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I saw him today. He looked right through me and smiled at the woman behind me…he kissed her. Gods, my human is in love with someone else. How can that be? Because he doesn’t remember being in love with me. And I foolishly thought losing him was the hardest thing I’d ever have to face…this is a whole new level of pain that I never imagined existed. To watch my human kissing a weak, useless woman. I wanted to scream at him and tear that woman limb from limb. I wanted to make her bleed and scream for me, beg me to stop, beg for death…bathe in that blood that was running through her veins…and have my human all to myself again. He is mine, goddamnit! He should be loving me, he should be wrapping his arms around me, he should be telling me that he loves me…not that other woman!

I couldn’t help it…I started crying. I wanted to run to him and hug him so badly…the ache inside that I’ve been hiding came to life and consumed me. I couldn’t breathe, I couldn’t stop the tears that oozed from my eyes…I was so happy. He doesn’t look all that different, there are a few changes, but he’s the same perfect person. His eyes are now green…a lovely shade of green, who knew green eyes suited him, I certainly never cared what colored his eyes were, as long as they were looking at me and filled with love. And that silky hair…I remember running my fingers through them, while he confessed his love for me. I remember the first time I met him…he was on a date with his girlfriend of 3 months…and they showed up at the club that I owned. Yes, I own a club, it’s pretty easy to handle once you find a smart human to run it, but don’t forget to keep em’ in line. Anyway, I’m rambling again, I’ve been doing that lately, it seems like my mind is running away from me and I’m slowly losing control of my thoughts; I was overlooking the dance floor from the 2nd floor, wondering if there was anyone out there that was worth my time…just someone to talk to. I have never confessed to anyone who and what I am…but that night I wanted to tell someone so badly, to release this secret inside me and just feel at ease. I wanted someone who would accept me as I am…no matter what creature I was. He came upstairs without his girlfriend, most likely seeking the bathroom because that’s where they were located. I didn’t notice him at first until he came up beside me and just stood there, staring down at the crowd as I was. He didn’t say anything at first and I was getting irritated so naturally I asked him what he wanted. All he said was, “I wanted someone to talk to…” I couldn’t believe him, it’s like he was reading my mind. To make the long story short, he dumped his girlfriend and came home with me. I didn’t feel any sort of sympathy for that woman…she was crying of course and couldn’t understand why he would dump her out of the blue…the one question she kept asking was: Why? I fully understand that question now…why? Why would the fates be so cruel and have him fall in love with that wretched woman? I want him back…and I will get him back. He is mine! He is my human! And you do not steal my human from me!