In Seattle, i'm Pissed about Folklife.
http://www.king5.com/topstories/stories/NW_052508WAB_folklife_shooting_folo_SW.2bf41d2a.html
A good friend and her boyfriend were shot at yearly festival called Folklife. This Is what i sum up as a hippie festival. Lots of stages, drums, folk singing. Pot heads and what not chilling and grooving. And its upside and downside lots of women without bras' on.
What is supposed to peaceful, was not. A couple of douche bags got into an altercation and if you go to the above link you will find out what happened.
I went on Monday not knowing my friend and her boyfriend had just gone through a very frightening expeirence.
What I saw at folklife, was a dissapointing sight. Its not really about the folk side of things anymore. Just people selling drugs, doing drugs and all ready to fight at the drop of a hat over nothing. Not to mention most of them being ignorant ass pathetic Juggalos who drink, smoke, and smoke while pregnant.
I can't say anything further about this shit, I'm just too pissed to compile any semblance of words.
KARO LOVES NUTS!!!!!!
She said it..
Karolina - I love Ryan says:
I cant stopmunching on peanuts
Karolina - I love Ryan says:
fucking nuuuts
Karolina - I love Ryan says:
too yummy
Pinja says:
hehe karo loves nuts
Karolina - I love Ryan says:
not good for me though
Pinja says:
new journal entry for me
Karolina - I love Ryan says:
Karolina - I love Ryan says:
haha
Karolina - I love Ryan says:
veryyy funnyyyyyyy
Those that do it. ARE ALL FUCKING RETARDS!!!!!
You pay mind to people who downrate you or rate you the same thing you rated them. OMG THE WORLDS GONNA END. BUT FIRST TO WRITE AN ANGRY COMMENT TO THEM TELLING THEM HOW STUPID THEY ARE!!!!.
GROW THE FUCK UP.
This is why I stop involving myself in your pathetic dramas. Why I gave up on playing peace maker. I don't like strife but i'm gonna keep on speaking my mind without feeding every instance of petty drama.
Its really time to stop being little boys and girls ok? hypocracy seems to be all of your little flaws. You get angry when people rate you the same thing and then you go and downrate someone because of One piece of the whole profile. sounds "fair" don't it?
Your "fairly rated" shit irks me. Don't tell me who i'm being rated by, or that its fair. Tell me that you're opinion has caused you to rate me. That would be a more accurate description of the event that just happened. If you didn't notice I can read your name and see your avatar to the right of the rating. I have eyes and I use them to search don't insult me by thinking that I can't read a little bit of smaller print.
You people are fucking nuts. There are arguments and dramas being started from subjects as small as who's nuts are the biggest. To who's wrong and who's right about what cancers favorite color is.
To be honest, the ONLY event that has ever happened on this website that has pissed me off, on a personal level, is when Empress. The queen cunt herself tried a coup. Imagine if Paris Hilton had a VR account and was told by cancer that he would not sell the site to her. She'd throw a hell of a fight. This bitch tried stealing the site from him. Many people banned, many more stupid enough to think that Empress didn't do anything wrong.
My account may say i've only been here for a short time. But in all Actuality I was here a long time ago I just delete my profile here and there. I think this one may stick though just to piss more of you off.
FUCK!!!!! I am not some older guy that you can connect with on a friendly level. You are not mature for your age, you're not older than you look and you're sure as hell not as intelligent as you'd have everyone believe.
Stop biting me, stop sending me goddamn "whats up" messages.
I don't know you, I probably don't want to know you. Am I an asshole yes, but you and I are from different aspects of the mental realm.
I don't want to get involved in some pre adult drama bullshit. You hate your parents, you think you're a vampire or other dimensional spirit. GOOD FOR YOU. ME I'm a 21 year old guy who likes beer, alcohol, and hanging out with my buddies. I come here for a different kind of conversation with people I enjoy talking to. No matter how much of a douche I present to them Its not the whole persona of my being. Very few of you who even know my full name can get who I am. So some 15 year old biatch trying to tell me they like my personality, and really relate to the kind of person I show can PISS OFF.
I Reserve my deepest feelings for those I care for and love without regard to my own well being. I'd die for my friends and family, but much rather keep living for myself and them as it would be more productive. I am an Artisan in few ways my forte being that of Low Brass and the piano. My words, all words that have existed for thousands of years are a gift to me. I have the power of manipulation. The words I wield only to create beauty with. That is my manipulation. Anything else is just a farse.
From a Master Vampire to a new whelp, if you really think you know me.... slap yourself. You don't, you won't and if you keep thinking you do you never will. But if I like you enough to actually come to you to talk to you then be happy cause I see a quality of decent humanity in you that I fail to see in so many fucktards around the net and in everyday life.
This is my rant for the day... Grrr Arg.
-One Sober Pinja
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Well...since I read that...and my computer is a piece of shit with Vista...I'm getting drunk.
I have much respect for someone who speaks their mind!! Kudos to you bro!
