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Kaela you don't know what love is
22:00 Jul 31 2009
Times Read: 536

I love how you post up things about love, but all you've ever been is a selfish lying slut to every one you've been with. Your true nature will always show itself like it has in the past and in the present.

LOL
20:07 Jul 31 2009
Times Read: 546

What a joke Kaela superfreak899, that the sort of shit you would tell me and your sleeping with everyone. I know you were answer other guys' call because I heard them on your VM when you forgot you gave me the pw for it. Kaela stop trying to pretend you're a faithful girl. More sausage has come out of your nasty twat than has come out of the Oscar Meyer factory. I keep hearing from people the extent of your unfaithful behavior after I came back to California to set up a place for us. I remember you once dedicated that Akon song to me...what a joke...i remember you telling me that people said you were unfaithful to me to break us up because no one in your sshit town wanted you happyy. Too bad it turned out to be simply that you are an unfaithful slut.

Love Like Blood
03:30 Jul 31 2009
Times Read: 548

Emptiness wells up from my insides

Memories are fading with the dimming of the lights

Alone with the things you've left behind

This is a scar I cannot hide



And your love looks like blood tonight

In the shadows no one sees me cry

And your love looks like blood tonight, but this feels so right

It hurts so bad to say goodbye....



Well wishes and your kisses they bade me farewell

Your soul's to far away to save me from this hell

That I now reside in when I can't touch your face

An angel with tattered wings falling from God's grace



Hurts so bad to say good

Hurts so bad to say good

Hurts so bad to say good

Hurts so bad to say goodbye...



My eyes are blinded by the light,

I'm coming soon for you, this time.

I cannot bare to be left behind,

Together in death our ties shall bind.

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Hurts so bad to say good

Hurts so bad to say good

Hurts so bad to say good

Hurts so bad to say goodbye.....

21:42 Jul 29 2009
Times Read: 562

I told you right from the start

A knife up to your throat for one put through my heart

Couldn't hold on and this I should have known

Thinking back as I walk the night alone



I told you that my love was true

I asked you to walk away if you don't feel like I do

You whispered that you would be mine always

I felt myself slipping away



I love you forever

'Till death do us part



'Till the night goes



Night gives me no rest and I cannot sleep

When I can I see your face it's tattooed on my dreams

Purple heart pumps sorrow through my veins

I awaken, I'm calling out your name



I often think back to that night

The moment when I found out that our love was a lie

Felt like I would die I couldn't stand the pain

And there's nothing left except for one thing - I've gotta see you again



And I said...



I'll love you forever.

'Till death do us part



Forever is over

Forever is over

It's over, it's over

It ended on that night...

As the Cold Rain Falls
21:28 Jul 29 2009
Times Read: 563

As the grey sky opens my heart sings

I carry a torch as the new year rings

And I still feel the same after all this time

A future of past on my mind



And I'll wait for you

As the cold rain falls

You know it falls away

But my heart is true

And I'll wait for you

As the cold rain falls

You know it falls away

But my heart is true



Tonight I remembered what it was like

I'd hear the rain's song when you were mine

Now I'm here in the silence, my heart dies

Sing by the roar of a broken sky



And I'll wait for you

As the cold rain falls

You know it falls away

But my heart is true

And I'll wait for you

As the cold rain falls

You know it falls away

But my heart is true



And I'll wait for you

As the cold rain falls

You know it falls away

But my heart is true

And I'll wait for you

As the cold rain falls

You know it falls away

But my heart is true

Forever Fades Away
21:24 Jul 29 2009
Times Read: 564

It burns like a fire in the night

A glow that rises and becomes the starlite

Starlite



Under the trees, in the night

you'll find it there

In the space between heartbeats

where the whole world disappears



In a nightbloom garden

Our hearts did meet

Like the razor's kiss

That sealed our love



And the flame still burns (forever)

And my heart still yearns (forever)

And in my dreams the fires blaze

But the embers fade (forever)

And the light grows faint (forever)

As forever fades away, forever fades away



Inside your dreams, you will see forever's stare

It surrounds us but we cannot stay -

moments are all we have



But in this moment we can live a lifetime here

All that's passed and shall come

falls away under the trees



In a nightbloom garden

Our hearts did meet

Like the razor's kiss

That sealed our love



And the flame still burns (forever)

And my heart still yearns (forever)

And in my dreams the fires blaze

But the embers fade (forever)

And the light grows faint (forever)

As forever fades away, forever fades away



In a nightbloom garden

Our hearts did meet

Like the razor's kiss

That sealed our love



And the flame still burns (forever)

And my heart still yearns (forever)

And in my dreams the fires blaze

But the embers fade (forever)

And the light grows faint (forever)

As forever fades away, forever fades away

forever fades away

As forever fades away

forever fades away

forever fades away

As forever fades away

forever fades away

20:37 Jul 29 2009
Times Read: 568

Sorry

Is all that you can't say

Years gone by and still

Words don't come easily

Like sorry like sorry



Forgive me

Is all that you can't say

Years gone by and still

Words don't come easily

Like forgive me forgive me



But you can say baby

Baby can I hold you tonight

Maybe if I told you the right words

At the right time you'd be mine



I love you

Is all that you can't say

Years gone by and still

Words don't come easily

Like I love you I love you



But you can say baby

Baby can I hold you tonight

Maybe if I told you the right words

At the right time you'd be mine



Baby can I hold you tonight

Maybe if I told you the right words

At the right time you'd be mine

You'd be mine

You'd be mine....

Some people just get lower and lower
03:47 Jul 29 2009
Times Read: 582

I just found out from my former neighbor that my ex was sleeping with him while I was at work after I flew her out here to California...hmmm no wonder you threatened to kill yourself if I came home early that day. I undersstand fully why you have no friends in real life and everyone in your jerkwater town detests you.....well at least not until they've gotten a piece of you it seems.

Stars don't shine
04:41 Jul 27 2009
Times Read: 592

I'll cry myself to sleep 'cos you're not here by my side

I'll cry 'cos you're not with me, with me tonight

I'll cry myself a river and drown in a torrent of tears

I'll cry 'cos the stars have thrown down all their spears

the stars don't shine without you

and it makes me, makes me sad and blue

the stars don't shine without you

and there's nothing, no nothing I can do

I'll cry myself an ocean and I'm stranded

washed upon the shore

I'll cry 'cos the stars don't shine for me no more.

