ranting and raving05:43 Jun 01 2010
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... well i didn't know how to say this , its a very tricky thing to say for this rant and well, i hope this doesn't bite me in the ass. So i was watching some SNL, on my cable, (saturday night live- a comedy show) and this one sketch got me. it was about a girl at her birthday party who was just hanging out with her dad and wouldn't leave him alone. and in the end she mets a boy who loves his parents too.
it makes me feel like a loser. :P man see, i love you mom and we share a lot. i feel blessed to have you as a mom. you tought me well. But see, heres the thing, we are not the same person. i like some things you just can't stand. and how am i supposed to be myself with you always telling me what to do? i think you've helped me enough to live my life. and when i do ask you for advice, don't you think its cause i'm a person with flaws?
I want to see what kind of person i am without being a puppet. i mean see my realtionship with my ex? people wondered why we were together. and i didn't understand. but that one time you weren't there, he did act like a jerk and it all ended. wow, i just remembered, you didn't even know we were hanging out that time cause i said i was going to the library. ha! I guess things changed when mommy wasn't there. Which is a good thing cause i learned life that way. and, lol, i acted like he was dead. which he hated cause he that i was hot shit and he messed up. man i felt like hot shit then too. making him feel bad made me feel awesome.
anyways, its my life, and if i want to get a tattoo, or play with lighters, its all on me. and hey you say that you don't interfear with guys liking me but you really do. you take the attention away from me. plus, i don't feel right flirting in front of you. *gives a toothy smile* you'd kill the guy if you ever heard the words that have came out of this mouth. HA! and you say you wouldn't but i know you really, really would.
my point being i want to be a teenager for once. :( i want to have fun doing bad things and not giving a damn. all i ever do is take care of people and help and for what? i don't get paid....... well i do have a roof over my head and food, and i thank you for all of that.. its just.. i want some space. i want to be a jerk. damn, why is it in life that the people who smoke and drink get more respect than me?
mabey thats why i'm addicted to vr. more friends with more in brains that seem to be similar to mine. and the people i know are tight ass nerds, just all bark with no bite like me........
ha! i am so going to just walk out of the house this summer and meet real people. and i don't care if they are 29 year olds, mabey they are truly great people. but hey as for guys that like me, i'm sticking to the ones more my age. why? because in that subject its the only subject that i'm all bark and no bite, although you know it turns into all bite, so watch out. :[ yum! LMAO!
well, mom i love you but it seems that i've grown up. and theres no stopping me. i'm sorry.
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GodOfChaos
01:15 Jun 16 2010
1. they eat pokemon... or they are all vegan.
2. who is Mr. Mime?
3. Once again who is Mr. Mime?
4. Don't they always fight 1 on 1?
5. uummm... sure?
TheArtistRose
01:19 Jun 16 2010
mr.mime is a pokemon.
one on one with myself is what i ment, lol.
Kaine
20:58 Aug 16 2010
#1. slow pokemon
#2. no I don't think so
#3. still going with no just a hair fan I think
#4. Yeah ,but then you have to deal with there special abilities like Picachou's electric shocks or charmander's flame neither of which sounds to good
#5. rip him a new one ,just remember question #4