Vent22:48 Oct 01 2008
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I'm so sick and tired of the lack of respect people have for me in my house. My brother doesn't respect me at all. He wipes his ass with what I tell him. It wouldn't be a big deal except that he's 8 and I'll be twenty in 8 days. But he doesn't respect me because my mother doesn't respect me. She never has, and she never will. Ever. All that child has done since I got home is be a rude asshole. Yes, my 8 year old brother has been a rude asshole to me since I got home. I called my brother a rude asshole. Sometimes I just want to hit him so hard his grandchildren will feel it. So, what does my mother do when she finds out how rude he's being? She repremands me in front of him, AND she doesn't say a damned thing to him.
WTF, over?!?!
He is the way he is because my mom and stepdad let him do whatever the fuck he wants whenever the fuck he wants. He terrorizes my youngest brother (who's 6) and he treats me like shit. The problem is that though my parent's say I have authority over him, they take it away from me right in front of him. No fucking wonder the little bastard doesn't listen to a word I say. Not only that, but he's really violent. That's my stepdad's fault. He lets him play counterstrike on the computer. My brother is 8, people. EIGHT!!! He should not be playing games like that, period! I wasn't allowed to play games like that when I was his age. I mean, sure, I played Resident Evil once when I was 6, and even though I liked it, I didn't play it again. I knew my parent's would have flipped. So what the fuck is wrong with my mom now? Oh, that's right. She's a fucking alcoholic. Honestly, I thought warm beer was gross (Actually, I think ALL beer is gross, but whatever) but I stood corrected. Drinking beer while having a rather nasty cold is wayyyy worse. She lets my brothers do whatever the fuck they want, and the one who ends up having to watch them before my stepdad gets home is me.
Well, fuck. I'm supposed to watch them on my birthday? Hah! If they don't learn to respect me before then (October 9. 8 days away....), then I'm just not gonna do it. They can kiss my royal Cuban ass for all I care. I'm already not doing anything for my birthday because I'm being considerate of everyone else (what with the price of everything these days....), but if I get bitched at even once on my birthday, I'm gonna flip like never before.
It's no wonder I demand respect when I enter a room now. Even if you don't know me, you realize just how much of an 'alpha bitch' I am. I don't take shit from people anymore. I put up with it here because this is my family, and I have no choice. But from anyone else...? No. I'll stay quiet about stuff until you try and take a swing at me, be it verbal or physical. Either way, I'm ripping you a new one.
God damn it. I'm sick, for fuck's sake. Now my mac and cheese isn't gonna taste good at all. *heavy sigh*
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unpretty
19:00 Oct 24 2008
ZOMG! I am going to a halloween party tomorrow, and I don't know if I am going to be a sexy teacher, or just try to do a vampire look to the best of my ability. x,x