Since I was an Obsession for you and never truly loved, this is for you.
04:04 Jul 27 2009
Times Read: 599

Love is a stranger

In an open car

To tempt you in

And drive you far away

And I want you

And I want you

And I want you so

It's an obsession



Love is a danger

Of a different kind

To take you away

And leave you far behind

And love love love

Is a dangerous drug

You have to receive it

And you still can't

Get enough of the stuff



It's savage and it's cruel

And it shines like destruction

Comes in like the flood

And it seems like religion

It's noble and it's brutal

It distorts and deranges

And it wrenches you up

And you're left like a zombie



And I want you

And I want you

And I want you so

It's an obsession



It's gilt edged

Glamorous and sleek by design

You know it's jealous by nature

False and unkind

It's hard and restrained

And it's totally cool

It touches and it teases

As you stumble in the debris



And I want you

And I want you

And I want you so

It's an obsession

Moments We Shared
02:10 Jul 27 2009
Times Read: 608

Don`t come back

You take my breath

Long before I die

I came to see you again

You make me pray

For being in love with you tonight



In every moment we have shared

You withheld all what I deserved

And left me with my pain

For every moment we have shared

You take away what I deserve

And leave me in despair



Long before I die



In every moment we have shared

You withheld all what I deserved

And left me with my pain

For every moment we have shared

You take away what I deserve

And leave me in despair

heart shaped tumor
02:04 Jul 27 2009
Times Read: 609

I suffer from a tumor

here inside my chest

I gotta lay to rest

a strange kind of humor

the grin on your face

soon leaves without a trace

now I'm out of love

no one can fill this heart of mine

I ran out of love now

I'm out of



put an end to yourself

and you'll be closer

closer



the world is

but a tumor

the cold light of day

won't turn the night away

humanity's a rumor

unless my soul reacts

the whole world my collapse

now I'm out of love

no one can heal this heart of mine

I've run out of love

now I'm out of

For you I'm Bleeding
01:09 Jul 27 2009
Times Read: 610

here i am

darkness night

is masking the cold

that embraces me







can't you see

truth means fear

your lying breath

never will resist







alone i sit here waiting

watching the world

in it's agony







because i have seen

my future

my crying face

no cure i'm longing for







and no healer

heals the evil

i sought truth for you

condemned to fail







for you, for you

i'm bleeding

and every new dawn

ends in bitterness ...

Repost
04:45 Jul 26 2009
Times Read: 623

So our friend who makes up things wanted me to take this down because she feels her reputation is threatened by the truth. She claims to have been struck in the face on sunday July 19th, but she was on cam for monday and her face clearly showed no signs of being touched and yesterday that we spoke she claimed she had internal injuries.....interesting considering she was punched in the face. I find it funny that having these painful injuries, she was flooping around on her bed while she was on cam. Being an attention and sympathy whore.....pathetic.

Por que te vas?
04:12 Jul 26 2009
Times Read: 627

Hoy en mi ventana brilla el sol

Y el corazon

Se pone triste contemplando la ciudad

Por que te vas?



Como en cada noche desperto

Pensando en ti

Y en el reloj todas las horas va pasar

Por que te vas?



Todas las promesas de mi amor se iran contigo

Me olvidaras, me olvidaras

Junto a la estacion lloraro igual que un nino

Por que te vas?

Por que te vas?

Por que te vas?



Today in my window shines the sun

And then my heart

Becomes so sad when I look at the city

Why did you leave?



Like every morning I wake up

Thinking of you

And in my heart all the hours passing by

Why did you go?



All the promises of my heart-

They'll go with you

You'll forget me, you'll forget me

In the ralway road I'll cry like a little baby

Why did you go?

Why did you go?

Why did you go?

Why did you go?



Y yo, sentado en un banco

En la estacion de un tren

Me pregunto:

"Por que quedo ahi abandonado?

Entre una multitud de gente".

Y yo me sentia tan abandonada en ese momento

Que salo por la calles corriendo, gritanto:

"por que? por que? por que?"



Todas las promesas de mi amor se iran contigo

Me olvidaras, me olvidaras

Junto a la estacion lloraro igual que un nino

Por que te vas?

Por que te vas?

Por que te vas?

travel documents
04:06 Jul 25 2009
Times Read: 650




Your Travel Document



Hello Kathleen,



Thanks for traveling with CheapTickets. This e-mail confirms the ticket number(s) issued for the "Bristol/Johnson City/Kingsport 2/2/09" trip.





Ticket Information

Passenger(s): JAVIER *******





United Airlines record locator: NGDL4N

US Airways record locator: FR30P3

Ticket type requested: electronic (e-ticket)

CheapTickets record locator: AP270301NGDL4N09

Airline ticket number(s): 0167529190388







Please note: At least one airline in this trip charges an additional fee for checked baggage. This fee is not included in your total trip cost. See details



Monday, February 2, 2009

United Airlines # 1167



Los Angeles International (LAX) to San Francisco International (SFO)

Departure (LAX): February 2, 10:55 AM PST (morning)

Arrival (SFO): February 2, 12:26 PM PST (afternoon)

Class: Economy



Seat request: 24D

Seat is confirmed view/change seats

Monday, February 2, 2009

US Airways # 782



San Francisco International (SFO) to Charlotte Douglas (CLT)

Departure (SFO): February 2, 1:35 PM PST (afternoon)

Arrival (CLT): February 2, 9:16 PM EST (evening)

Class: Economy



Seat request: 31D

Seat is confirmed view/change seats

Monday, February 2, 2009

US Airways # 2559 Operated by: US AIRWAYS EXPRESS PSA AIRLINES - Please check in with the operating carrier



Charlotte Douglas (CLT) to Bristol/Johnson City/Kingsport Tri-Cities Regional (TRI)

Departure (CLT): February 2, 10:35 PM EST (evening)

Arrival (TRI): February 2, 11:26 PM EST (evening)





Class: Economy

LIES more LIES
03:59 Jul 25 2009
Times Read: 653

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:11:58 PM): yes you just used me

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:22:42 PM): you used me

BUZZ!!!

superfreak899 (7/24/2009 7:22:47 PM): u used me

superfreak899 (7/24/2009 7:22:50 PM): to live off of

superfreak899 (7/24/2009 7:22:52 PM): okay

superfreak899 (7/24/2009 7:22:54 PM): so dont go there

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:23:47 PM): i didnt ask to go there

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:23:56 PM): i went there to support you goign to school

superfreak899 (7/24/2009 7:24:02 PM): no u didnt

superfreak899 (7/24/2009 7:24:06 PM): u said we should just leave

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:24:08 PM): yes i did

superfreak899 (7/24/2009 7:24:08 PM): blah blah blah

superfreak899 (7/24/2009 7:24:10 PM): dont go there

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:24:11 PM): i didnt want to go out there

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:24:30 PM): i went because i love you

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:24:42 PM): you said you hated it there and were goign to come back to ca

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:24:53 PM): when you graduated

superfreak899 (7/24/2009 7:25:00 PM): im glad im not with u

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:25:01 PM): but you didnt

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:25:08 PM): fine kaela

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:25:17 PM): but youre the fucked up one

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:25:25 PM): you kept me hanging on

superfreak899 (7/24/2009 7:25:31 PM): im letting u go

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:25:36 PM): i truly wanted us

superfreak899 (7/24/2009 7:25:47 PM): no

superfreak899 (7/24/2009 7:25:49 PM): u didnt

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:25:53 PM): youre letting me go after i found out all you r lies and shittormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:25:57 PM): yes i did

superfreak899 (7/24/2009 7:25:58 PM): u just wanted it so u can control me

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:26:00 PM): i still want you

