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Fucking grrrrr is all I have to say!

I'm figuring that I must be a much more forgiving person than I have given myself credit for. You told me I was a waste of your time, that I use you as a crutch, and then tell me I'm fat! Seriously, let's get real here, I soley supported the two of us for 2 years straight from working 2 full time jobs and going to night school, if it weren't me you never would have gone back to school, if it weren't for me you would never have a clean pair of boxers or a real meal to eat. So yes, now you have the money making job but look at you..... your fucking miserable doing it.So what do you do, you bitch and yell at me to grow up, well sweet heart just because I'm not making a shit ton of money dose not make me any less of an adult. Considering I have managed to work, pay my bills, go to school and raise our son for what seems like mostly on my own you have no room to tell me a damn thing except for thank you. We have gone back and forth for 5 years now, 5 fucking years! Every time we tell each other that we'll change, and I have. I have matured, I have stopped my crazed fits and the violence. I have learned to control my emotions to a point that some times I wonder if I even have any left, but yet you are just the same as you were when I met you. The only difference is you have become an even more bitter controling bastard than you started out as, and I have news for you. You are treading on thin waters right now. You are on your last line and if you break it there will be no coming back this time. I have spent the past 5 years trying to make you happy, and trying to make this and I WILL NOT spend another second of my time trying if I am the only one in this. I love you with every ounce of my body, but I love myself more. I deserve to be happy, and I deserve to be with someone that wants to make me happy and right now you are not what I need nor have you been for a very long time.