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A GUY THAT IVE BEEN IN LOVE WITH FOR OVER 2 IN AHALF YEARS AND I FINALLY GET TO TALK TO HIM SINCE THE 9TH GRADE THATS WHEN I WAS SEPARATED FROM MY FIRST TRUE LOVE AND IT KILLS ME JUST TO KNOW THAT HES JOIN'D THE ARMY AND NOW IS GOING TO "JAPAN" OH I WISH THAT I WAS MARRIED TO HIM WE DATE BUT IT WOULDNT WORK OUT OVER SEAS AND THAT BREAKS MY HEART HEART EVEN MORE KNOWING THAT THERE WILL NEVER BE ANOTHER GUY OUT THERE LIKE RYAN S. AND I DONT THINK I WANT TO DATE GUYS THAT WILL NEVER REMIND ME OF MY LOVE DOES ANYBODY IN THE WORLD EVEN KNOW HOW THAT FEELS PROBABLY...JUST KNOWING MY PAIN AND HEAR TACHE IS STILL STRONG WITHINN MY REACH AND I THINK TODAY APRIL 13,2007 WILL MAYBE BE THE LAST DAY THAT I EVER SEE HIM AGAIN BEFORE HE LEAVES TO JAPAN NEXT WEEL..=(=(=(