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i feel as if im just a peice of meat im the when ya need me but ignored when ya dont i wish ude text me but no u wont its like ive given up hope and all i ever do is turn to dope and dream of the end of a rope when i ask if u can hang the answer is nope its drivin me insane jus wanna cut open the vein distract me from this pain im sittin in the rain so ya cant see me cryin sometimes i feel like dy...in trapped in a burnin house fryin thats how i feel this fuckin shit is real the thoughts are so surreal do u think that i cant feel? truth is i usualy just find a way to deal but its time to get real i just want my heart to heal for u i would go the extra mile just to see u smile i have a dream we walkin down the isle but for now im just layin on the tiles my dad tells me its just a fad i feel so bad and so sad i miss u i wanna kiss u they all dis u all i do is defend u its as i sed ide do anything for u u have no how much ide kill just to hear u say i do but i dont think u will ill just swallow this pill but still ide just thought ide let u know how i feel im just a klown with a frown feelin so down ill just wait on the wagon at the end of it all my body draggin through the mud blood flows causin a flood the krimson river the rotted liver the thought makes u quiver im just a giver

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in my room i sit its my wrists i slit as i write this bit its a curse im stuck with i choice that im faced with in my room i sit not giving a shit as im writin this shit

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i feel like a fucking pawn i cant even sleep i still sit awake at dawn i miss u when ur gone i think about u every day u made the voices go away n nuthin will change it no matter what ya say i just wish ude atleast say hey at least every other day only then would i be okay i wouldnt hurt ya ur a treasure ur one of a kind to that so many ppl r blind underneath u will find that im kind but u wont ev...en speak to me im losin my mind i turn to the bottle in my own tears i wallow im but a humble juggalo roamin this realm with no reason or purpose and dont turn away from the calamity i ask u to change this please i beg u dont ignore me the calamity its fuckin insanity forgive me excuse my profanity turn this black sheep white help this scarecrow off of his post its about u that i boast in the mornin ide make u toast with some butter but instead im left in the gutter its like a knife to the gut and an arrow to the heart pullin it out is the hard part i dress in black because my life is opaque these feelings for u r far from fake

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in my room i sit its my wrists i slit as i write this bit its a curse im stuck with i choice that im faced with in my room i sit not giving a shit as im writin this shit

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deep down im just a wicked klown no matter what im always get shot down n left to drown in my tears i have many fears the biggest one is losing her shes a great friend but i feel more yet i get ignored like shes bored with me whjats wrong with me? why all the hostility? y wont she feel for me like i do her? is it my mentality? is it my looks and appearance? am i not atractive? my mind its goin cra...zy my vision is hazy i feel so lazy no intetion to eat no intention to leave my room everything is so dull theres a demon insaide can u kill it? theres a hole in my heart can u fill it? i feel so incomplete without u here for now im just sippin on beer n trippin on depression i no longer feel agression i loom in the dark like a vampire i need u like a vampire needs blood to survive its for ur love that i thirst i wanna hold u and whisper the words ich liebe dich schon but i doubt u know what it means i doubt u even like me thats how it seems

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in my room i sit its my wrists i slit as i write this bit its a curse im stuck with i choice that im faced with in my room i sit not giving a shit as im writin this shit

