggravated


Comment yours!


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I hate today so much....

12:16 Apr 11 2023
Times Read: 474


I haven't slept. Last time I slept was yesterday from 9am-12pm. I'm exhausted. Experiencing sensory overload. I hate being touched and of course I have a clingy toddler. She just wants to be near me and constantly touching me. I love her so much just Jesus fucking christ I need some space! I want sleep and silence for one fucking day. But I chose this. I chose to be a stay at home mom. It's just sometimes I hate it. I have no identity besides being a mom.


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Vampirewitch39
Vampirewitch39
15:00 Apr 11 2023

As a caregiver, I understand. But you need to take care of yourself. Maybe while she naps, read? Enjoy the silence.





CuRsEdToDaRkNeSs
CuRsEdToDaRkNeSs
16:17 Apr 11 2023

As a fellow stay at home mom let me add my two sense. It is OKAY to need 5 mommy minutes. It is OKAY to love your child but not want to be touched, we just have to make sure we do not make our babies feel hurt from that which can be a challenge. It is OKAY to be burned out. It is OKAY to feel overwhelmed. IT IS OKAY. Do you have someone you can ask to come and give you an hour or two relief? Maybe someone that will sit and play with your little and allow you a nap. That simple thing could help heal your mind, body and spirit and give you what you need to keep going today. It is OKAY to need help. :) If there is no one that can do that for you, take today and let the housework go, spend nape time together resting. It will all be there tomorrow but for today... let it go. It's OKAY to do that if you are at wits end. We tend to think that we have to be Wonder Woman and we're not allowed to have those breaking points, but we aren't.... we are in the eyes of our babies, but we ourselves must remember that we are beings that need to take care of ourselves or we can not care of our families. It's OKAY to hate today. Tomorrow is a new day.... but for today... It's OKAY... Yes I know.. I repeated myself a lot... just wanted to make my point clear. lol. Sleep deprivation makes me derpy. Feel better. :)





CuRsEdToDaRkNeSs
CuRsEdToDaRkNeSs
16:19 Apr 11 2023

nap* not nape. lol. See I said sleep deprivation makes me derpy. I didn't even notice the typo!





 

Another sleepless night

10:42 Apr 11 2023
Times Read: 483


I am so tired. Not physically but mentally. I just want to go into hibernation and sleep for days. Today I have so much to do and no energy to do it.


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