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well it's the the last day off for me, I have to return to work tomarrow.

It seems you never get enough rest.

beut thats ok, I run on fumes anyways, I have been going over and over in my mind on what kind of new pics i want to add to my pro file, I guess all will have to wait.

Well Well Well,

Say Hello To The coven Of Lux Aeterna's I guess

Inductee is the best term,

I don't want to say much, Mainly Cause I don't Know That Much.

but Also Out of respect for all The Other Members. My Brother's And Sisters If You will,

Wait, Hold The Phone.

Now I Am A Pagan, But Say If I Was A Oh Christian Right, And went To Chruch.

and everyone There Called Me Brother Velvettears Then Say I Met A A Girl, We'll Call Her, Er Let's Say Bloody Stump I Was Calling Her Sister Bloody Stump.

And We Hit It off, Held Off On Sex, And Got Married. Three Questions Come Two Mind,

1.-Could I Fuck My Sister?

2.-Do I Still Have To Call Her Sister Bloody Stump

3.-will our kids call me uncle Velvettears

wow, I feel rested.

For the first time in in four days i slept.

Before I went to sleep I called a friend(yes I have a few) he is going to come over this week and take some pictures fore me so i can post them here and in my portfolio, I dont want others work and want my own. i have been thinking. would'nt be cool if some of us here go togather and made a vampire flick? not for money or fame. but for fun?

Then Cancer Showed It To everyone here. That would Be Hot.

It Could Be Called......VampireRave......And Happen At a.......VampireRave

I survived My 16 hr's of hell!.

I am so tired, So why can't I sleep? Why Am i up?

Why am I talkig to myself? LOL.

I will sleep.

I just have to unwind a bit after all that caffine i drank.

I am On edge, I I I I'm A LIVEWIRE!!!!!! LOL

Just Playing I have 2 1/2 days to catch up on sleep with.

Well, I did Most Of What I wanted To Do, LOL The Fat Fucking Securtity guy at The DMV Told Me My new Orleans State I.D. Is Not Enough Along With A social secuity card and proof of residence, To get A Rhode Island I. D. Card.

That Fat bastard! LOL

what the fuck? I wanted To open A checking account and now i have to wait.

I don't think he ;liked me, I most likley looked like the guy who took his daughters cherry.

If She looked like him He was most likley drunk.

well add another day to the "What The Fuck Can Go wrong Now?" Files.

well Shit!,

I think I missed A Day Of writing.

Damn it. to Hell. I Just Pulled a 16 hr shift,

I will Sleep a bit, Then I will Get up at 6am take the pills I am getting paid to take.

Then at 8am, I will hop on a Bus, Go downtown.

cash My check, Hop on another bus.

Go To see One of the people running this program that is giving me the pill's.(they need to be kept informed on how things are going, and give me another weeks worth of pill's).

go pay some bills,

Jump On Another bus and go get my I.D. Changed Over From New Orleans,(One Thing I Never Told anyone Is I Lost Everything, Including Some Freinds,Due To Katrina.)Then head Back DownTown To Open A checking account (In A Couple weeks I Open My Web Buissness) Then Head Back Home To Go Back To Sleep For A Bit So I Can Get Back Up To Do Another 16 hr Shift.

I wonder If I Will be tired?

well, I got off Of work And boy am I tired,

i Havent pulled all The Stops In Awhile And Scared The Hell out Of everyone so I Think I Will Tomarrow.

I Have A Double Shift, So they Want to See Velvettears The Vampire, So Be It.

I Have Been Bored As Of Late,

So This will give The Norms Something To Talk About.

I Have been doing One Of Those Research studies That The med Schools Host, And This One Makes Everything I Drink Taste Rancid.

But $600 Is $600. I Will Just Be Glad when It's Over.

Well shit It's Been storming, and I'm losing dsl connection. Well this Is My last entry tonight.

I got to work tomarrow and it sucks.

goodbye freedom, Oh wait I never had that

LOL

well just woke up and about ready to take my dog out to pee, he's lying at the door,But he always does that. he' will sleep there and some times he will deam well have nightmares is more like it i watched him bark and growl while he was asleep, LOL I might have to work tonight*(Oh Joy) I am Not looking forward to that otherwise I will be lazy today I earned It.

Wow, I just woke up and it's 5:30am.

I went to sleep at 12:15 pm yesterday.

I guess Thats what happens when you work long hours and don't sleep much.

I refuse to have a roommate, Last one burned me, And I am still in the hole with the gas company.

i will not ask anyone for a loan as well.

I rather do i it myself, then I owe no one anything.

I write these letters mainly to myself, I know others read them and if my Life is something they want to know about then thats alright by me.

I hope whoever reads these understands me better than I do. LOL

Today is my day off, Yeaaaaaaaaaaaa!

Mabey I will sleep/

Nawww. LOL!

I will relax though.

i Plan Redoing my profile on v.r. I upgraded my account today.

i can't believe all the dark twisted people here,

Well mostly twisted,But All Way cool.

My dog Tried To eat Another Dog when I took him out,

he's always doing that. LOL.

well Time To Leave for Now.

Velvettears

It has been a day or so since I have began writing and keeping track of myself.

Due to long work hours and very little sleep about three hours a day.

I have grown very tired.

I am angry most of the time. And have no time for the stupidity of others, i do not say all people are stupid I do not beleive that at all, for I am not the brightest person that has ever lived.

But Some Are By Far, Less gifted than Others.

I Am About Ready for sleep It is good,

I am at Home here On V.R.

I Have met some very diffrent souls that are free thinkers. I like the way the place is a melting pot of ideas and accepts even the posers who looking at them they must have a vampires hearts or at least want to be free of the geekdom that their life has been full of.

Dreams for most include puppies and kittens, childern, sunny days happy things.

For Me Though It is thigs like sticking nails into my knuckels. Demons, and monsters, flaying skin off my body, and walking through a forest of people hanging from tree's from thier veins. I don't sleep much. I am accustomed to the visions I see when I close my eye's.

I have seen such thing's since I was a child of eleven. I Feel at home here at VR The People Whith The diffrent ways they look are almost comforting.

You know when You Have one one of those days?

I say I am looking for my soulmate, I was with this girl for a while.

About 8 months, It was an open relationship.

Even though I could mess around I did'nt.

I was Looking For Something more Stable Though. Well Today We Broke Up.

And What a Releif, I Mean It's One Thing To Be with Someone And Be Alone And another Thing To Be Alone.

If I Am To Walk Life By Myself Then So Be It. I Do Not Need Anyone To Say They Are With Me But Not Really There.

I Have Met Some Cool People here In Vampire Rave Mabey Some Will Share My Mindset.

Logan