INTRODUCTION
THE ARTS
ESSENCE OF VALUES
PIECES OF ME
FAMILY AND FRIENDS
INTRODUCTION
"I will name you squishy and you will be mine. You are my squeeshie and I shall call you squeeshie". That's what my friends call me, I'll have to get to know you better if you want my real name.
I am a 26 year old mother of a wonderful and inquisitive 6 yr old boy. He is the number one love of my life. I've been a coffee girl, office bitch, and aspiring artist for some time now, and hopefully business owner will get added to that list sometime soon. Let's just say I'm a jack of all trades.
VR is not a dating service or a place to sink my claws into. I use my journal as an outlet, the kismets as a way to laugh, and every once in a while I pick up a new friend off of here; though most have moved on there are still a few that I hold dear to my heart.
I can't help but sit here and think should I make this profile all dark and mysterious (nahh there's too many of those already and it's just not my forbidden), or cute and fluffy (nahh I'm just not 16 anymore and I am quite happy about that), or I could just use it as a way to indulge myself and since it is, well, a profile I guess I should use this as a way to be completely into myself, anyway how often do we get a legitimate excuse to do that!
THE BREAK DOWN:
I am a person of light and dark. Meaning that there is a balance to everything. There can not be evil without good and vice versa. Karma is a bitch, but she does come in handy from time to time. So before I make a nasty little comment or somewhat shady action I do keep in mind that karma will find my ass and pay me back what I have done to others. I encourage everyone to keep this in mind, because you never know what might happen.
THE ARTS
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I am no musician. I have given many instruments a try I just don't seem to have the level of concentration or discipline that is needed to truly be good at them. Even though I may not be able to make music, it is still a passion of mine. It can change my mood in an instant. It's like there is a constant soundtrack to playing to each step that I take. As corny as it sounds I am okay with it, it's what helps me get through the days that seem never ending. This is just a peek into my living soundtrack. Enjoy!
I am a fan of the arts in all aspects. Even if I may not necessarily like what I hear and/or see,
I am able enough to recognize that it is art and is/was beautiful to someone else. I
have been painting since I could hold a brush and although I would not consider myself to be a "true"
artist, it is one of my greatest aspirations to one day be able to proudly call myself one.
>These are just a few pieces of art that I admire :
ESSENCE OF VALUES
I am very liberal and open to new ideas. I do believe in a God, a high power. At the same time I do not criticize other religious beliefs, to each his own is what I try to go by.
What I am about to say is not meant to be offensive, as much of a bitch that I may be sometimes I do not go out of my way to offend people just for shits and giggles; I am simply laying it all out of you guys and gals that are still paying attention.
*I do not agree with the death penalty.
*I am pro-choice, get over it.
*I am all for prop 8.
*I am not for the equal opportunity act. I am not prejudices in any shape or form, I just don't think that just because someone is a minority that they should get hired or get that special slot. I think it should be a matter of "may the best man win".
*I am all for the legalization of marihuana. Let the government tax it, hell maybe it help pay for all of the damn programs that this country has going on.
*I do agree with universal health care.
*I am an Obama fan, though Ron Paul was my first choice.
*I hate politics, in my opinion they're all crooked fucks. I do not like the government but I do support out troops.
*I like my ladies with attitude and my men with balls. I'm a feisty bitch and I need someone that can keep up.
*I do not claim to any organized religion. I do not believe in the bible or any other holy book for that matter, but I will say that the bible is probably one of the best books ever written. It's a book full of gossip and make believe stories, that simply teaches there is a consequence to everything we do, whether it be good or bad.
*Jesus was not a god. He was no more and no less human that you and I.
If any of the above offends you so much that you feel a strong hatred for me or the yearning to send me some petty email on how I'm so wrong and such a horrible person; just take a deep breath, turn your head, and don't read my fucking profile again. Remember kids, it's just a website, no reason to get your panties in a twist.
Other Perceptions:
I am a constant walking contradiction. I am a dreamer and a realist. I am a good person that sees bad things. I try to live in the present and do as what is in the now, which is maybe why I have a completely different world in my head. Ideas of what could be, would be, but it always ends in just an idea. I am constantly searching for the new and unknown but refuse to believe until it can be proven. I think this may be why I am so fascinated with the "paranormal". The things in the dark that frighten us but in the back of our heads we always know that it's just our imagination. The idea that there is more to this world than meets the eye is what I want to know. I want proof that life is more than just waking up, going to work, raising the kids, cooing, cleaning, going to bed and doing it all over again. Heh, maybe we (or at least I) just need a break from reality once in a while.
PIECES OF ME
Again this whole thing is still being pieced together. No worries though, eventually it will be finished just so that I can start all over again!
I would have to say that one of my favorite memories would be of me and my mom, when I lived in Boston. We lived about 3 blocks away from a private beach, perfect walking distance to burn a 3 yr old's energies. It wasn't quite winter yet, but it was cold enough to need good winter clothing. It's more of a flash memory than anything else but I still remember it like yesterday. Running through the sand with a crisp winter wind tossing mine and my mother's hair around. Her taking me by the hand, all smiles and giggles and letting me run through the freezing water, just deep enough to touch my knees. We were shivering, sneezing, and teeth clacking but it was wonderful. I'm sure a part of the amazement of that memory that remains, is that in my 3 yr old mind we were doing something we weren't supposed too. I guess the rebellion in me was installed at an early age, ha! Really though, it is my best memory, a cloudy day with a beautiful overcast with hues of blue and gray and silver. Maybe you would just have to have been there to understand.
I am an avid reader, it's not just a hobby, it's one of my obsessions. So I figured I would drop a list of just some of the books that I love:
Just about anything by Laurel K. Hamilton, Prom nights from hell, The Eragon series, The Wicked series, The sleeping beauty series, The black dagger brotherhood series, Much of Chuck Klosterman's work, The Artemis Fowl Series, Anything by Chuck Palahnuik, Stranger than fiction, Bathroom Readers, The Dante Club, The ninja handbook, Catch 22, Ever world, The great tree of Avalon, Jaqueline Kennedy Onassis, Diary of a mad bride, Diary of a mad mom to be, Finishing School, Fallen Angels, Sweeny Todd, and Feed me I'm yours. The list really could go on and on but I feel as though I have already gotten carried away.
FAMILY AND FRIENDS
The following are ones that I hold very dear to my heart, with that said DO NOT FUCK WITH THEM! As sweet as I can be, I am just as vindictive.
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