Well I am the laid back kind of person that doesn't speak her mind but last night I snapped when the neighbors started argueing with my sister about everything and the neighbors even started argueing with other neighbors. I saw the Vamp come out in me last night. Wow I didn't know I had that in me.
Well I am feeling better. Much better. I just started a new job today. My sister gave me two vials of blood yesterday and the Vamp that turned me finally showed up to see me after work today and brought 3 vials of blood and supposed to see me on Wednesday. Feeling great right now.
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Glad to see things are turning up for you. Got my unit of blood Wednesday but have yet to try it. Just trying to find the right time to do it. Also, it came in a blood bag so I need to put it into another container as I certainly cannot risk drinking more than a teaspoon at a time.
Nice
Awesome cheers! Michelle is an expert on blood drinking! LOL!
Well I am feeling better. Much better. I just started a new job today. My sister gave me two vials of blood yesterday and the Vamp that turned me finally showed up to see me after work today and brought 3 vials of blood and supposed to see me on Wednesday. Feeling great right now.
Well I am feeling better. Much better. I just started a new job today. My sister gave me two vials of blood yesterday and the Vamp that turned me finally showed up to see me after work today and brought 3 vials of blood and supposed to see me on Wednesday. Feeling great right now.
Well I am feeling better. Much better. I just started a new job today. My sister gave me two vials of blood yesterday and the Vamp that turned me finally showed up to see me after work today and brought 3 vials of blood and supposed to see me on Wednesday. Feeling great right now.
Well I am feeling better. Much better. I just started a new job today. My sister gave me two vials of blood yesterday and the Vamp that turned me finally showed up to see me after work today and brought 3 vials of blood and supposed to see me on Wednesday. Feeling great right now.
I know I am here but feel so depressed and feel like I am not here. If that makes any sense. I am to the point where I want to cry but can't. I am very irritated with my family around me. I know what's wrong the thirst is to much to handle but I am going to try some of the substitutes today hope that will curve the hunger. I hope no one else gets turned by the Vamp that turned me cuz not very reliable. To allbtake care.
My sister wants to go swimming and I hate the sun. It drains me so much being in it and no blood for 3 weeks now going to be so drained. And all the people around smelling like dinner. Not such a good idea. But she will not listen to reason. So I pray I make it out OK. Will let u know later when I get back. Hope everyone else is having a good day.
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Wear a sombrero, lotsa sun block,
a one piece suit, sunglasses and plenty
Of drinks! Maybe someone will get
Cut and you can suck the infection out!
Lol!!!! Good luck!
Well lived through the swimming. The baby did not want to swim so we laid in the shade sleeping.
I am glad you made out ok and glad you were able to keep your need under control. Yeah, I know the horrible effects of the sun. I too get drained and I burn very easily. Thats why I stick to the shade or sit in my car as much as possible. I hope the list of substitutes or the animal blood you ordered will help you with your hunger.
Well getting really sick now. Been 2 or 3 weeks now no blood and not eating very well due to that. Hope it looks better soon.
I have not been able to feed for 2 weeks now except one vial of blood in all that time. Getting very irritated quickly when family. Need to feed and soon. Not a good day.
I am glad this life chose me. I am so not regreting being a sang Vamp. If I had to chose I would do it all over again. The only thing I don't care for is the thirst when it gets this bad. Ordered some animal blood but takes 3 days to arrive. I will survive
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I hope then animal blood works for you. Maybe that would be a solution for me as well as finding a donor has been so very hard. Then again, reading your reply in your last journal entry I guess the person who turned you wasnt a good mentor and pretty much left you out to dry. That to me is just not right in my book.
Is there some sort of Vampiric Policing
that could be out there to support Vamps
so this won't happen anymore?
It must be an awful situation and as
I sympathize emphatically, I have no
idea what you must be going through!
Yes.. I'm happy I was born this way LOL I don't have to worry about it.. Everything I know I taught myself. I wish I had a Sire when I was first starting out. It would have made things a LOT easier for me. :)
So you now have a family of vampyres to help you out girl. Don't worry.. We will take care of you! :)
Thank u I appreciate it alot.
I am so confused about vamps. Some say we live forever and that u can be turned. While others say no u die but can be turned while others say that u cannot be turned u are born that way and u awaken. Then this other Vamp says that there are different breeds of vamps and only the immortality born superior breed can turn some one. While the lesser born breeds cannot. I know what I feel I don't know if I will live forever bit I crave blood and senses inlighted please help me know what is true.
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I am sorry I could not be of more help. I am new to this myself. I have only been on VR since January. I have seriously been looking to be turned for about a year. What drove me to this? I don't know. I have been facinated by vampires and vampirism my whole life. Last summer I just had this impulse, this craving to be something more than a mundane human being. I wished to have the strength, the health of a vampire. Coming here I learned that I am an HLV, a human living vampire but I still have the same weaknesses I had before. It seems you have found something closer to what I am looking for.
I hope u find what I have for yourself but hope u have a better mentor then mine that turned me. I have found a mentor on here and she is a great help.
Wow, I am sorry that the person who turned you wasnt a good mentor. I also wish I could help you with your hunger.
Yes... It's not an easy thing to come to terms with at all. cr8054... I can help you with that if you like, just message me regarding it. :)
Yes.. Basically you're born this way.. It just takes a Sire to help you with your Awakening. I'm glad that you have come here. You've come to the right place to get help, however, you've got to be VERY careful because you are like prey for some of the sinister HLVs. There are good AND bad just like any other community. So stick with who you know you can trust. ;)
OK I will do that. Thanks.
I am feeling really sick from no blood. Not doing so well. Hope things will get better soon.
I am trying to cope with hunger and thirst for blood. I am getting sick not knowing how to hunt. Ready to learn.
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Your mentor hasn't helped you with that?
I'm your mentor and love to help,you can messages me:)
Thank u BetsyDarling cuz my mentor has not taught me anything since the turn.
BetseyDarling is a wonderful Vampire Rave mentor. Each mentorship program has it's good points and bad points.. This is why I tell people that they should explore ALL of their options before choosing a mentorship and this includes both of my own mentorships as well. Each mentorship has different topics that they teach. I don't want the wrong idea here to go out about BetseyDarling. She's my friend AND a good mentor. It's just that The Hunger was geared more towards what you wanted to learn. ;)
Yes thank u for helping me with the hunger. I am ready to learn.
Life is a lesson to be learned one day at a time.
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cr8054
23:40 Jun 29 2016
Got to keep that under control. You don't want to get yourself in trouble.