So, on New Years I got some news that I might have Breast Cancer. I went to my doctors appointment that following Monday then again on Tuesday for more tests. Well great news I don't have Cancer. Finally some good news for myself and family.
Still have not heard anything about my aunt that lives in GA though. I do hope that she pulls through all of this, she is to young to pass away.
As for my uncle Butch that had the heart attack before New Years well supposedly he needs to have heart surgery and kidney transplant. Though they do not think that he can handle either of them. I have not heard anything more about him as of yet.
I will be posting an update again when something changes! Thank you to everyone for there support and kind words.
So, as the year of 2010 came to a end everyone around the world celebrates the start of a new year. In hopes that the coming year well be better than the year that is passing.
Like everyone else around the world I hoped for the same thing. A new start and for a better year. Though not forgetting all those that I lost in the past years though only moving forward.
Though being only the first day of the New Year of 2011 it already seems this year will not be any better. Death comes for someone everyday though not always to the same family over and over again in a matter of a few months.
My biological father that lives in GA called me today to give me that bad news of my aunt Wanda his sister in which was the only one on my fathers side of the family that I connected with is dying. They do not believe she will make it another week.
As most of you already know I have already lost someone that was very important to me in my life only a month ago my uncle Timothy along with four days prior the man that was a grandfather to everyone in this community.
Not only are they saying that my aunt Wanda wont make it but I also found out to day that another of my uncles had a heart attack early morning of Dec. 30th 2010 and he wont make it either.
That is going to be four deaths close together. I do not know how much more myself and my family can take. Though the bad news may not be over for my family.
This coming Monday, I will be going to MD Anderson due to I need to have more test's done to determine if I have breast cancer. Though of course I and my family are hoping that I do not, being that I am only 22 year old and I have two small children which all they have is ME..I am their mother and father all rolled into one.
The funny part of the fact that I am needing to get more test's to make sure I do or do not have cancer. Is that it is the furthest thing on my mind right now. All i am thinking of is my aunt Wanda and uncle Butch...and still grieving over my uncle Timothy. Is this bad that I am not so worried about myself and the out come? Or is that natural to not think about the issues that you yourself have when others around you are in pain?
Well this is all I have to say for now......updates to come at a later time..
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immortalxkiss
21:45 Jan 18 2011
I'm so glad that it was nothing! -hugs-