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Bondsman on Amazon prime was not what I expected. Nor was I expecting this from Amazon.

It's a southern Supernatural style twist. Loving it.

Wow- my first normal journal. Seems life is getting back into a pattern for me.

Sitting in the recliner, laptop on my lap, news on the TV as brother does his last breathing treatment. I dreamed about VR last night. I log on to find a message from Cancer saying due to the tariff Trump put in- it was too expensive to keep the site up.

Like I said- dream. No clue how I got that. But it made me stir, toss, turn, and grab my phone. It had been a few days so I log in, handled a few things. And made myself promise to spend some time here today.

Busy day- moving some stuff in the homestead to make room for my stuff. Like craft table, etc. And I did a deep clean of my sister bedroom. Well.... and moved the mattress to end, so I could use it for some storage. I moved into the smallest bedroom in the 4 bedroom home, so I needed to clear, move some stuff. I have a friend who is helping me- think god for his strong back. :)

Sister is not doing well. Her right leg- the plate, screws have failed. And this is without her even standing on her legs. Just her being moved in the bed, her own weight, weak bones have lead to this. After calls from the dr's- everyone agrees she is not strong enough to do another long surgery again.

So we are just going to wait. She is off the vent but on forced air with the trach. She is still unable to speak. Cant walk, and the place she is at now isn't the nicest. I am pushing to move her to a chair, a few hours a day.

Brother is well. He is really showing his age. Or maybe Im seeing it more since we live together now. I did buy him his own 55 inch flat screen tv. He has messed it up several times- hard for him to use the remote. But thinking he is getting the hang of it.

Really- all I got to talk about. Life is sort of ' what does Ray need? Call, go visit Sis trip" That needs to change some or I will lose it. lol

:)

But after today- its a muscle relaxer pill and bed early. And sleeping in in the morning. Then next week, adding to my list, it will be showing of rental property. What fun. So this weekend is rest.

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CuRsEdToDaRkNeSs
02:00 Apr 11 2025

I've said it before, and I will say it again... you are such an amazing person Ratty! I miss you! Real life always first, but I am glad you are able to pop in and let us know how you are from time to time. Stay strong. You're doing great! Maybe one day you will have a break long enough to make a trip down my way, like we have discussed so many times. *HUGE hugs* I'm on night shift so if you wake up in the middle of the night and just wanna talk.. you know my number!

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Cadrewolf2
03:32 Apr 11 2025

Sorry to say miss you too, hope life calms down to see you on more

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Tuto
18:10 Apr 14 2025

Many blessings and may your higher power give you energy, strength and peace. Be kind to yourself.

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