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First thing this morning I found rat turds. Yes sir- in one of my buildings. Pest control is done monthly, so I went into the office and called. “I have a rat, or a very large mouse. Either way it has to die.” Furniture storage and rats do not mix. Yes- I do see the irony of my nickname on the Rave. Go ahead – giggle all you want.
Just after lunch the man, who is our “bug man” as we call him, shows up to get rid of the said rat, or mice, or what ever in the hell was leaving the dropping. He comes into the office, and I am trying to hide.
See- the guy will talks your ear off. He is a preacher, and a good one. But I really don’t feel up to his long winded conversation today. My sister sends him into my office with “You will have to see Kay.” Don’t know what I did to piss her off this morning. :)
He comes into my office, sits in the chair in front of me and talks for twenty minutes. Let me share with you the highlights of this wonderful informal talk.
1. Rat have alpha males just like lions and roosters.
2. I have a lone rat, most likely throw out of the “group” O.o
3. He is alone, and most likely looking for a mate. O-O
Well hell, now I feel like I know the damn rodent. “I don’t care. I want it killed, out of the building.”
He goes on…and that was the only words I got into the whole twenty minutes.
4. Placed out several packs of rat poison and that should do it.
5. Rat’s teeth grow up to 6 inches, but they keep them gnawed off.
6. You can not spray for rats
7. The poison will make the blood then, heart stop
This is when I wanted to throw up my lunch, and I heard my sister laugh from the other room. I just wanted to growl, but though the guy would try to kill me. lol
8. Hope the rat goes back outside were he is nested, and dies
9. But the rat can be walking along, and drop dead anywhere.
10. He shot and killed a groundhog with a BB Gun in the head, skinned and cleaned it, put herbs in its belly, put it in some vegetable soup, folding its legs into a crock pot and cooked it. He said it was good.
I heard a louder laughter from my sister. Bi-ch.
11. He will not eat any wild animal that eats another animal. He only eats vegetarian animals, not any animals that eat other animals as they are unsafe. This from a man that makes a living using chemicals to kill?
12. If I needed anything else or if I see more dropping after a few days- to call and he will come back out. *note to self- go to farm supply business and buy my own packs of rat poison if I do.*
So he leaves, and I give my sister a “You little shit ass” “I was so waiting for you to chew him out, when he started on the groundhog, and how the rat’s blood gets so thin it passes into their bodies.” I held up my hand and begged her to stop, or I was going to lose my lunch.
Hannah is our elder puppy dog. She can’t see, can’t hear, and has trouble walking. But she is loved by the whole family, her grandparents (my mom and dad) spoiling her rotten.
Today- Mom called at work around 1:00pm, and her words to me were “Hannah is dieing.” I left the office and went to Mom. Hannah has been having these little bouts were her head shakes, and she is unsteady on her feet. Vet said it came with a dog her age, and the illness her breed and age has would have to be addressed. And we did, but really nothing can be done to keep our puppy a puppy for ever.
Today she had a seizure. This is what mom was seeing. We rushed her to the vets, to be told she might have a tumor on her brain. Testing would be a 100 mile trip to the nearest place for a cat scan, then the surgery. Sorry- but the puppy is too old to go thru this.
Vet said she could go a week, months before she has another one. Or it can be in hours.
We came home with valium to give to her (you do not want to know how that is done) if she has another one.
We were also told to be prepared as she might not be able to survive another one. I asked- Vet said when it happens the puppy is not in pain, sort of numb.
Here is a picture of my puppy- isn’t she cute? She had just come from the beauty shop.
With great joy we talked to RedQueen on my cellphone last night. After I turned it on, as she yelled at me to do from the computer screen. O.o
You do not even want to know what she said to me when I had to hunt my number for her. Sorry- I never call my cell people. :) And very very few people have the number.
Connie and I talked to her as I was at Connie’s house, and we both said the same thing- How she sound so… Southern. LOL
I mean… we are talking SOUTHERN. She has a lovely voice, the twang, that would make anyone just want to listen for hours on end. She made us smile just hearing it.
And the southern attitude you see in her words? Oh hell… trust me when I say she is just as she writes. Sugar and spice in a little body, with red hair.
And it proved to me what I knew the first time we talked online- connection. I have found another sister. How freaky lucky am I?
We started to joke, kid around, cussing, fussing, and having a good old time. No pause, we just moved right into our friendship as we always have.
I just can’t wait till she comes for her visit.
As I told her… this small town will not know what hit them, if you get the four of us together.
I swear I got off the phone, sadden we had to end it.
But she will visit soon, and I can wait.
*rat goes to sit on her porch, keeping an eye out for her puppy*
Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. High appeal. Has the last word. Good to find, hard to keep. Fun to be around. Extremely weird but in a good way. Good Sense of Humor!!! Thoughtful. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet.
Why do I get this image of a cute little baby chicken? All feathers, and soft. Holding it in your hands...
Then it giving a hiss, the beak turning sharp and pointed... beating at your hands.
*sigh*
I need sleep.
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Quote: When in doubt, shut up!
:) She got a ten from me.
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"hello"she said. drawing my sword her blood splattered on the floor. "my hands are blood" i mumble. as tears come down my face.he shows up. his name is death. he is my master. i dont attack but he attacks me. this is my world so i welcome. welcome to hell.
Somedays I can just slap myself for trying to read these things.