I am 41 years old & can relate to what you are saying. I have fucktards all the time sending me messages saying they like me or this & that. I just delete the message. But, if you are willing to just talk to a person that holds no bars & is straight up honest then send me a message sometime. But, I do understand where you are coming from. Stand strong & follow your heart.
Pam
Daily irritations of my roomates.
its 12:45, i'm at the comp, so I leave the room light on, I don't like staring at a bright screen with no backlight. but they all went to their rooms. The tv is on, the outside light is on, two kitchen lights are on, a lamp in the living room is on, and the front door unlocked.
So why do I put up with this, amongst their smoking and other bullshit? Because when I do snap, and go off on their white asses one day I'll have plenty of ammo for a very long back and forth fight when it comes to the flaws of ourselves. I'm not the cleanest roomate, nor am I the most motivated, but I'll be damned If my clothes stink because of me. If my toilet, and numerous surfaces in this houshold have ashes on them. That the useless son my roomates have doesn't pay rent, leeches, and takes ciggarettes from them. Eats the food I pay for, uses the electricity I help pay for and still has the balls to bitch when I call him lazy.
Let me break down Adam, the useless one. He's now 19, jobless, fairly broke, and thinks he actually has the ability and talent to become a film maker. He scoffs at me and his older brother because we listen to many kinds of music but mostly metal. We like movies with explosions, of course we do, we are men pumped full of fucking testosterone. This arrogant haughty cunt cake didn't graduate, just got his ged. Made the most money of his life being a fucking guinea pig...oddly enough being injected with hamster blood. The fucker smokes like a chimney, so does his dad. The mom not so much. But whenever we get into an argument, and I call their baby boy out on his bullshit all of the sudden I don't pay enough rent to be causing strife like this and i shouldn't pick fights.
....Okay, Just remember that I do give yall 400 bucks a month for a room I sleep in, and lots of food, and utilities I hardly use, other than showering. Give me my iphone, and a hookup once in a while and I'll chill in my room for hours, I'll clean i'll work out.
Sonny boy though he stays up till 4am, doesn't get up till 2 don't look for a job between 8 am and 2 pm. sits and looks up random indie music and films all day long because he's the king of useless indie knowledge with his superiority complex.
I pay for a lot in this house. But I didn't pay for my clothes to smell like ass, for some fucktard to eat up my food at 3 am and least of all to be talked to like i'm inferior by some punk ass who is lacking the maturity to handle being called lazy. I'm sorry adam, maybe you should have gone to high school instead of dodging it even when you didn't have a migrane.
I feel better I got a fair amount of household frustration out with that. ....*smells cig smoke* goddammit......... white people everywhere.....there is loathing, mass amounts of loathing.
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Sooo, just come to South Carolina, I will be your roommate and I don't smoke in the house, I am a white girl though, that okay? ;-) Oh and there is my daughter, would that be a problem? ha ha..Love ya. Seriously if you EVER get this way, hit me up. I need to give you my new number.
Profiles.....
I understand when you like something you put up things about it. But damn, seriously why are your guy's profile backgrounds, songs, pictures all anime, him, whatever random crap is hip with you young whippersnappers these days.
The profile is supposed to be about you, and yes these are things you enjoy, but I swear its all looking like one hell of an unhealthy obsession.
I can go no further with this at the moment, Thats all, just a random thought.
to damage my self respect. I've been absent from here, and my own life lately. Joblessness has had its upsides and downsides, besides the obvious downsides of course. I'm a brooder, so more time to think apart from forced thought just isn't good for me. Analyzing my own worth in this world, to my friends, family, society. I'm a man of few things honorable, and lately there are just a few more things lacking.
I always told myself i'd love, i'd be in love. My body, mind, down to the deepest echo of my hearts chambers, I ache for a real love. Though I'm involved with a young woman that I don't love. I please her, I hold her, I do the things a decent man should. Yet there is not a decent thing about me. Because I'm not even holding true to my own values. I don't love her, I want to, I have tried to let time pass to develop a true romantic love for her. Though I'm quashing my own attempts. I know kelsey is falling for me, I know that It would be better to have an empty bed every night of the week rather than just a few. So why won't I muster myself up from this muddy ground I seem to bathe in?
For fucks sake, I'm still in love with a married woman, who decided it best for her flailing marriage, and our friendship we take some time apart. Every bit of honor, decency, genuine emotion means shit when it comes from a man who lies to himself. With that, should I call myself a man? Perhaps, just another sophmoric adult.
Why do you see the world in my eyes, feel the warmth of the world in my arms. See peace and happiness in a shell of the man I used to be. The thing I lost the battle to.
There are far better men, people in general in this world than I will ever allow myself to achieve. Yet, the friends I have, the loves I've known would never tell you i'm less than a great person. What is it that they see that I can't? Am I so well hidden in plain view?
I fear love as much as I crave it. Fear death none, and seek it none. Despise violence as much as I will use it to defend. I hate the word can't, when it is used so often for something that someone just will not do or change. I'm losing respect for good friends, all while trying to regain my own self respect.
May I find the strength within myself to do what is right for all, including myself.
....There is always a balance, time to reclaim mine.
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