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:26:04 PM): youre stupid

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:26:09 PM): i want a wife

superfreak899 (7/24/2009 7:26:10 PM): no its true

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:26:20 PM): no you want it tot be true to justify your shit

superfreak899 (7/24/2009 7:26:25 PM): i cant cut or dye my hair no tattoos no piercings **** rhat

superfreak899 (7/24/2009 7:26:27 PM): that*

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:26:34 PM): i didnt say you couldnt dye yor hair

superfreak899 (7/24/2009 7:26:40 PM): i cant talk to my friends

superfreak899 (7/24/2009 7:26:45 PM): blah bhlah blah

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:26:47 PM): kaela i dont want you tattted or pierced because your too beautiful for that dshit

superfreak899 (7/24/2009 7:26:48 PM): **** u javier

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:26:56 PM): i nevre said you couldnt talk to you friends

superfreak899 (7/24/2009 7:27:05 PM): and now ur trying to ******* force me to come back to you by threatening to post all of this

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:27:10 PM): no im not

superfreak899 (7/24/2009 7:27:21 PM): im not coming back to you

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:27:30 PM): kaela i said you should fix what we have instead of throwing 2 years away

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:27:45 PM): kaela you couldve made this work with me

superfreak899 (7/24/2009 7:27:52 PM): i dont want us

superfreak899 (7/24/2009 7:27:55 PM): why dont u get that

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:27:57 PM): but you chose to keep doing fucked up shit

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:28:02 PM): i know you dont

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:28:09 PM): if you ever did you wouldnt have done what you did

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:28:21 PM): even though you kept telling me up to the endou wanted us that

superfreak899 (7/24/2009 7:28:23 PM): then stop posting **** about me and leave me alone

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:28:26 PM): no

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:28:35 PM): you never sstopped your shit

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:28:43 PM): whyy should i stop posting what ou did

superfreak899 (7/24/2009 7:28:44 PM): what ****?

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:28:52 PM): your cheating and lying

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:29:02 PM): dont try to pretend you didnt do it

superfreak899 (7/24/2009 7:29:04 PM): im not

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:29:08 PM): yes you ddi

superfreak899 (7/24/2009 7:29:16 PM): im faithful to the man im with

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:29:26 PM): kaela you were living with andy while you were with me 2 weeks ago

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:29:35 PM): well you were never faithful to me

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:29:52 PM): i dont care about your new guy

superfreak899 (7/24/2009 7:29:56 PM): i dont love you. after all the **** u did here

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:30:03 PM): oh my god

superfreak899 (7/24/2009 7:30:11 PM): a few times at that

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:30:13 PM): hmmm youre th eone who keep the lies up

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:30:19 PM): you slept with allen before i went out theretormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:30:31 PM): stop with your bullshit

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:30:43 PM): kaela if you wanted to sleep around you shouldnt have brought me out there

superfreak899 (7/24/2009 7:30:49 PM): i should have u arrested

superfreak899 (7/24/2009 7:30:54 PM): or removed

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:30:59 PM): kaela you being a slut doesnt give you the right to string me alongsuperfreak899 (7/24/2009 7:31:01 PM): shannon was right about u

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:31:09 PM): she was right about you

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:31:32 PM): kaela the cops didnt do shit because i dodnt do shit

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:31:40 PM): i shouldve left back then

superfreak899 (7/24/2009 7:31:49 PM): i wish i never met u

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:31:51 PM): i shouldve let you slice yourself uptormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:31:59 PM): the feeling is mutual

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:32:07 PM): because all you did was fuck me over

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:32:15 PM): i wish i didnt love you

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:32:23 PM): you were never worthy of love

superfreak899 (7/24/2009 7:32:31 PM): lol

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:32:33 PM): but i tried so hard to show you that you were



tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:32:49 PM): i tried everything i could

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:33:12 PM): i waited for you to come back out

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:33:24 PM): and you were sleeping around the day you cried when i got on the bus

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:33:41 PM): i have all the texts on that phone

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:35:00 PM): i shouldve never been faithful to you

superfreak899 (7/24/2009 7:35:17 PM): u werent

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:35:23 PM): yes i was

superfreak899 (7/24/2009 7:35:26 PM): u were with shannon

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:35:35 PM): she didnt even make me hard

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:35:43 PM): kinda hard to fuck with a limp dick

superfreak899 (7/24/2009 7:36:00 PM): and if u werent how did she know about the phones i got

superfreak899 (7/24/2009 7:36:04 PM): the vms i left u

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:36:14 PM): kaela i dont deny that i hung out with her

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:36:26 PM): i told you i liked her more like a friend

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:36:38 PM): she didnt turn me on

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:36:47 PM): just the way it was

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:36:49 PM): and she knows it

superfreak899 (7/24/2009 7:37:07 PM): u were at her ******* house!!!!

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:37:15 PM): kaela and the times that i did fuck her i was broken up with you

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:37:19 PM): so was nef

superfreak899 (7/24/2009 7:37:36 PM): yeah right

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:37:36 PM): kaela i had fun hanging out with her

superfreak899 (7/24/2009 7:37:42 PM): yeah then go be with her

superfreak899 (7/24/2009 7:37:43 PM): im done

superfreak899 (7/24/2009 7:37:44 PM): done

superfreak899 (7/24/2009 7:37:45 PM): done

superfreak899 (7/24/2009 7:37:45 PM): done

superfreak899 (7/24/2009 7:37:46 PM): done

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:37:52 PM): its the truth and one day you might figure it outsuperfreak899 (7/24/2009 7:37:58 PM): we were together for ur bday and who were u with

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:38:01 PM): i dont want her

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:38:11 PM): yeah she took me to dinner and a show

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:38:14 PM): but i didnt fuck her

superfreak899 (7/24/2009 7:38:25 PM): u went to that ******* park thing with her

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:38:38 PM): we were together for your bdays and you were with who and you told your friends you fuck whats his name

superfreak899 (7/24/2009 7:38:39 PM): after i asked u not to hang out with her

superfreak899 (7/24/2009 7:38:41 PM): u dont love me

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:38:45 PM): i do love you

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:38:56 PM): kaela i stopped hanging out with her

superfreak899 (7/24/2009 7:39:06 PM): no u didnt

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:39:09 PM): yes i did

superfreak899 (7/24/2009 7:39:13 PM): just go away

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:39:17 PM): i havent seen her in over a year

superfreak899 (7/24/2009 7:39:19 PM): GO AWAY

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:39:30 PM): youre the one who cheated nonstop

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:39:44 PM): kaela since you came here youre the only one ive slept with

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:39:52 PM): can you say the same?

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:39:53 PM): nope

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:40:04 PM): you cheated the entire relationship

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:40:33 PM): i wouldve let it go if you just stopped your lies and cheating but you never did

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:40:39 PM): you said you did it to get my attention

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:41:05 PM): maybe ill take pics of my phone with your texts

superfreak899 (7/24/2009 7:41:33 PM): whatever

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:41:40 PM): yes because it shows whos lying

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:41:50 PM): i still have texts from when you lied to me that jermiah raped you

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:41:59 PM): bet those will go over well

superfreak899 is typing a message.

superfreak899 (7/24/2009 7:42:00 PM): whatever

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:42:06 PM): theyre on my old phone

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:42:18 PM): i have tons of shit

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:42:56 PM): maybe you should been worried about your reputation when you were doing your slutty shit

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:43:27 PM): and thought this might make me look bad or even i dont want to hurt javier because i love him

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:43:33 PM): but you never stopped

tormented_soul2009 (7/24/2009 7:44:51 PM): what kind of a person pretends to get raped so whe can cheat?