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Quote: revenge is best served cold
Ok... but cookies are best served hot. :)
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Hey ppls my name is Felicia. Im 14 years old and am a frisky kitty. I have long wavy brown hair with blonde highlights. if u wanna kno more just message me.
Hey Vampire chick... come here. We got us a frisky kitty. Can we not see the fur and feather fly?
*yawns*
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Profile- goodlooking
O.O Ohhh a picture would be nice if that is all you are going on, hon.
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Profile - im scary
Well goodlooking meet scary. Scary meet goodlooking. Now we have Scary Goodlooking. *giggles*
I so need sleep.
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Quote: Fuck pride
Ok.. what is the deal with the fuck word? I mean ever time I rate I see this fucking word. Fuck people- can't you use another fucking cuss word? Fucking getting on my nerves. Can you not say screw, fucker? I mean its fucking wrong to use that word in every fucking sentence. Fuck it.
O.o Ok- my smart ass mouth is going to get me in trouble today, I can tell.
I have learned a painful lesson that some people find second accounts to be wrong.
Well - I have four of them.
I never meant to trick, be deceptive, or make anyone question my intentions.
So I wish to tell you the other account, if you care.
I started the first one to be used for storage file, music. And WitchHaven3 was made. When she reached a level of 5, I asked a woman I trust for her input, and she told me of a safe Coven to place her in with the full knowledge of the Coven Master.
I am very happy there, and will keep giving as much support as I can to him, and my fellow Coven mates.
I have decided to share who I am with this Coven as soon as the Master and I talk. I would never want any of my friends there to feel tricked.
HiddeninDarkness was made for storage as well ( hey- check my profiles and you will see they have different music ) but was left alone, never used.
Then I was asked to join a Coven. Asked to start another account just for this Coven. I started to use this account, knowing this account was going into that Coven. Every one in this Coven knows who I am.
Now- Connie asked me to make another account. She wanted me to join her House, share in her fun. Something she has asked me to do for months, I agreed. DarkSorceress was made, and the Master of the House I asked to be let in was told the truth.
That did not work out, and I will leave her to fall were she will. Anyone know a House or Coven that wants me? LOL
Anyway- the other three account are not active on Vampire Rave. I try to keep all four active in each of the House/Coven threads.
If you are reading this, and never knew... its because I kept them seperate. I DO not share information, or carry tales to another.
Sorry if this offended anyone.
All of them are paid accounts, giving support to the Rave.
Remember the master ad I put on here? Me being the sex slave and all. ROFL- click here to see what I mean when I say I can never be a sex slave... even just in words.
And FYI- I told him who I was, and he was ok with it. lol Had a laugh out of it even.
*sigh*
I miss the one I trust, the one I play with, that I let my guard down with. The one who can let me be me.
So I am doing my journals, like I said below, and go onto a little buddy of mine journal. Nothing new, but its a shortcut....
He has some great music on his profile, and I clicked to go listen, as I love Techno. I can hear the song in my head, the words at the start, the beat...
File can not be found, need update computer stuff,and shit that means I can not hear the music.
I could leave House Eternal. I could leave the few friends I have made.
I could leave my sister who was asked to join, and that they fought to get into the House from her Coven.
I could tell Image I want out, that her personal invite means nothing into the House that I have always wanted to be in.
A house I have taken to heart. That led to me writing three Members Articles for. I have tried to add to, not take from.
I could do that.
But know what? I will not.
All I wanted was to be with my sister some, to play with her, to add to her house. Granted it would not be much, just me adding to the forum, maybe do an article or two, rising in my statues.
As I am at level 6 with 80%, safe to say I can do this.
But I understand. You are afraid I will … well, I don’t know what, but it’s your right to have this fear.
I will not leave my House, and a sister, to join another.
See- Elemental is not a Sire. Yet.
But Nightgame…well, she is.
She can come to us.
Funny that, don’t you think?
But I would never ask her to.
She likes it there, speaks highly of the great people, the fun, the openness. How much fun it was.
*shrugs*
If you say so sis.
So it did not work out. Maybe we will be in a House/Coven together someday.
And to make it clear- I am not breaking ANY Vampire Rave rules.
Wanted: Letter of recommendations for Vampirewitch39.
Letters to tell of how loving, caring, honest I am. You can also tell how freaking pretty I am, could not hurt.
Please state how long you have known me, and how we meet. If this involved me being a smart ass due to a rude comment left for me- please disregard this request.
Or if you pissed me off, and I cussed you out.
(Hell- there goes half of the Rave. lol )
Tell how you would trust me with your new born child. Ok… bad idea as I don’t like kids.
Tell them how you would trust me with your new born puppy or kitten. :)
Tell them how I treasure all my friends, and will stand by them no matter if they are right or wrong. It’s what I do. While I might disagree with you- you will have me in your corner.
Try and make me sound all warm and fuzzy- like a teddy bear.
Ok… I will need your address to send you the bribe.... Uh... I meant money to pay for your time.
Please send these letters to me so I can edit out the bad parts before I send them on.
And please- do not mention the RAT thing, ok? So gives the wrong impression if you know what I mean.
Ok… this is not aimed at anyone. Just some comments made to me over the weekend, and today that I just wanted to ... attack? answer?
I just have had a bad day and want to talk it out a little. And as this is my freaking journal- guess what?
Someone said the other day my journal was written for others to read. And I think she was right.
Well- this is for me.
Not feeling good, drained. Sick.
I am not going to let people upset me by questioning my morals. I have never gotten into the VR drama. Have I? Show of hands- please. Come on… tell me… have I? Fuck no.
