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So I feel like a fuck up and shit. My mom's birthday is the 31st and today is the 30th. So I will most likly not be on at all. Tonight I won't be on as well.
I feel so messed up about some shit that went down but maybe I could be wrong. I fucking hate all this bullshit. I am in a bad state of mind but this was going to happen.
My emotions have been in a bitch mood. I have been thinking of death too much and shit. Its time I say fuck you computer and have some fun before my summer officaly dies.
If you want me I'll be outside or in my grave of skeletons. GO TO HELL COMPUTER cause I'll meet you there. >.>
Awww. I was just in a rotten mood is all. sorry about that. I guess I should have put this in privet.
PRIVATE ENTRY
06:41 Aug 30 2010 Times Read: 645
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06:29 Aug 30 2010 Times Read: 647
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Kimsets
23:30 Aug 29 2010 Times Read: 665
Reading someones kimset I realize that I may be in for something big. Drama queens of vr are always out there. Its rather sad that they have nothing better to do than to judge good people that they don't even know very well.
My one point will be, I really don't give a fuck. =)
And thats me being nice.
I'm not one to assume without asking but I would rather not talk to them because they probably won't listen or they will just end up showing other people my messages to them.
So I will say this early before someone decides to open up their mouth about me. My mentorship was made in good fun. I know that its not a religion. Its more of a cult anyway. It was a spin off of the Juny Church where I had learned so much about vr forums and ect.
Do you know how helpful a mentorship can be when its THAT active? Well lets just say it was better than any damn coven. I even got to know a lot more people that way. People who have become my best friends on here. Some very interesting conversations went down there.
I have no regrets about opening up this mentorship. Plus theres another point to opening up the one that I had made.
Tell me, how many people on here have the user name "Rose" mixed into another name? Well Since my real name IS Rose, I think they have a right to talk to one. A Rose cult never hurt anyone did it?
Well we are here to stay for a very long time. :)
Watch out for our thorns.
I would like to thank my old mentors at the end of this journal. Juny, and Psi Vampire. Juny was a big infulence on me. Psi has helped me out with a lot of graphic stuff for profiles. That information that Psi helped me with let me make my mentorship THAT much more kick ass. My forums and pages look so cool because of all the knowlage that I had gained.
I love you guys! I also love picking brains as always,
Yup, well it wasn't me. I just want to have fun here. If they want to say shit about it well I wrote this to stop them in its tracks. I really don't care what anyone has to say. :) This is where I stand.
And believe me a lot of shit about me has been said in the past. I tend to deal with it VERY well. :)
so tired. :p
15:36 Aug 28 2010 Times Read: 679
DrCullen, EB , Dylan , Engel, and Samara5. You are addictive. *Dies from lack of sleep* :D
This menotrship was based on the Church of juny. It's basicaly a spin off. Yes, I LOVED it that much there that I wanted to make my own Temple.
Thorny Rose Chanukka Temple is a place for those who love to socialize. You will find out what kind of Rose you are here. Every rose has their thorns and I want to help you understand how to get those thorns as you learn more about vampire rave.
There is so much that I hide. I wish it could all go away. I see what happened. Its all very ironic and sad. :(
Its just really sad. Some people said things that just shouldn't have been said on both parts. Then they lied.
All of vr has nothing to say or ask me. It has nothing to do with what had happened. I just realized something from the past. I know they lied. At least they calmed down.
ugh, so many things went on at once. So many wars, so many.... I just hope that I can slide by them.
What memories. I can smell everything. The scent of men stabbed. The scent of women cut down. The scent of babes burnt. The scent of the elderly shot dead. The scent of death. The scent of war."
ok.... you... MyArmyLife... can I ask, why you're reading this?
Would you like to know something ... we can always talk.
I have forgotten all about you but you have looked at my profile and now with your other profile you have read my journal. If somethings up, just feel free to ask.
On another note, I found some things on photobucket that I thought were cute. ^^
Well till next time journal readers. =) Bye for now.
I feel as if I might get stabbed. :( ... but if thats the case....
Then I might as well pull out the knives and lick off my own blood in the drama. ;)
I love this. She told me the truth. Blunt, honest, good feeling, truth. Its funny. I never made any "drama" It's all the Mood swings. i hope you do well with your relationship problems.
You think that I didn't know things. I am not stupid. I just have a soft heart. I knew this would happen. Things died a long time ago.
I would talk to you. You ignored me sometimes. It's really funny. I don't know what I did wrong really. I know that everyone did something wrong at one point or another. if you don't admit that you did anything wrong then it shows who you are. >.> I enjoyed the cut. Thank you.
The other day a caterpiller snuck into the house. I found it dead near my window. Saw my cat sitting next to it. A sign? I thought.. maybe.
TheCaterpiller and BattyTheCat grew up to hate eachother. It all ended peacefuly. ♥
Along the way a bug met a ghost. They became friends. Then one day a Rose met a God.