Wasted time and money
03:47 Jul 25 2009
Times Read: 655




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Monday, November 24, 2008

Delta Air Lines # 5086 Operated by: Atlantic Southeast - Please check in with the operating carrier



Bristol/Johnson City/Kingsport Tri-Cities Regional (TRI) to Atlanta Hartsfield-Jackson ATL (ATL)

Departure (TRI): November 24, 5:45 AM EST (morning)

Arrival (ATL): November 24, 6:55 AM EST (morning)

Class: Economy



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Monday, November 24, 2008

Delta Air Lines # 939



Atlanta Hartsfield-Jackson ATL (ATL) to Los Angeles International (LAX)

Departure (ATL): November 24, 9:55 AM EST (morning)

Arrival (LAX): November 24, 11:47 AM PST (morning)





Class: Economy

Sum it up just right
20:23 Jul 24 2009
Times Read: 669

We both lie silently still in the dead of the night

Although we both lie close together

We feel miles apart inside

Was it somethin' I said or somethin' I did

Did my words not come out right

Tho' I tried not to hurt you

Tho' I tried

But I guess that's why they say



Every rose has its thorn

Just like every night has its dawn

Just like every cowboy sings a sad, sad song

Every rose has its thorn



Yea it does





I listen to your favorite song playin' on the radio

Hear the DJ say love's a game of

Easy come and easy go

But I wonder does he know

Has it ever felt like this

And I know that you'd be here right now

If I could have let you know somehow I guess



Every rose has its thorn

Just like every night has its dawn

Just like every cowboy sings a sad, sad song

Every rose has its thorn



Though it's been a while now

I can still feel so much pain

Like the knife that cuts you

The wound heals, but the scar, that scar remains



(solo)



I know I could have saved our love that night

If I'd known what to say

Instead if making love

We both made our separate ways



Now I hear you've found somebody new

And that I never meant that much to you

To hear that tears me up inside

And to see you cuts me like a knife, I guess



Every rose has its thorn

Just like every night has its dawn

Just like every cowboy sings a sad, sad song

Every rose has its thorn

Vindication
02:08 Jul 24 2009
Times Read: 695

superfreak899: Will you please take out the convo where you mentioned my coven masters name?

soldat1872000: no

soldat1872000: fuck you

superfreak899: I don't want our drama in the coven

soldat1872000: you shouldnt have been such a lying slut

superfreak899: im not with manny at all...hes my ******* coven master and that's all!

soldat1872000: thats what you get for lying

soldat1872000: i have the texts where you said you were with him

superfreak899: ill do whatever you want

soldat1872000: you cant do what i want

superfreak899: I will do anything javier...

superfreak899: please

soldat1872000: fuck you your online bullshit was more important than our relationship

superfreak899: oh but its okay for you to sit around and look at other girls sending you nude photos right

soldat1872000: i loved you and you cheated with god know how many people and you sent your pics that you took "for me" to so many guys

soldat1872000: no girls sent me nudes

soldat1872000: you were the only girl i wanted

superfreak899: please javier take off the convo

soldat1872000: i did look at porn, because i was bored at your house

soldat1872000: no

soldat1872000: you asked me for my help to save our relationship and look at what you did

soldat1872000: i wanted us to work you were my dream

superfreak899: javier please ill do whatever you want just take it off

soldat1872000: a good life and family with you

superfreak899: please!

soldat1872000: no

superfreak899: please

superfreak899: please

soldat1872000: fuck you and your online bullshit

soldat1872000: you promised not to get online to do your shit and you wouldnt stop

superfreak899: javier you can ruin this guys life please!

soldat1872000: i knew you were lying from day one

soldat1872000: no you ruined his life

superfreak899: how did i ruin his lif

superfreak899: huh

soldat1872000: you had to make up shit involving other people

superfreak899: how the **** does that make sense

soldat1872000: you brought him into your liess

superfreak899: grrr

soldat1872000: you never loved me

superfreak899: javier please just ******* take it off

soldat1872000: you fucking played games

soldat1872000: and i asked you to just let me go if i wasnt what you wanted but you dragged it out

superfreak899: and im sorry

soldat1872000: fuck you

superfreak899: i didnt know what to do

superfreak899: i didnt know what i wanted

soldat1872000: kaela i told you to be honest and faithful

soldat1872000: bullshit you wanted to be a slut

soldat1872000: i didnt care about your past like i told you when i met you

superfreak899: i should have let you go instead of dragging you along...

soldat1872000: all i cared about is how you treated me from that point foward

soldat1872000: yeah or you shouldve loved me like you lied to me that you did

superfreak899: Javier please. I'm begging you.

soldat1872000: i dont care

soldat1872000: i lost so much because i thought you were worth the sacrifice

soldat1872000: you told me you would never cheat because it hurt you so much when it was done to you

soldat1872000: i didnt cheat on you

soldat1872000: you were my fattie and the love of my life

soldat1872000: but i was nothign to you

superfreak899: Please Javier I'll do whatever you want

soldat1872000: you dont love me and you never have and you never will

soldat1872000: so you cant do what i want

soldat1872000: you betrayed me over and over and i gave you chances because i loved you

superfreak899: Please i'll do anythingsoldat1872000: why did you take advantage of my love?

superfreak899: please

soldat1872000: kaela if you can travel back in time and undo this

soldat1872000: ut i know you cant

superfreak899: please javier

soldat1872000: no

soldat1872000: i gave you my heart and you detroyed it

soldat1872000: its funny you always try to justify your actions but truth is you do it becaue you want to and you make excuses when youre caught, like that bullshit that Shannon sent you pics of she and I having sex. She has way too much class to have done that. You have no clas

superfreak899: you should have read what she sent me on vr then

superfreak899:

soldat1872000: yeah im sure youre telling the truth

soldat1872000: she knew i really lovedyou

soldat1872000: i loved shannon too, but not how she wanted

soldat1872000: she was more a friend to me

soldat1872000: i loved you like a man is supposed to love his wife

soldat1872000: so why did you string me along?

soldat1872000: why did you make it an ugly thing between us?

superfreak899: im sorry

soldat1872000: if you were sorry like you have aid you were over the last 2.5 years yyou wouldnt have done the ame shit over and over

soldat1872000: answer me

soldat1872000: why did you do this shit?

superfreak899: i cant b w u

soldat1872000: im not asking you to be not anymore

soldat1872000: i know you were never real

soldat1872000: you had every chance to be wwith me

superfreak899: please if u take urs off ill take mine off please javier

soldat1872000: but you wanted to fuck around

soldat1872000: no

soldat1872000: so humor me why cant you be with me?