There were the few words Stabb and I have had, but we worked them out. Hell- talked to him just a few hours ago. We have moved on from that.
And screw anyone who tries to tell me who my friends should be. You don’t like who I talk to – then LEAVE ME alone. I pick my friends. NO ONE tells me who to be friends with. NO ONE.
Make me pick- and you will not be the winner. I hate someone who thinks they can control me. Will not stand for it. I am not one of those teens, or weak minded females who will do as you tell me. PLEASE- GROW THE FUCK UP!
If you can not deal with a strong woman- then back your ass off me. You need to move along to the next weak minded female who will fall for that shit.
And do not even try to tell me “You should get to know this person. They can help…” Sorry but I do not play that GAME in real life- you think I am going to play it on VR??? Really??? Do you???
As far as I know- I have not pissed in anyone cereal.
Well… there was the one thing, but others backed me up on it. So… screw it. I was right.
I am just what I say I am. Granted the profile is a little nice, but all anyone has to do is read my journal and you will know me. Do I seem like the type to do that???
I stay out of the VR drama. Really- I just don’t care about it. If people want to make VR their life’s- go for it. Have at it. I do not care what so and so is doing, or how this is run. Truly- don’t give a shit.
I am just here for some fun, nothing more. Seems that is in short supply of late.
And I really hate when people judge me before they even talk to me. Not saying you aren’t right- I am a bitch, but at least let me show you how much of one.
I treat people the way they treat me. Be nice and I will be nice. Be shitty, and I will be shitty. Is that so freaking hard for people to understand????
*sigh*
Yeap. Short supply.
Ok- anyone reading my journal- this is not about you. Please do not take it as such. Just having a bad day and wanted to let it go.
And this is my journal, so this is were I do that. This is still MY journal... my space to be ME.
That and Nita is still gone. :)
When is that damn bird going to fly back home?
lol
Ok- feel better now. Had my say, even if it made no sense to anyone but me.
Time for bed.
And some meds... top of my head feels like its ready to pop open.
If you fuck with the Wiggles I'll have to hurt you, you witch you! lol
Well... you know what I had to do, right?
*evil rat laugh, rubbing my claws together*
All I can say is- "Bring it ON, Cat!"
*runs for the rat hole*
On 23:12:47 Jun 24 2007 ------ wrote:
*rat smiles*
On 23:19:53 Jun 24 2007 Nightgame wrote:
There is a storm cloud looming is all I can say! Watch your ass, Rat!
On 23:21:07 Jun 24 2007 ------ wrote:
*blots the door, and yells out for the puppy*
lol
*smile and wink*
On 23:27:43 Jun 24 2007 Nightgame wrote:
You might want to check out my journal and boy am I glad you gave me a key last night. *evil grin*
Oh Fang do you like steak?
On 23:32:18 Jun 24 2007 ------ wrote:
Hey!! That is not allowed!
*rat hides the box of puppy snacks she has behind her back*
Puppy is to smart to fall for that, anyway.
*rat thinks the cat is going fancy with a steak... why didn't I think of that. Damn.*
LOL
Nightgame wrote:
If you knew could name those four asswhipes in that damn red car you would have too. They are Anthony, Jeff, Murry and Greg! Btw Greg is being replaced this year due to heath reasons and the search is under way to replace the yellow wiggle. How's that for earth shattering news?
Main forum:what was it like the first time you fed?
Well... I am sure a nipple was involved. If not- the rubber one would of been a little tough. Sure I spilled some the first time, before I go the seal good and tight.
Either way, sucking would of happen.
O.o
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Why is astral travel so difficult to achieve?
It's the security check points. They take forever! And you can not take anything ... no knifes, no fingernail file, no bomb in your shoe. I mean.. come on.
o.o
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How Are Souls Made?
Well.. you see a man and a woman start off kissing. Then they start touching each other. Then clothing is moved aside and...
The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents, beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful.
The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her.
You go into Fazoli's to eat, you can have all the bread sticks you want. Unlimited. You can eat dozens. They have a person come around before you even sit down, offering you more bread sticks. Pimping them out. A person who must be paid by how many she can get rid of.
But if you use the drive thru window, and think you might like to have two extra to munch on as you drive home... it will cost you close to a dollar.
When I die, I want to die like my grandfather--who died peacefully in his sleep. Not screaming like all the passengers in his car."
--Author Unknown
"Oh, you hate your job? Why didn't you say so?
There's a support group for that.
It's called EVERYBODY, and they meet at the bar."
--Drew Carey
"Relationships are hard. It's like a full time job, and we should treat it like one. If your boyfriend or girlfriend wants to leave you, they should give you two weeks' notice.
There should be severance pay and the day before they leave you, they should have to find you a temp."
--Bob Ettinger
"My Mom said she learned how to swim when someone took her out in the lake and threw her off the boat. I said, 'Mom, they weren't trying to teach you how to swim."
--Paula Poundstone
"A study in the Washington Post says that women have better verbal skills than men. I just want to say to the authors of that study: "Duh."
--Conan O'Brien
"Why does Sea World have a seafood restaurant? I'm halfway through my fish burger and I realize, Oh, my God....
I could be eating a slow learner."
--Lynda Montgomery
"I think I know how Chicago got started. Bunch of people in New York said, 'Gee, I'm enjoying the crime and the poverty, but it just isn't cold enough. Let's go west.'"