I ♥ The box. Want to know why Alucard sits there laughing at you? I sure know why. MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!!! What is love?
Again, I would love to thank my main star cult God for sharing a brain. I would give you my brain, if you didn't have it already. ♥
Bye the way, a bit of advice dear; Get over yourself. Really, that personality, yuck. Everything is all about you. I ignore you once and you have a cow? Fuck that. THAT is almost as bad as a bitch who complains about a late message. :/ seriously. WTF? Get out of people's faces. You judge people. I am not stupid. Nor is that other person. IF YOU DON'T WANT DRAMA THEN KINDLY STOP.
Do boy problems really belong in the box?
Me- aww, cutting people off of your friends list? 10:25 PM
C*********
Yes.. 10:26 PM
Me- dare i ask... 10:26 PM
C************
I'm tired of people...drama... 10:26 PM
I have no reason to keep people on my friend's list who don't even talk to me... 10:26 PM
Also, people who try to piss me off as soon as I go into the box... 10:26 PM
Yup. Just more corruption. I really hope they would stop. Why send the dogs after us. Do they really want to look like her bitches? Its so sad. I used to have a lot of respect for the older one but it seems like this whole man problem has corrupted her too.
Please snap out of it someone. wake up and smell the TARTS and COFFEE!!!!!!!
Exactly. You're right Sam, they are a bunch of jerk offs.
YOU TOO!
00:23 Aug 20 2010 Times Read: 870
I LOVE you too. You and your bitch army. You probably won't read this but yeah, I do LOVE you.
Try to bitch me out. It can't happen. YOU are nobody. Get over yourself bitch. I brain fucked you months ago.
You are typical and moody. You tend to fall apart easly. Good words can bring you down. I am enjoying it. Remember, YOU started this war. I found the people to finnish it. ♥
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I really love my friends. ♥ Thanks for letting me munch on your brain. LOVE you! ♥
Its sad , the only thing that I got done was tell him. :/ LOL... I can't bring myself to take someone off of my friends list eventhough their face scares me.
Yikes!
22:40 Aug 17 2010 Times Read: 896
It's the 17th. Happy birthday girl dog.
I'd message you but it'd be too scary. I might seem blinded if I ever look at that face again. X_X
ok, fuck this, I an now addicted to writing on face book because of vr people. It made me so happy. I think I deserve to rest for today and who gives a shit about levels. die levels die.
FUCK YOU! Yeah, I now get to rest at home and be on the rave all day. YOU can't force me to help you anymore. I kill myself all the time doing shit for everyone. NOW, I get to rest. I may be injured and in pain but this is like a vacation for me. I can finnaly take care of ME.
I know that you guys will drive me nuts into trying to help but it won't work this time. I'm just too weak. Go fuck yourselves! HA!
Damn, I'm too weak to hump your journal, lol. I did hump a guys ego today. lol, he died of a heart attack.
T.T
23:28 Aug 08 2010 Times Read: 999
Why is WhiteNoise trying to spread rumors?
This was on my friends profile -
Remember to thank TheArtistRose for your rate.
WhiteNoise
00:51:14
Aug 05 2010
Um, any advice? i don't like his drama. I don't understand what I did wrong. I only asked why he rated me a one, as you can see in the entries below. I never bitched, I took his one with pride. soooo wtf?
If he had any real beef with me, he would man up and unblock me so that we could talk like normal people. If he found out that I was some sort of unwanted person to hime, then I would be happy if he blocked me. I don't really care at all. I just don't want him to use my name in slander.
It's just a website...and they can rate anything from 1 to 10.Some people still take a 1 rating as a blow in their real life.Some people need to step back from VR and realize a low rating is nothing to get all hyped up about.I used to let little things like this get to me...now I could care less.As for whoever this whitenoise is...forget them and move on.
This entry needed a good raping too, we shall not forget about it...
*fakes orgasm*
05:22 Aug 05 2010 Times Read: 1,043
AWWW how cute, you love me white noise. keep reading. ]>:)
DUH! you see where I wrote that you make shitty paragraphs? Oh wait you droped your brain. You make me laugh. Too bad you can't talk to me. LOL I enjoy your trash talk.
Ah the world is full of idiots that have nothing better to do than be asses... he will get his due and I would forget about him.
Done... for now...
02:10 Aug 04 2010 Times Read: 1,074
My sister is back home. I am so tired. I have done so much hard labor for the past month just to get her back.
I felt like fainting today. I almost passed out on the bus.... she is home. :D My sister is home.... now I can pass out on my bed... good night rave people...........
*softly kisses her forehead as he tucks her in, then lays beside her as 'teddy', & says soothingly as he entwines their fingers "Sleep well, dearest Rose."*
This is a funny break up short. Yup, I'm too good for you is what this week reminded me of. Fucking bad date with a guy so when I saw this on T.V, I was laughing.
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TheArtistRose
17:05 Aug 30 2010
Oh and I can't wait till the 13th of september. *rolls eyes* I'll probably die inside by then.