soldat1872000: since up until last week you said you would kill yourself if i left you

soldat1872000: anwser me

BUZZ!!!

superfreak899: it wont work

superfreak899: all the fighting theres just no point

soldat1872000: why did we fight?

soldat1872000: it certainly wasnt because i was off fucking around

soldat1872000: so tell me why did we fight?

superfreak899: i dont love you

soldat1872000: tell me somethign i dont know

soldat1872000: so why did you tell me you loved me if you werent serious?

soldat1872000: you knew i wanted soemthign real

soldat1872000: you stole those 2.5 year from me

superfreak899 is typing a message.

superfreak899: bye

soldat1872000: no i want you to answer me

LOL
01:19 Jul 24 2009
Times Read: 703

I can post a picture of you and "my" friend Zoe, She isn't my friend, an aquaintance at best. I'm sure someone can call up Glade Rescue and ask if they are volunteer or not. I guess people can read about how shitty their service is on Topix. The Glade death squad. Funny I have a job at Cedar Sinai Hospital that my friend Cindy just hooked me up with. I start next week. You failed your tests, why don't you admit it. Oh and if you work as EMS, why are you always online on vr. Kinda hard to "Rescue" people when all you do is send your nude pics to any guy or girl who will take them.

WRONG
01:02 Jul 24 2009
Times Read: 709

If you wanted to be with me you wouldn't have slept around with anyone like you have since I came back to CA. I just want to show everyone what a liar you are. You hate cheaters and liars, hmmm, maybe that's why you cut yourself up all the time. Self hate but you want to project it on others. You dont work in ems, you failed your tet twice while i was there. You volunteer for a shitty crew, that no one has faith in where you live.

Wrong
00:45 Jul 24 2009
Times Read: 712

I'm not trying to show that you want to get back with me. I'm trying to show that you lied up until I caught you cheating. Funny you don't show the whole thing like I did. You were leaving messages of love and they were all bullshit. You shouldn't have lied. I told you if you were honest I would've walked away, but you wanted to play games. So now the world will know the real you.

One of her friends talking about her.
00:13 Jul 24 2009
Times Read: 721

To:

Angel of Agony Date:

Jul 19, 2009 11:26 AM

Subject:

RE: Re: RE: hello

Body:

pretty much....

she hates to be denied or rejected....

and she lies about EVERYTHING sooo

but what ever, i realized all of this a long time ago...

which is why i dont talk to her anymore...

and i dont really talk to eve much anymore either....

why dont you message her... shes somewhere on my friend list...

you just got to do some looking...



----------------- Original Message -----------------

From: Angel of Agony

To: ~Zoë~

Date: Jul 19, 2009 11:52 AM

Subject: Re: RE: hello





it seems that as soon as someone leaves her she turns it into she left them because they beat her and cheated. which is what ive become to people she telling this to online and here in la.



----------------- Original Message -----------------

From: ~Zoë~

Date: Jul 19, 2009 9:36 AM



haha, thats kinda funny, she said that about one of her other ex's too...

she's running out of ideas...



----------------- Original Message -----------------

From: Angel of Agony

To: ~Zoë~

Date: Jul 18, 2009 6:11 PM

Subject: RE: hello





Why would I try to date Eve? I just need to ask her some stuff, she was always honest with me in the past and gave me the truth about what was going on. Also, she spoke to Kaela a few days ago whenever Kaela and I were on the phone. That's what I want to ask her about. Kaela and I are not together anymore but she is talking some crazy shit, that I got her preganant and pushed her down the stairs to kill the baby among other things. That chick is off the deep end big time.



----------------- Original Message -----------------

From: ~Zoë~

To: Angel of Agony

Date: Jul 18, 2009 2:01 PM

Subject: RE: hello





hahaha and you believed everything she said?

1, why should i

2, what do you want with eve??? please tell me your not going to try to date her....



----------------- Original Message -----------------

From: Angel of Agony

To: ~Zoë~

Date: Jul 18, 2009 1:37 PM

Subject: hello





Hey sorry I ever talked to shit to you but Kaela always told me you were talking shit on me. I have a favor to ask you. You talk to Eve right? Please have her message me if you talk to to her. Thanks

TRUTH
00:08 Jul 24 2009
Times Read: 723

A mountain of lies cannot bury a single grain of the TRUTH. Liars always fear the light of Truth because it will show them for what they really are.

You hate the truth like I loved you.
00:01 Jul 24 2009
Times Read: 725

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:10:43 PM): its one of your split peronalities

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:10:58 PM): I gave you 2 and half years

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:11:04 PM): and you didnt give me shit

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:11:26 PM): you did this same shit over and over

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:11:34 PM): but i gave you chances becausse i loved you

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:24:19 PM): last night you said you had nothing to offer me and i guess thats because you dont have a heart or real love to offer

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:24:46 PM): you said it was too late and i guess it is, but you made it like that

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:24:58 PM): you had all this time to undo your mistakes and lies

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:25:07 PM): but instead you chose to continue them

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 3:42:36 PM): omg ur such a 5 yr old

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 3:42:39 PM): its pathetic

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:42:51 PM): why is that kaela?

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:42:57 PM): because the truth i there?

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 3:43:03 PM): your posting all this **** in your journal

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:43:06 PM): yyou fucking lied

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:43:12 PM): you lied

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:43:16 PM): if you wouldve been honest

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:43:20 PM): i wouldve just walked awayy

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:43:23 PM): but you lied

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 3:43:30 PM): well im being honest

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:43:35 PM): i told you if you werent serious about me just tell me

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:43:40 PM): its too late for it now

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 3:43:45 PM): if you ever loved me you wouldnt be trying to sabatoge me

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:44:00 PM): you dragged me 2.5 years into a realtionship you were never serious about

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:44:14 PM): if you ever loved me you wouldnt have sabotaged our relationship

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:44:29 PM): but the truth is i loved you and i was waitign for you to be at my side again

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:44:38 PM): i wanted us to make it

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:45:03 PM): everyone said it wouldnt last

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:45:16 PM): i said i love her and and she loves me we will be together

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:45:24 PM): but you made that a lie

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:45:28 PM): i loved you

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:45:31 PM): i loved you

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:45:35 PM): i fought for you

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:45:40 PM): i sacrificed for you

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:45:49 PM): why because you were who i wanted to spend my life with

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:46:13 PM): i would sleep with that spongebob you got me because it was the closest i could be to you

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:46:30 PM): i dreamed of you every night

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:46:49 PM): i cried to you that night telling you how i wanted us to fix things

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:47:06 PM): and how you did things that made me want to hold you closer and love you

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:47:35 PM): i loved it when we would tickle fight in yyour bed

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:47:46 PM): how we would call each other jewger

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:48:01 PM): if it wasnt real why did you make me believe it was

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 3:48:07 PM): I'm done. Please don't contact me ever again.

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 3:48:12 PM): Goodbye for good Javier.

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:48:14 PM): youre done

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:48:23 PM): you were done whenever you lied and cheated

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:48:36 PM): but you never bothered to tell me

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 3:48:40 PM): I'm putting you back on ignore.