--Richard Jeni
"If life were fair, Elvis would be alive and all the
impersonators would be dead."
"My parents didn't want to move to Florida ,
but they turned sixty and that's the law."
--Jerry Seinfeld
"Remember in elementary school, you were told that in case of fire you have to line up quietly in a single file line from smallest to tallest. What is the logic in that? Do tall people burn slower?"
--Warren Hutcherson
"Bigamy is having one wife/husband too many.
Monogamy is the same."
--Oscar Wilde
"Suppose you were an idiot. And suppose you were a member of Congress.. But I repeat myself."
Finally got my taxes, and looking them over. I knew the companies lost money. Sort of plan it that way. Sounds bad…but… when my older sister left, some *counting* wow- 17 years ago, the company was not making money.
This year is the first time I have shown a loss. New car, addition to the office, paint jobs on some trucks, and some major repairs that needed done can do that for you. Yes- I spent money this year. Not a bad thing to show a loss every once in a while.
And the rental- lost to. *shrugs* I lost money all around this year.
Three houses with window replacements, new appliances, replace two homes carpet, and a new garage door will do that. But the homes look better then ever, and rental is something you have to keep up. Slum lord I am not. Hell- homes I rent out are in better shape then were I live.
Good news- my own private rental made money this year. *smiles* Go figure- the one I call the “Money Pit” makes money for the first time in 8 years, while the others lost. How ironic is that? lol
*rubs eyes*
Going to take these returns home, give them a look over several more times over the weekend. I already found an error in the rentals. But I think the others are right.
Gods… I hate tax returns. But I love CPA’s. :)
*sigh* and dealing with Mom and Dad being sued over land by my cousin. You know the one- whose mother just died. One who tried to hang onto dad? Did not take him long to start that shit. I will enjoy chewing his ass out.
Gee… did find out he was arrested first of the year for using stolen checks. *tries to look shocked...but fails*
Screw it- he is a ass. I am not going to act like I like him. Never was a two face.
This morning a wanted a donut. Woke up craving the sweet. So I walk into the office, took care of business, then asking who wanted one. Got into the car and was pulling out of the parking lot when a car pulled in with the customer who is loading storage into a trailer they had dropped on the lot yesterday.
They are early.
I pull my car back into the space, turn it off and walking back toward the warehouse to start pulling out the vaults, the woman asked me if I worked there. “Yes. But you will need to go into the office first.” Pointing toward the office, I leave her to start my work, thinking of the donuts I would live without.
I jumped on the forklift, spent half an hour digging the storage vaults out. Placing them were they would be easy for them to load, I see my father is there, talking to the small group. After I was done, I jump off the forklift (by the way- still getting use to the newer one) when the woman yells out to me: “Are you not going to check this off? Take the doors off the crates?”
I walk over to her, and tell her yes, and I will take the doors off. Ok … Ok… I might of said it in a firm tone, but that is all I said to her. She called me RUDE. Then she started with the “God loves you and you should be grateful for this day, having a job, and a customer who pays for your job.” I hate people who throw up the “God” card with me. It just pisses me off. Make me want to break out in a Pagan chant… I swear. *Grrrrr*
“Ok ... back you ass up lady. I am missing my donuts because you are early, and I did not make you wait. You are not paying me shit, and you are taking the cheap way by using this pod shit. Were do you think I am going to make any money off this?” Dad said my name, but then she started again. She said something along the lines that I need to be friendlier, that I was rude and she was going to the office to tell my employer just how rude.
I smiled and told her she just told the boss. Well- that shut her up. And I enjoyed telling her if she thought that was rude, she had never seen rude. Either she tames her attitude and mouth, or she can leave.
She kept quiet, and last I looked they were more then half way loaded. I asked dad if I had been rude, and he said no. Was just me, aka not friendly.
I have been known to be rude, but hell, I was nice...as nice as I can be when I am having a sweet attack.
Birdy called!! Sounds like she is having fun, but for-
She fell out of the bed yesterday. Getting up to pee, her foot got trap in the blanket, and down she went.
And today she was walking along a rocky lake side, and fell again. This time she has cuts and pains.
She tells me to say hello, and she knew I would get a kick out of her falling. (I am known for falling) ok.. after I knew she was alright - I did laugh my ass off. :) lol
She is happy to hear the Cat is taking action on her medical testing. She wished you the best Connie and that she loves you.
Our town has the charity event every year. In it you get put in jail. Someone “reports” you, and you are arrested and sent to a business. You sit, calling around for people to bail (donate) money to get you out. You have to raise the money before they release you.
My sister just threatens to get me arrested. O.O
Hey- little sleep last night, I get to be grouchy.
LOL
Besides- the people I know would pay to keep me in jail.
Woke up in a good mood. Smile on my face. That means were ever the birdy is- she is happy. :)
I hate my stove. I put the cake in, running to shower in the 30 to 35 mins. I was back in 20, and checked- it was done. HATE that stove.
Roleplaying this evening. Friend we don't get to see often is coming down to do the game. :) I see some fun coming up. :)
:)
*** Funny- Birdy called about a hour after I posted this. She is sitting on the porch, looking out over the lake. I asked if she was happy, and she said she was, smile on her face., been up for hours. LOL
"Fathers are the geniuses of the house because only a person as intelligent as we could fake such stupidity. Think about your father: He doesn't know where anything is. You ask him to do something, he messes it up and your mother sends you: "Go down and see what your father's doing before he blows up the house." He's a genius at work because he doesn't want to do it, and he knows someone will be coming soon to stop him." -- Bill Cosby
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To be a successful father, there's one absolute rule: when you have a kid, don't look at it for the first two years. - Ernest Hemingway"
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On the day I received my learner's permit, my father agreed to take me out for a driving lesson. With a big grin, he hopped in behind the driver's seat. "Why aren't you sitting up front on the passenger's side?" I asked.
