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I can't let the truth that's in my heart be seen,or my emotions show. When someone says they know even if they have never gone through things like this.Sometimes I'm cought off gard and someone looks in my eyes they can see the reflection of the real me crying inside. But when they ask me what is wrong I smile and say every thing is alright. I dare not let my true feelings show becouse the darkness in my heart has started to grow.I fight it all the time so it don't show.Especially when someone says I know.Even if they might mean well I want to tell them to go to hell.Let the darkness overtake me,Oh how eazy that would be,then all those jurks would fear my. I would just smile as they were to beg and plea apon their knees. Then I would let the fullness of my darkness unfold apon them and with their last mominets on this earth I would say "I Know" Ho how eazy it would be to let this darkness out of me,but i don't I keep it locked up real tight and when someone asks me what is wrong I smile and say. Every thing is alright