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 3:48:43 PM): Bye

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:48:47 PM): you told me i was yours and i wanted to be

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:48:59 PM): why cause you cant handle that you fucked it up

Fiances
23:33 Jul 23 2009
Times Read: 732

It' funny Kaela, how many fiance have you had in the last 2 weeks, not including me until I caught you in your lies and infidelities? Maybe we should get a convention going so everyone figures out your way of being.

Lies continued
23:14 Jul 23 2009
Times Read: 735

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 2:43:57 PM): this is kaela's fiance

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:44:06 PM): ok let me see you

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:44:18 PM): shes got a webcam

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 2:44:23 PM): I'm on her desk top. She has her laptop with her

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:44:35 PM): ok so what do you want

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 2:44:47 PM): She told me that you are giving her problems. Is this true?

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:45:05 PM): actually she is giving herself problems

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 2:45:17 PM): Really and how is that might I ask?

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:45:34 PM): She is a liar and an unfaithful girl.

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 2:45:59 PM): Well that might have been with you. I know everything, good and bad.

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:46:08 PM): Do you now?

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 2:46:12 PM): Yes

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:46:18 PM): It's was liek that with everyone

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 2:46:43 PM): Well, no matter what she hides about her past I shall never judge her.

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:46:47 PM): I told her if she wanted to be with someone else to just tell me and let me go.

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:46:51 PM): That didnt happen

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 2:47:07 PM): Especially since she is carrying my child. She doesn't need the stress because I want it healthy.

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:47:11 PM): She keep telling me to tay with her and that she loved me.

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:47:32 PM): Well I dont know who you are, but it could be anyone's child

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 2:47:35 PM): That was a while back, I already know.

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 2:47:44 PM): I know it's mine

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:47:48 PM): no try about a week ago

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:48:09 PM): I guess you have the ability to detect DNA in utero

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 2:48:39 PM): Really? That's funny because she showed me the texts that you sent her about being with a girl named Heather.

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:48:47 PM): I told her that to piss her off

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:48:58 PM): because i knew she was being unfaithful

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:49:08 PM): i have no problem with you

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:49:14 PM): you didnt have a commitment to me

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:49:17 PM): she did

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:49:24 PM): and she strung me along

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:49:39 PM): if she didnt want to be with me she shouldve told me when i left

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:49:47 PM): but instead she cried and wept

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:49:53 PM): i wanted to have a life with her

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:50:03 PM): i was faithful

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 2:50:11 PM): Well I don't believe you.

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:50:18 PM): doesnt matter if you believe me

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:50:21 PM): it's the truthsuperfreak899 (7/23/2009 2:50:25 PM): That I know you weren't.

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:50:39 PM): really you were here to see me cheat?

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:50:49 PM): impossible because it never happened

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 2:50:55 PM): No I know people Javier.

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:51:01 PM): I didnt even go out because i wanted her to trust in me

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:51:08 PM): who do you know?

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 2:51:32 PM): That is for me to know. I'm not at liberty to discuss my friends

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:51:44 PM): they must be damn sneaky people becaus ei didnt notice them coming into my dealing

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:52:00 PM): if you make claims be ready to back them up

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 2:52:08 PM): You aren't a very intelligent person are you?

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:52:19 PM): More so than you I'm sure.

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 2:52:35 PM): Haha, Okay whatever you say.

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:52:48 PM): I can back up what I say, can you?

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:53:22 PM): I didnt think so

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:53:47 PM): good luck with her

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 2:53:51 PM): Sorry she was kissing me.

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:53:54 PM): i hope you can make her happy

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:54:08 PM): but i doubt she'll be faithfult o you

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:54:36 PM): all i ever got from her was lies

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 2:54:43 PM): I know she will. She even has my zodiac tattooed on her finger.

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:54:47 PM): and all i ever wanted was to give her somethign more

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 2:54:59 PM): I can't wait for her to birth my child.

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:55:06 PM): i see and you are manny i take it?

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 2:55:28 PM): That's for me to know not you.

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:55:41 PM): are you afraid to tell me?

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 2:55:53 PM): No you aren't worth my time to tell.

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:56:14 PM): lol i think youre just trying to upset me kaela

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:56:20 PM): but it doessnt work anymore

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:56:28 PM): i know its you kaela

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 2:56:38 PM): Dude, I'm serious, this isn't Kaela. She is in the kitchen making spagetti.

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:56:51 PM): i know the fucked up shit youve done and it its worse than this

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 2:56:52 PM): She's a beautiful person.

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 2:57:08 PM): Especially naked.

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:57:21 PM): if you say so

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:57:37 PM): if only her beauty inside matched the outside

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:57:42 PM): but it doesnt

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 2:57:43 PM): Well, I'll be right back. She wants me to come into the kitchen for a second.

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:57:58 PM): so if youre real show me

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:58:06 PM): i know its just you kaela

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:58:18 PM): always playing your games

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 2:58:37 PM): I've already told you I do not have a camera.

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:58:47 PM): yes you do on your laptop

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 2:59:10 PM): Sir I told you she has her laptop and I'm on her desktop.

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:59:17 PM): lol but shes cooking

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:59:36 PM): everything about her is a lie

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 2:59:38 PM): She has it in the kitchen listening to Gothicminister.

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:59:48 PM): wow shes so goth now

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:00:20 PM): pretending to be something doesnt make you something

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 3:00:26 PM): No, it's my favorite band and I interduced her to them.

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 3:00:31 PM): She loves them.

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:00:53 PM): sure just how she loves wolfsheim and apoptygma berzerk

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:00:57 PM): and the sisters of mercy

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 3:01:10 PM): Those are great bands, and I know you showed them to her.

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 3:01:16 PM): Except Sisters

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:01:23 PM): lol yeah right

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:01:26 PM): ok kaela

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 3:01:30 PM): I've known her for a while now Javier.

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:01:36 PM): really how long

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 3:01:53 PM): Since she was in middle school.

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:02:07 PM): interesting

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 3:02:12 PM): What?

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:02:32 PM): the lies you weave

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:02:41 PM): kaela what is wrong with you?

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 3:02:44 PM): Excuse me?

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:02:56 PM): did your dad not being there really twist you this much?

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:03:30 PM): why is it that you pretended to be this sweet girl

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:03:34 PM): but just use people?

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:03:40 PM): I truly did love you

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:03:56 PM): and i wanted to make you stop all the shit

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 3:03:59 PM): Hold on I'll let you talk to her.