"Kirsten, I've been waiting for this ever since you were a little girl," Dad replied. "Now it's my turn to sit back here and kick the seat."
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A father passing by his son's bedroom was astonished to see the bed was nicely made and everything was picked up. Then he saw an envelope propped up prominently on the center of the bed. It was addressed, "Dad". With the worst premonition, he opened the envelope and read the letter with trembling hands:
Dear Dad,
It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm writing you. I had to elope with my new girlfriend because I wanted to avoid a scene with mom and you. I've been finding real passion with Joan and she is so nice even with all her piercing, tattoos and her tight motorcycle clothes. But it's not only the passion dad, she's pregnant and Joan said that we will be very happy. Even though you don't care for her as she is so much older than I, she already owns a trailer in the woods and has a stack of firewood for the whole winter.
She wants to have many more children with me and that's now one of my dreams too. Joan taught me that marijuana doesn't really hurt anyone and we'll be growing it for us and trading it with her friends for all the cocaine and ecstasy we want! In the meantime, we'll pray that science will find a cure for AIDS so Joan can get better; she sure deserves it!!
Don't worry Dad. Someday I'm sure we'll be back to visit so you can get to know your grandchildren.
Your son,
Benjamin
P. S. Dad, none of the above is true. I'm over at the neighbor's house. I just wanted to remind you that there are worse things in life than my report card that's in my desk center drawer. I love you! Call when it is safe for me to come home.
Connie calls me to tell me my Uncle has been hurt in a farming accident, legs hurt as he became trap under a roll of hay. Yes- Connie is the one who knows all *picture cat with crystal ball*
So I call Dad- who is 50 miles away. I call my mother, and ask if anyone had called. She had not heard a word. Mom calls me right back, crying, asking me if I can bring my car down as Dad might need it as his was loaded down. Mom crying? Safe to say I was at Mom’s within three minutes, thinking the worst had happen.
I walk in to find Mom still crying, and alone. Walking over to her, I ask what happen. Thinking he was dead, my heart clinched. But she told me no. She was just recalling the phone call from my aunt, telling her of my other Uncle’s death. “I had to tell your father who was on the road, and I don’t want to do that with his last brother.”
I patted mom’s shoulder, and started to help her phone around, not getting hold of anyone. About an hour later Connie tells me he only got a few cuts on his legs and nothing more. He had become trapped under a bailer when he got down from his tractor to climb under it, something becoming stuck in the machine.
Hope she is right. All I can find out is he did an ER visit Thursday, but released. Guess we wait.
Lesson learned: NEVER EVER give Mom news that will upset her on the phone again. I should have known better, damn it.
HEY BIRDY! I just wanted to tell you me and the cat is going to be fine while you are gone. You think we need you to referee? Please…
We are two grown women who get along just fine. You just have some fun, rest, and not worry about us.
Lets my mind wonder a little…
*Cat comes in to join the rat. Rat looks up as the cat sits down RIGHT next to her*
“Hey, fur ball, think you can move over a little?”
*Cat growl in the rat’s face, whiskers pulled back at the wind. Cat grins and rat fans her face*
“Damn…you been licking your ass again?”
"Hell... I see a light snack.. but wait..."
*Cat looks over the rat's head and looks at the rat's ass*
"..make that a big meal."
*Cat grins, lifts her paw and sharp claws pop out. Rat gives a smile, and runs around the cat’s body as she takes a swipe. Puppy runs in, and the fight is on, as she tries to separate us.*
“Bad kitty. And rat- you going to get what you ask for one day. I should just let her eat you, but then birdy will have a fit.”
*Cat hiss, rat flies into the air, and the puppy barks.*
Quote: "Kick Off Your Stilletos And Fuck Me In The Backeat!!! @_@"
*blinks*
Well... I would not want a taste of that.
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JEHOVAHRETURNED This just hurts my eyes, and my little brain. *sigh*
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"ask me and you mite find out that is if your blood is rich enuff. lol. i love being so demented.so do you like to get bite for this vamp is ready to bite you . by the way i am bi and never mind. i love this sweet sweet nector."
Demented... Hmmmm. Fits in a way O.o
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" i think vampires are awesome and i am a virgin so if anyone wants to bit me go ahead feel free."
A virgin wanting to be bit.
*smiles*
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"Ok, me name is Sarah. The only ones who can call me Huddlebuddy, Huddlebunny, and Dirty Midget Whore are me close friends. I love animals and if I find out you are cruel to em I will hurt you. For proof you may ask Dustin Musia he knows. Antyways, I'm not the smartest of people so if you get a weird look from me I most likely did not understand what you just said. I'm a gullable person. I love findin out what words used to mean like aunt used to mean whore. I also am random if you can't tell. I am a southern girl and wouldn't want it any other way. Cuz I love bein southern. Cuz we know how to live and have a good time while from what I can tell northerners can't do as well. I love the way I am I don't see the point in changin for anyone cuz if they don't like me as me then theres no point in even talkin to em. Tis very easy to upset me anyone who messes with me friends will be in so much trouble with me. There are people to this day I still can't stand just cuz they've upset some of me friends"
Southern? Funny... puppy must not be southern after all. *rat runs to hide before the RedQueen sees this*
Couple of weeks ago I called a military member to talk about a relocation he had booked. Going only to the next state, I could do the storage he needing. But he firmly told me no, that he wanted the items brought closer to him.
