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The mind has evolved to endure the veneer which hides us from the reality of the world. So many images stored within, to be examined and cherished, or hidden deep in the basement. The truth is hidden from us. Most people are so busy looking at the grass on the other side of the fence, they completely miss the plush growth beneath their own feet. Why do people obsess over meaningless distractions, even to the extent that they neglect their children and family members? The distractions are the veneer of the world. Sports, games, social networks, television, bobbles, and toys, people are trained from a very young age to be aware of these distractions. If you missed the latest TV show oh my GOD you are shunned at the social gathering. For most of the sleeping herd, they are content with their veneer. The biggest TV or the newest app, but look the neighbor has a bigger TV and a new grill! OMG. Let me consume a beverage which will numb my mind and zone out watching a box flash images in front of me. Did I take a moment to thank God for my children, and my soul mate? Did I spend that extra time stealing hugs and kisses and playing with my child so that they know that I love them and value them. Did I get a chance to tell my amazing soul mate that she made me smile during a brief moment of doubt or anxiety? The fact or condition of being regarded or treated as more important. Did I give my energy in a positive way to those most important to me. Do I understand what is important in my life and have I done the best I could do to? Enjoy your veneers. Maybe the facade they sell us as reality will last another generation.

When you hold her lifeless body in your arms and realize that your entire world is black, no one, nothing has any meaning left. The ache the pain the longing and the true love between souls is not finite. A lifetime is too short a ride to end such energy and passion. It is not easy facing a world gone to shit when all you can see is a deep blackness. And then a familiar taste, a recognizable madness, an otherworldly longing bursts from within the blackest depths of your soul. True love is incomprehensible to most. The idea of opening your darkest closet of skeletons and showing another soul just how fucked up you really are, and then to look with open heart and eyes into their closet and find the missing pieces of your shattered life, heart, and soul. It takes a leap of faith and bravery beyond the normal world. But the indescribable joy and love is very much like buying a lottery ticket that costs you your sanity. You know that beyond a shadow of a doubt you will never be the same or feel the same, or see the world the same way. Yet the chance to reunite with your true love is impossible to resist. The doubts, the fears, and the possibility of crashing beyond recovery, all disappear when you see that she is indeed the one. Your true love, the joy beyond imagining, your very own angel. I played the lottery and won. I am such a lucky son of a bitch. She is amazing, caring, loving, funny, sexy, and in my old blue eyes absofuckinglutely perfect. You have to believe to ever have even the faintest chance of finding your soul mate. Be brave, Dare to follow your heart.

I am so madly and passionately in love with you Faye, I can hadly breath without you by my side.