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:04:03 PM): the alcohol the drugs

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:04:13 PM): the lies

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:04:35 PM): i never wanted to fight with you

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 3:04:40 PM): *** u fat beaner i dont love you

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:04:40 PM): but you never stopped your bs

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:04:47 PM): you never loved me

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:04:53 PM): and im not fat

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 3:04:53 PM): i dont want u in my life at all

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:04:56 PM): im down to 200lbs

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 3:04:57 PM): not even to fight with

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 3:05:01 PM): yeah righ

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 3:05:04 PM): right*

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:05:10 PM): youll see

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 3:05:22 PM): and im the kind of sheba

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 3:05:26 PM): hah i wont see

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:05:31 PM): im working out and im goign back to doing martial arts

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 3:05:32 PM): how the **** will i see

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 3:05:36 PM): i dont want to see ur fat ass

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 3:05:38 PM): ever

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 3:05:39 PM): ever

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 3:05:40 PM): ever

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 3:05:40 PM): ever

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 3:05:41 PM): ever

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 3:05:42 PM): rver

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:05:49 PM): i never had a fat ass

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:05:56 PM): the only ass i had was you

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:06:04 PM): and you still keep making one of yourself

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 3:06:09 PM):

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:06:21 PM): yes i was loser for ever thinking you woudl change

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 3:06:26 PM): i g2g im busy ok....besides he wants to have *** before he goes to work

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 3:06:33 PM): so dont ever message me again.

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:06:36 PM): yeah right

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:06:45 PM): youre a liar

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:07:01 PM): youre the one who messaged me yesterday

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 3:07:12 PM): bye

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:07:19 PM): begging me to delete that profile

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:07:25 PM): youre angry because its true

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 3:07:35 PM): idc lmfao i already have ppl against you.

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:07:47 PM): yes and i have the truth againt you

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:07:59 PM): you never loved me kaela

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:08:03 PM): you just used me

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:08:22 PM): and even your mother knows you have no heart

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 3:08:29 PM): yeah watever

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:08:34 PM): she knows you use her

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 3:08:35 PM): blah blah blah blah blah

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:09:08 PM): its funny how you can go from being totally in love with one person

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:09:18 PM): one day then to another in the same day

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:09:37 PM): you were my fattie only in my dreams

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:09:46 PM): cause you're not the girl i met

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:09:53 PM): she was just a lie you created

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:10:07 PM): i wish we couldve been real

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 3:10:08 PM): yeah okay well look he wont stop touching me i g2g bye

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:10:16 PM): and loved and played like you pretended when we did

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:10:30 PM): sure kaela

superfreak899 is typing a message.

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 3:10:40 PM): bye!!!!

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:10:43 PM): its one of your split peronalities

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:10:58 PM): I gave you 2 and half years

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:11:04 PM): and you didnt give me shit

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:11:26 PM): you did this same shit over and over

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 3:11:34 PM): but i gave you chances becausse i loved you

lies exposed
22:44 Jul 23 2009
Times Read: 741

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:31:15 PM): so why are you saying that we werent together?

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 2:31:54 PM): bc we werent *******

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:32:05 PM): so why does the texts from 2 weeks agio say we were?

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 2:32:29 PM): well we werent thank god i found who im with

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 2:32:41 PM): we are keeping it a secret from you bc he doesnt want to hear ur bs

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:32:42 PM): you were the one who said you were goign to be with me

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 2:32:48 PM): im not with u

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 2:32:52 PM): i never will be

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 2:32:53 PM): ever

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 2:32:56 PM): ever ever

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:32:57 PM): you never were

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 2:32:58 PM): nope

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 2:33:01 PM): just give up

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 2:33:03 PM): ok gosh

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:33:16 PM): kaela i shouldve given up like all your friends did

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 2:33:18 PM): ur acting like a 13 yr old boy who jsut got dumped so plz grow up

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:33:24 PM): no kaela

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 2:33:31 PM): haha im glad my friends told on me

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:33:34 PM): i was commited to you and you claimed to be the same

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 2:33:41 PM): they didnt want me with ur pathetic ass

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:33:48 PM): you didnt want me

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 2:33:51 PM): u werent commited omg ur such a liar

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 2:33:54 PM): nope

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:33:56 PM): thats why you cheated the whole time

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 2:33:58 PM): and i never will

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 2:33:59 PM): yup

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 2:34:01 PM): sured

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 2:34:04 PM): whatever u say

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:34:10 PM): kaela i wanted a life with you

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:34:15 PM): and you know i did

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 2:34:18 PM): u think you're always right so whatever

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:34:28 PM): no kaela i apologized to you whenever i was wrong

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:34:41 PM): i wish we didnt go to va

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 2:34:41 PM): yeah like a few time

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:34:48 PM): because i was wrogn those times

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 2:34:56 PM): what about the time when you wrapped your hands around my throat

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:35:00 PM): i thought you were going to change for the better

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 2:35:16 PM): what about the time when mikey sent me that text and u thought i was ******* him so u hurt me

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:35:20 PM): kaela i never wanted to fight with you

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 2:35:22 PM): what about all that jav

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 2:35:24 PM): huh

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 2:35:26 PM): what about that

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:35:32 PM): you were with allen

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:35:47 PM): kaela if you didnt want me you shouldnt have brought me out to va

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 2:35:55 PM): no ****

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 2:35:58 PM): i wish i wouldnt have

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:35:59 PM): you shouldnt have sent me all those texts how you missed me and loved me

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 2:36:05 PM):

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:36:10 PM): kaela you were with allen

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:36:13 PM): and with dustin

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 2:36:15 PM): i was yeah

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 2:36:19 PM): idc ne more

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:36:29 PM): and god knows who else i sent you the email that you sent to mountain4x4

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:36:38 PM): you never cared

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 2:36:40 PM): yeah i know what i sent

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 2:36:44 PM): hes in ira

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:36:49 PM): you said last night i wouldnt have let your past go

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 2:36:51 PM): IRAQ and could died

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 2:36:53 PM): die*

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:36:57 PM): how could i if you never stopped

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 2:37:17 PM): thats why i never stopped bc u didnt care enough to let it go and stop hurting me

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:37:23 PM): i loved waking up to you and kissing you every morning

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:37:28 PM): i thoguht we were going to make it

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 2:37:31 PM): whatever

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 2:37:36 PM): u were a waste of tim

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 2:37:38 PM): time*

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:37:46 PM): kaela you think you cheating was goign to make our relationship better?

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 2:38:04 PM): i knew that nothing would so i didnt give a ****

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:38:06 PM): you knew you cheated with allen before i came out there

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 2:38:06 PM): i still dont

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 2:38:09 PM): and i never will

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:38:12 PM): if you wanted him i wouldnt have come out there

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 2:38:21 PM): he was just a **** for me haha

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 2:38:24 PM): and he knows that

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:38:25 PM): then why did you waste my time

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:38:32 PM): thats all you were for him

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 2:38:38 PM): yup it was mutual

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:38:40 PM): you were my wife

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 2:38:44 PM): no i wasnt

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 2:38:48 PM): dont ever call me that

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:38:57 PM): but i guess i was never your husband or anything to you

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 2:39:15 PM): look my fiance is home i have to go

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:39:15 PM): you loved tellign people we were married but it was just to get attention for yourself

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 2:39:29 PM): im fixing dinner before he goes back to work

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:39:29 PM): moutain isntin iraq

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:39:41 PM): hes in nashville

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 2:39:51 PM): oh well

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 2:39:54 PM): whatever idc

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 2:40:03 PM): i have to go i gotta get started on dinner

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:40:06 PM): why did you string me along if you werent serious?