*shrugs* No big deal.
We made an appointment for me to meet his wife, doing a walk thru the home. I was there on time- she was not home. Never showed up and I left after waiting 20 minutes. Called later to tell me she forgot it. Can I come back out after 6:00pm? I said no.
Tuesday I was told we had to do an agent pickup on Thursday. I called in extra help planning to do as much packing and loading as we can on Wednesday as Thursday was a bad day for us. Went in to do the job, and finish it.
Small house with 8 people, 2 kids and 2 dogs. Yes- we were walking over each other.
At 10:30am, got a call from the office- and we don’t have to do a pickup. The hauler is able to make it after all. *Frown* Never mind I brought the larger truck. Never mind the money wasted on the weight ticket. Guys mad because they expected 8 to 9 hours, and got 4.
*shrugs*
Shipper’s wife pissed me off all morning, not ready to move. And he is an E6- he knows what is expected of him. Hell- she is still pulling out clothing as we walked in for her kids, and them. Then she started on the bathrooms, papers in the living room while we stood and waited. She got upset that every time she turned around, we were packing stuff she had not gone thru.
Poor baby. How long have you known you were moving? *cuss words*
But all I can say is payback is a bitch. Dad asked me if I was going to pack the microwave oven. As it was going into storage, handle by a company I did not know, I was going to pack it. But moving aside so the wife can get by me to pull out her snacks for the road from the box one of the other men was packing, I had enough.
I did not shrug this one off.
“Well you know were it is going, and what happens there. We better pack it. And make sure we get the serial numbers off the electronic equipment as well. You never know.”
Wife’s head snap up at that. Dad just smiled, knowing what I was doing.
*evil giggle*
Gee... I wonder if she will worry about that for the months the items will be in storage?
"It is with deep sadness that we regret to announce the passing of Don Herbert - the one and only "Mr. Wizard". Don lost his battle with cancer today, June 12, 2007, at 9 AM Pacific Daylight Time - slightly more than one month shy of his 90th birthday. He was lovingly surrounded by his family, who are at once, saddened by his passing, and relieved that he is no longer suffering."
A man and a woman were having drinks when they got into an argument about who enjoyed sex more.
The man said, "Men obviously enjoy sex more than women. Why do you think we're so obsessed with getting laid?" "That doesn't prove anything," the woman countered.
"Think about this...when your ear itches and you put your finger in it and wiggle it around, then pull it out, which feels better-your ear or your finger?"
Thinking of removing some items from my journal, a little summer cleaning if you will. I mean- no need to blog down the server with the silly things I write. Remove some videos that have lost their codes, and such.
I am sure you understand when you read this- I hate to edit. I mean I do go back, take a casual glance, and move on. The part you are reading in now I do visit some as I put music videos here I am in love with at the moment.
But some of the entries I never go back to. Like the sex stories. To ask me to read those stories again…well, it just not something I will do. Been there, done that. ;)
So as I glance at them, seeing the ones I want to delete as I try to clean my journal up, I see this.
Times Read: 249
O.o
*blushing and turns away… then stops, and turns back*
You know what. I am glad people read them. I hope people get pleasure from them. There is no harm- stories are just that, stories.
You have no idea if it’s me, or just my fantasies.
So why be ashamed of it?
Well… I don’t see any reason to be, and I am not going to be.
Hummm. Now the one that pops into my head is the Hippocrates that was a Greek physician born in the early years on a island in Greece. Known as the founder of medicine, regarded as the greatest physician of his time.
He was the first to hold the belief that illness had a physical and a rational explanation, not caused by superstitions and by possession of evil spirits and disfavor of the gods. He took the "demons" out of illness.
You know the dreams for your life you have … the ones you keep, ones that are ever changing even as you grow older? Ones that will not go away as your life changes, hanging in there, hoping you will listen to them at a point in your life? Be it a dream car, dream house, dream job, a dream love and soul mate.
I have some of those. When I was a child, I went thru a lot of them. Let’s see…
I wanted to be a Veterinarian- but only if I can help or save the animals. That dream did not last long as I learn some you cannot save. As I grew old I understood life was that way.
I want to be a model. At 18 years young, I was a size 5, and in a fashion show, and loved it. However, when it came time to do the ad- the photo ad, I gave up on that dream. The doubt about my self-image started. And to this day- I hate having my picture taken.
I can look back at those and laugh, seeing just how silly those were.
Dreams, I still have them. While I thought to be a fashion designer, I came to realize it was not a designer I wanted to be, but a buyer. I love fashion, read all I can on the subject and have several designers I am in love with, but the art of design is not in me. I do love to put outfits together, express a flare for the color and texture.
The dream of love, finding the one I can not live without. Well… I don’t see that ever happening for me. Guess I am just to dang picky, and don’t see the need to just “be in love” because I am alone. I will not settle for less then the true thing. And truth be told- I don’t see myself ever giving someone that much control over me. It’s like being draw to the fire- you love the heat, the feelings it bring you on a cold night. But you also see how it eats away at the wood, how it can cause so much pain if you get to close. Yes- the time for me to of fallen in love is past.
