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My youngest gave us a scare today, here's what happened:



She had her pinky finger SMASHED in the door where the hinges are... The dr was SURE that she had broken her finger because of how it felt and moved, but when he looked at the x-rays it wasn't broken... He did say though that she may have smashed one of the growth plates in her finger, but wouldn't be sure until she got older...

So my Mother's day has been fucking horrible... Let's start from the beginning... This morning my sister-in-law came into my room and got my youngest child and said that she was taking her so that I could rest... Well I asked where the older 2(which are 4 and 3 years old) were and she told me that they were eating breakfast... This occurred around 8am central... Well around 10:30am central I get up and she's no where around and my 2 oldest children have turned the house upside down... She had taken my youngest down to granny's house... Now I felt like a shitty mother because I should have gotten up with my kids, but I didn't know that she was going to leave...

Now later on in the day I decided that I would take a restroom break, and what did I find when I got back into the living room.... My 2 oldest had taken my DARK purple nail polish and spilled it all over them and my mother's-in-law LIGHT blue carpet... So I had to clean the nail polish up out of the carpet on top of having to clean up from that morning... So for the rest of the day the house smelled of nail polish remover because I had to use a shitload of it to get the polish out of the carpet... I did not get all of it out, but I will try again tomorrow... So that is how my mother's day went... I hope all the other mothers on here had a better one...

I've been down the last couple of days... I miss my husband and it's really starting to show... He knows about me and is not comfortable with it... I wish that I could have found myself before he started asking questions because I am still not sure who I am... Basically he caught me with my pants around my ankles with this... I wish that I could have been more comfortable with myself before I told him, but he asked so out it came... He was the one that I could talk to, but now I'm not so sure...

So I have a day off, but not really because I have to clean the house because I have been too busy with everything else...

Also I'm excited about the show on National Geographic called Is It Real? Today at noon they are doing something about vampires... Unfortunately I won't be able to watch it until later when they put it online, but I'm still excited about it...

Today is also my wedding anniversary... My husband and I have now been married for 2 years... I hate though that I am spending it again without him... Last year he was at basic training and this year he is deployed... But that's fine because tonight I will be partying it up with my 2 best friends, Vodka and Orange Juice... Also he told me that I can get a massage and a mani/pedi... I know that it sounds girly, but I am a queen and I deserve to be treated as such, lol...

Today was an average day, not much happened. So there's my entry for today...

Today was a very eventful day... I had to sit with my husband's granny, while my 2 daughters screamed most of the day for reasons unknown to man... The about 5pm I got a text message from exhusband asking what time I wanted to meet him to get my son... So I drove an hour and a half with 2 screaming girls in the back seat just to meet them... Then I had to drive back home with 3 screaming kids because my daughters wouldn't leave their brother alone... I believe that I may take a tylenol and call it a day...

So I have a new job... First paying one since having my daughter 3 years ago... I have to sit with my husbands grandmother... She is not of sound mind and therefore has to have someone with her 24/7... This will be a challenge because she has developed a mild case of Alzhiemers(sp)... Well we shall see how this works out...

Today was a very rainy day, and I didn't feel like doing anything at all... I was in a blah mood all day...