it all started in a dark room with one simple kiss i thought she was the one i was sure of this soon it became more secret acts behind the bedroom door that night i just knew i was gonna score and i was right finally seen the light no longer felt the need to fight and at the time i was right or so i thought soon enough it was for her that i fought constantly wondering does she even love me or not but sure enough she was caught but i still couldnt let her go oh no i just denied that fact that she was just a hoe had me heart broke i just wanted to be buried below it was so painful a vampires thrall trailing behind her through the fuckin mall every night i expected the last call i knew it was comin but i didnt want to let go --- the bitch had me trippin and on the booze i was sippin the bitch had me trippin it was my blood that was drippinthe bitch had me trippin and on the booze i was sippin the bitch had me trippin it was my blood that was drippin --- it happend it was over i lost her she just told me i was a monster said i was ugly inside and out i was confused didnt know what she was talking about i turned to alcohol and drugs then soon it was more it was my skin that the glass tore gettin up every morning was a chore it was self destruction for sure fucked up on drugs with no recolection of anyone thinkin about the end of a gun i started goin crazy my mind was hazy yet again i took the blade to my arm even more bodily harm i needed the company of a homie i got a ride into town i tried to bail from a moving car i heard sirens it was the fuckin police they took me in n had me commited i sat in the ward nuthin but bored wantin to get away cuz i wanted to save what we had got out within the next few days i was so glad then it happend again she began to scoff and just blew me off --- the bitch had me trippin and on the booze i was sippin the bitch had me trippin it was my blood that was drippin the bitch had me trippin and on the booze i was sippin the bitch had me trippin it was my blood that was drippin --- the very next day we went to drop her shit off n she flew off the handle the bitch was tempermental and i was centimental she took a shovel to the windsheild 1 crack 2 smash i was ready to clash it was her face i wanted to bash but i refrained we called the cops n complained n she told the police she was protecting her daughter such a fuckin lier her daughter was inside without the company of her trife ass mother left alone she told the cops we wouldnt leave the property how the fuck does she figure she chased after the car as we pulled off dont beleive me ask my homies twitch and a.d.d. they was right there with me my juggalo family helpin me keep my sanity moral of the story her heart is hideous and my mind was insidious i just figured u all should know this the only way i knew how to say it was to put it in a song even though it wastn very long just know now my hatred for her still runs strong --- the bitch had me trippin and on the booze i was sippin the bitch had me trippin it was my blood that was drippin the bitch had me trippin and on the booze i was sippin the bitch had me trippin it was my blood that was drippin the bitch had me trippin and on the booze i was sippin the bitch had me trippin it was my blood that was drippin the bitch had me trippin and on the booze i was sippin the bitch had me trippin it was my blood that was drippin

Day after day I sit at my computer screen thinking about everything listening to the psychopathic family as they sing they gave me the hope to be someone cuz for 18 years all I heard was my parents tellin me I wasn’t shit so ima show when I take the mic in my hands ima blow they mind like a shorgun blast I wont be actin hot n spittin fast just rappin at my own pace don’t be getting in my face this aint a race mutha fucka just listen up n ill give ya a taste so im typin these lyrics with haste ima about to unleash the insanity n rap about the family

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Let the sin begin as my knife goes in let the sin begin as the knife goes in Let the sin begin as my knife goes in let the sin begin as the knife goes in

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It all began when I let my hair grow out then I became the mutha fuckin scarecrow. Look me in the eyes and save yo cries they wont do shit to help you out here. I love the smell of your fear. Makes me wanna tear a hole in ya chest but don’t worry ill do my best. Im a fuckin beast cant wait to leave ya ass deceased. Some people say im lazy truth is im just fuckin crazy. as soon as I spot the blade its like a demon possession. I lose my mind and give into the aggression. Once my mind is gone its nearly imposible to pull my soul back to reality but theres few that can and that’s my juggalo family.

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Let the sin begin as my knife goes in let the sin begin as the knife goes in Let the sin begin as my knife goes in let the sin begin as the knife goes in

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All I want you to see is that there aint nuthin that you can do to fuck with me. So bitch dont even fucking bother me or i just might have to leave your ass broken up and bloody. Fool im the Scarecrow Juggalo maybe ya heard of me. All i got behind me is the Psychopathic Family and last of all my name is bugs muthafacko dont you forget it. This is already my third verse so ya better get ready and call you a hearst cuz bitch ima do my worst ima make ya neck squirt dont worry fucker soon it wont hurt.

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Let the sin begin as my knife goes in let the sin begin as the knife goes in Let the sin begin as my knife goes in let the sin begin as the knife goes in Let the sin begin as my knife goes in let the sin begin as the knife goes in