Now I want to talk about regrets. Let us take the dreams, or a dream. You decide to act on it, taking that step… going into the unknown as you do, taking a chance of being hurt, of failing, losing it all in hopes of reaching that dream.
Would you ever know if you did not try? Would you rather just have the doubt that you could, that you should of?
At least you tried. You will not be spending the rest of your life wondering if you ever could have done it. You have your answer. Fail or not- you will have the answer to the question your dreams leave you.
And you never know… you might just reach your dreams.
To all those who are reaching out for their dreams- I wish you the very best.
A 5? Ok.... so I go to look at his again. Hey- I am getting sleepy and cranky.. *yawns, as the rating is doing its magic- I am almost ready to sleep.*
See he is a paid member- so I know I gave him a 10. But just for kicks- lets look at it anyway....
His profile is this:
Bear with me broken hand. Due to this spellin goes out the window.
BITE ME I BITE BACK!!!!
WOMEN BEWARE I AM NOT A NORMAL VAMPIRE,,,.....( Suddenly deathly silent looking about for the moment. The look of a Barbarian aged Man emerges as the face goes cold and unreadable.)
O.o
No art, using the VR background.
Ohhh I will have to keep track of this one as I expect a freaking master piece from this not so normal vampire.
*snort*
OK- bed for me before I say something smart.
Flying monkey's tail flea.
Oopppss... to late.
*runs and jumps in her bed, giggles as she pulls up the blanket*
Poor Paris Hilton. I mean- really folks. What the hell is it with her?
Martha Stewart did her time. She did not whine and cry like a baby, having such a shit fit. No- she stood up and took it on the chin, lady with class.
And hell- Martha did not get behind a car and drive drunk. She just played the stock market like any male would and does.
Hey- I have a heat rash just under my right breast were my bra has rubbed me the last two days, as I sweated as I worked.
Do you see me crying about it?
Please... face it- you are going to be used to set a example. Do the time and grow the freaking up. Might help your image if you act like the woman you are, not a child.
And next time you drink- let Daddy get you a limo to take you home. Hell... give someone a job driving you around.
*raises hand* I will do it.
But only after a get this rash healed. Hurts like hell, I'm telling you.
I understand RedQueen is upset with me. She has a reason to be, I guess. Sort of. Maybe. *sigh* Ok- she does. I should be asleep as Friday is a long hard day for me, but I have something on my mind and will not sleep unless I get it off my chest. So…I wanted to write this here as it is my journal, and it’s were I think things out.
When you piss me off, I will most likely tell you. Really piss me off and I will be in your face. Sometimes when I am pissed off- even those who did nothing to me pay for it with my smart-ass remarks and bad mood. I am trying to control them more, and think I have gotten better. *shrugs* Guess Connie and Nita would have to tell you if that is true. But I have learned to try and step back, to calm down before I speak. Sometimes it works- other times not so much.
Now- for this week. Saturday I talked to FineBlood, and upset by his attitude toward me. Later I started to think of all he did not say, all that he had said in the past. I was hurt a lot. Sunday hurt again by a friend, even thou I know the person would never done it on purpose. Hard to see that when it was just the crowning touch on a wounded heart, adding to the doubt and poking at the wound already opened.
However, this also gave me the kick in the ass I needed to see just how badly I was getting in my life, how changes need to be made.
I woke up Monday morning, and decided enough was enough. I felt it then- the need to withdrawal from people. See- when I am hurt, that is what I do. I pull away. So I decided I just needed some “me” time and closed off. I needed to get all my thoughts in order and decide what I needed to do.
RedQueen found me on AOL, knew I was upset, and got upset that I did not talk about what is going on. Funny thing… I just don’t do that. It is not because you are far away, sis, or that I don’t trust you, or love ya… I just close down when I am hurt. I always have. It’s a way I heal, the way I think things over. I lick my wounds and come out smarter, and stronger. I always have.
One person was told what upset me- but that is just because we needed to talk out what happen Sunday that hurt my feelings. We worked out our problems, as we have in the past, and we have moved on- our friendship stronger. But we just talked about what happen with us that upset me, not about JJ, or were I was in my life. But talking to this friend, showed me if you care about someone- you make a effort.
This being added to my thoughts, I gave myself another day to think.
Now, after a few days- today in fact, I have decided it time to end a relationship and friendship. To say goodbye to the fantasy, the dream that will never happen. I needed time to grow the freak up and move on. Let my path be lead by my brains, not my feelings.
I have come out of my “Me” time with the understanding of this- I need to find joy in my life. I need to hold on to those around me who bring it to me, and stay away from those that don’t. I need to stop fighting were my life is, as some things I can not change. (Job, family, health)
Be happy were you are, always trying to find more joy to bring into your life. One can never have too much joy.
Ok… now I have only one person mad at me, and I hope that if she reads this- she will understand a little more about me. We have grown so close in these few months- I guess I expected you to understand what was going on with me. But when I say I just needed to be away from people, that is just what I meant.
I love ya puppy… rat is just the way she is. I hope you understand me better now. Moreover, to those others who read this? You most likely are a friend, and needed to know this about me anyway. Few people read my journal, or I would never open up like this here.
I am sure I will be hurt again, and I will need to draw back, away from it all. Now maybe no one will have his or her feelings hurt again. I hope so- as being hurt sucks. I know… still getting over my hurt feelings.
So... I know I am a pain in the ass sometimes.. never said I wasn't. :) But you love me anyway... right?