BUZZ!!!

superfreak899 is typing a message.

superfreak899 (7/23/2009 2:40:21 PM): bye

soldat1872000 (7/23/2009 2:40:29 PM): ok

Request
16:14 Jul 23 2009
Times Read: 751

You asked me to delete this profile last night because you want to move on with your life, but why is that you didn't let me move on with my life when you knew you were being unfaithful and lying to me that you wanted us to work out. I shouldn't have ever let you back in my life after all the lies and things you did, but I loved you. I loved you and you took advantage of that fact.

Internal Darkness
23:21 Jul 22 2009
Times Read: 762

Sunshine, I wait for dawns recurrent light

I ponder in my narrow house and warm myself

Moonlight, calmly shines through the night

I stare at these old photographs, my heart beats fast



I find no peace to read or write

My soul is lost, my spirit's down

There's no one in the dark

My little world has lost it's light



The dim serene, I can't escape at all and my thoughts reveal

I can't forget the better days behind closed doors

I'm still confused and longing for



Behind these lowered window blinds

I'm holding back the tears and find

I think I shall never know

Why I'm like this and you are so



We all grow, what happened through the years where dreams lie still

I tried to change it all and found dreams lie dead

I can't redo it all again

All I have
23:08 Jul 22 2009
Times Read: 766

I 'm anxious and distraught for the last few days

Now there's nothing of the sort that makes it all right

This moment I am compelled to go off the deep end

I clutch at every straw , my heart is sinking



I give it one more try, I give it all I can

I never wanted more, I give it one more shot

I give it all I have to make things right



What scope is there left? Where is the hope then?

I've heard it all before when life is measured

A slow and tame despair is inside all of us

Your passionate old dreams sometimes you cry for



I give it one more try, I give it all I can

I never wanted more, I give it all I have

I give it one more shot to make things right



Little else we can cherish, little else is not enough

A glimpse, a glimpse of heaven

How can I see the stars?

As all others do, as all others do

As all others do , as all others do



I give it one more try, I give it all I can

I won't fail once more

Take the bull by the horns

Try my luck once more

To make things right

Again

Deliah did seduce and betray Samson did she not?
22:55 Jul 22 2009
Times Read: 767

Hey there Delilah

What's it like in New York City?

I'm a thousand miles away

But girl, tonight you look so pretty

Yes, you do

Times Square can't shine as bright as you

I swear it's true



Hey there Delilah

Don't you worry about the distance

I'm right there if you get lonely

Give this song another listen

Close your eyes

Listen to my voice

It's my disguise

I'm by your side



Oh, it's what you do to me

Oh, it's what you do to me

Oh, it's what you do to me

Oh, it's what you do to me

What you do to me



Hey there Delilah

I know times are getting hard

But just believe me, girl

Someday I'll pay the bills with this guitar

We'll have it good

We'll have the life we knew we would

My word is good



Hey there Delilah

I've got so much left to say

If every simple song I wrote to you

Would take your breath away, I'd write it all

Even more in love with me you'd fall

We'd have it all



Oh, it's what you do to me

Oh, it's what you do to me

Oh, it's what you do to me

Oh, it's what you do to me



A thousand miles seems pretty far

But they've got planes and trains and cars

I'd walk to you if I had no other way

Our friends would all make fun of us

And we'll just laugh along because

We know that none of them have felt this way



Delilah, I can promise you

That by the time that we get through

The world will never ever be the same

And you're to blame



Hey there Delilah

You be good and don't you miss me

Two more years and you'll be done with school

And I'll be making history like I do

You'll know it's all because of you

We can do whatever we want to

Hey there Delilah

Here's to you

This one's for you



Oh, it's what you do to me

Oh, it's what you do to me

Oh, it's what you do to me

Oh, it's what you do to me

What you do to me

That's what I get
22:54 Jul 22 2009
Times Read: 768

Just when everything was making sense

You took away all my self-confidence

Now all that I've been hearing must be true

I guess I'm not the only boy for you



But that's what I get

That's what I get

That's what I get

That's what I get



How could me turn us into this?

After you just taught me how to kiss you

I told you I'd never say goodbye

Now I'm slipping on the tears you made me cry



But that's what I get

That's what I get

That's what I get

That's what I get



Why does it come as a surprise

To think that I was so naive

Maybe didn't mean so much

But it meant everything to me



But that's what I get

That's what I get

That's what I get

That's what I get

Last Goodbye
22:30 Jul 22 2009
Times Read: 772

Not here - not now

Not with me and

Not with a single tear of mine

There is no pain

There won't be no fear

This is my last goodbye

Cause I won't die



Not here - not now

No regrets ?

It was just another lesson in my life

I close the door

I clean my own place

This is my last goodbye

Beforde I die



And when you fail

You seem to swollow

Everything that comes to you

And if you fall I am the one

Who takes you by his hand



Don't take this love

Please don't stock on this romance



Fleeing from your love and far away

You say goodbye

But I live in the ruins of your love

I am just a tear upon your face

You are the sun that sets for me

I'll be gone

While I'll be waiting

This is my last goodbye



There is that much history

There is that much to learn

How can we do all the same mistakes again

An no-one cares

Fascinating to grow old

It's fascinating to be born

Fascinating to decide

And sometimes even to be right



Here I stand alone

And now I say goodbye

I leave this place - with a smile

And with my breathing ?

Sometimes bleeding -

Not unuseful soul

I'm leaving this society

But not my body nor soul



Right here - right now

With no regrets

I say goodbye

I am a King

And I will rule my life!

And when you fail

You seem to swollow

Everything that comes to you

And if you fall I am the one

Who takes you by his hand



Fleeing from your love and far away

You say goodbye

But I live in the ruins of your love

I am just a tear upon your face

You are the sun that sets for me

I'll be gone

While I'll be waiting

This is my last goodbye

It's all a lie
22:13 Jul 22 2009
Times Read: 773

Like a stranger in the night

You left me standing

I wonder where you are

Nothing else seem to matter

I've never seen a night so long

When time goes crawling by

Did you ever see me weep ?

I'm so tired of it all



Like a cat in the dark

You left me restless

I wonder where you are

Nothing else seem to matter

I saw all my dreams fade and die

My tears blind my eyes

You can't say I didn't try

But I'm so tired of it all



You turned your back on me

Used me shamelessly

It's all a lie

It's all a lie

It's all a lie

It's all a lie

Abusive Relationships
21:13 Jul 18 2009
Times Read: 822

So this girl Kaela aka superfreak899 was once my fiance. I met her on here march 2007 under her kitten17 name. She told me her ex bf JD pushed her down the stairs when she told him she was preganant. now mind you she also claimed to be a virgin to me as well lol. So fast foward to Feb 2009 I end up moving in with her and her family after she was living with me in LA. Her mom told me how Kaela once told everyone that she had pushed her down the stairs to give her a homemade abortion. Last night some random guy messages me on yahoo asking me about kaela, one of her now former friends gave him my sn, apparently I now have joined the club and pushed her down the stairs to kill our unborn child. lol Somehow I have beaten her so much and yet living with her family no one noticed....So can anyone seriously believe that? She is just an attention whore and thinks pity is good.