Ok- work in 5 hours, so I am off to bed. Night guys, and hugs.
lol cute.....i think i am still somewhere close to under 200......lol
life....is ok...i took oh hell.......am calling you
Soooo... she calls and is laughing her head off. She tells me she must of called the wrong number, as a foriegn male answered the phone. She said it shocked her.
I told her I was importing them, since I went thru the locals. ;) LOL
Someone very close to me pointed out the 350,000 pages viewed I have here. Taking into count the other account, I am even afraid to see what that number is.
I had something here this morning, and it has brought the attention I would never want it to have. I have deleted the entry, but feel I should put this here so those that read it, and have asked about it understands.
I meet a man online when I first started VR. Friendship grew into more…but he was not what he led me to believe. He lied, and still is to this date, about his name and birthday… just little things that make you feel like he is hiding something.
I have talked with him on the phone- at work. Only work. Heck- I have even talked to his daughters.
He tells me he is single, and I think that is the only truth he has told me. Or this would of never started.
He tells people around him about me, tells me he is moving to Ky, to be with me, but still…
I said I didn't want it to end...not all the way. But this morning.... it just hit me that I did. I don't want to just wait, put it off.
Then we have the comments. Do you remember the comment about how the only reason any one reads what I write is for the sex? Well… that was him. Comments on my looks, the way I talk, act.
He has a habit of making me doubt myself, my worth. Of late- I have learned this is how he likes to play games.
Why did I hang on? Why put up with one that makes you question ever thing in your life? Your very worth?
I have no idea. I just know, after a few months of removing myself from his life… that I want it to end. I need that last hope to be snuffed out. I want to give myself the time away from him, to see how much better my life is without him.
These last few months of pulling away from him has shown me it will be a lot better. :) I am not going to let this settle, like I have been. Time to take control, and take the steps to were I want to be.
But I still have the hope. Time to flatten that bug, LOL as he is the one who does it. He knows I am leaving, and he makes the effort. He takes the first steps.
But.... you have to deal with the whole- why can't he give me what I want? Why am I so demanding? Why do I try ... only to be let down again and again? When did it become my fault? When did I take on the problems he has?
I want this to move back to friends, if that.
Can you be friends to a person who you do not trust? I cannot. Guess that is the reason I have so few. And hold those so very close to me.
Yes- this is a problem I have been putting off for a while, but no more.
Some things have changed in my life, in real life and on VR. Friends have shown me that I am of worth. Worth more then he is willing to give, and worth more then he can ever see.
Thank you all for that, by the way.
That is what the entry was from this morning, and I am moving on with my life.
See... even the strong people have a weakness.. I just try to keep it hidden. But I also know when to step away, and let the thing that hurts me go. SO.....
Hold on- I am sure it will be a bumpy, wild, fun, and tear filled ride.
But as it starts this day- there is a smile on my face, and joy that a new start brings. :)
Grrr.. when a mechanic tells you the lifters on a disel engine need replaced.... you might as well hand over the checkbook. And the trained loader you have for a crew is called into jury duty, starting today, kind of sucked! And its what? 9:00am.
lol- I hate Mondays.
But on the up side- today is my mothers birthday!! :)
I would share a picture- but my Mom was always a private person, so it would not be right. Just know I look just like her.
But a whole lot younger.. ;)
Happy mood- funny, after how I woke up.
Hey- I am not going to fight it.... what ever is making me happy- keep it coming! Let's bottle it, I say. :)
LOL.
9:40 am - Been playing the video below :) over and over and over since I have been at work. Sister comes to my door just now and said "Is that going to be another Adam Ant Goody Two Shoes?"
O.O What? Just because I played it a thousand times when I was a teen? Geee...
Ohhhh I see that as being taken the wrong way. O.O LOL
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Date: 10:57:49 - Jun 02 2007
Rating: 10
Comment: My...My,now this was truly an enchanting experience.You took me away from all of the day's stress for some time and for that I give you my warmest thanks.Between walking with you, the art, and the music playing in the background I was transported away for a bit.I would feel priveledged to have you in my ring of friendship.This might very well be the fist time that I Embraced someone and meant it...
Been a long week and I asked the Birdy were she is taking me out to dinner Friday night. Yes- I can demand a dinner out... she does it to me often enough. *sicks tongue out at you*
This is when she tells me her boyfriend is coming up this weekend. (Friday night) I backtrack like a rat facing a rat trap, as she tells me I can come over... oh let me see, how DID she say it? :)
"You can come over to eat, but you have to leave right after. " Gee.... people are just making me feel so very welcome of late. lol
Then I came up with a few-
"You can just open the door and hand me a doggy bag, telling me there is dinner. Give me a second to wave at the boyfriend? Ask why he still has his clothing on?"
"Or hell.... I will just pull up in front of your apartment and you can bring the food out at me. Like a drive thru window." So don't want to see those golden arches... LOL O.o
Her comment on that one- "Can we make it a drive by- were I pitch it as you roll along slowly?"
Been a long week for me. And do you wish to know my plans for the weekend? Absolutely Jack Shit Nothing. :) Well- housework, laundry, and washing my car.
Need to trim the shrubs, visit Mom, and catch up on phone calls I have missed this week at work.
Could do a few estimates that are waiting on my desk to...
LOL.... nevermind what I have to do- what am I going to do is the question. :)
Listen to this song today on the radio- and had to put it here. :)
Only video I could find- and why does it remind me of a Japanese Godzilla movie? *laughs*
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