"I'm here for you" she said
and we can stay for awhile,
my boyfriend's gone,
we can just pretend.
Lips that need no introduction
Now who's the greater sin,
Your drab eyes seem to invite
(tell me darling) Where do we begin.
Was this over before
Before it ever began
Your kiss
Your calls
Your crutch
Like the devils got your hand
This was over before
Before it ever began
Your lips
Your lies
Your lust
Like the devils in your hands
Everyone in this town
is seeing somebody else
Everybody's tired of someone
our eyes wander for help
Prayers that need no answer now
I'm tired of who I am
You were my greatest mistake
I fell in love with your sin
Your littlest sin
Was this over before
Before it ever began
Your kiss
Your calls
Your crutch
Like the devils got your hand
This was over before
Before it ever began
Your lips
Your lies
Your lust
Like the devils in your hands
Failure is your disease
You want my outline drawn
You are my greatest failure
Discourse your saving song
Was this over before
Before it ever began
Your kiss
Your calls
Your crutch
Like the devils got your hand
This was over before
Before it ever began
Your lips
Your lies
Your lust
Like the devils in your hands
Was this over before
Before it ever began
Your kiss
Your calls
Your crutch
Like the devils got your hand
This was over before
Before it ever began
Your lips
Your lies
Your lust
Like the devils in your hands
Stars bright blood drip right be the death I wish tonight. Pull the trigger and watch people scream. Be the evil wicked scheme. To the grave of where I lay, be the one I will not say. For I just had to see, how many people, would really miss me. So, to the stars that shines so bright, watch the blood that will drip tonight.
In the dark and shallow shadows I hear you calling out to me. A voice from a far that pulls me closer. A closer feeling to which I can’t explain. It’s weird…
How I can hold my breath and close my eyes and feel the soft whispers. The wind blows and it touches me. A touch that gives me chills.
I open my eyes and look around this dark and shallow room. I look to try and find you. Find you; at least somewhere in this room.
I fear now. Now that I have no where to run. No where to run from your shattered heart. A heart I want to mend.
But you; you push me farther and farther away. So far; I try to scream your name. The name of which I can’t remember…
Yet; I shall never forget your name. Never forget your face. A face of sweet, sweet purity.
But the evil you show out; out into the world is just a fake; A fake so you wont be noticed.
Can this really be who you are?
No!
The world is just of your darkness; A darkness of which you try to escape. Escape the fear of love; Love of which you can’t tell.
Who is to save you?
No one…
A helpful soul tries to help; help you push past your fears to only understand your goals; Goals of which you can’t really achieve.
We; We as friends want to help; Help you see the pain you are causing; Casing to yourself and others.
I most of all wish to help; Help you see what you mean to me.
Since you are the voice that calls, the whispers I feel, the face I’ll never forget; and the name… The name of which I shall always remember.
The soldier stood and faced his God
Which must always come to pass
He hoped his shoes were shining
Just as brightly as his brass.
"Step forward now, you soldier,
How shall I deal with you?
Have you always turned the other cheek?
To My Church have you been true?"
The soldier squared his shoulders and
said, "No, Lord, I guess I ain't
Because those of us who carry guns
Can't always be a saint.
I've had to work most Sundays
And at times my talk was tough,
And sometimes I've been violent,
Because the world is awfully rough.
But, I never took a penny
That wasn't mine to keep...
Though I worked a lot of overtime
When the bills got just too steep,
And I never passed a cry for help,
Though at times I shook with fear,
And sometimes, God forgive me,
I've wept unmanly tears.
I know I don't deserve a place
Among the people here,
They never wanted me around
Except to calm their fears.
If you've a place for me here, Lord,
It needn't be so grand,
I never expected or had too much,
But if you don't, I'll understand."
There was a silence all around the throne
Where the saints had often trod
As the soldier waited quietly,
For the judgment of his God,
"Step forward now, you soldier,
You've borne your burdens well,
Walk peacefully on Heaven's streets,
You've done your time in Hell."
To all that serve ...
Through the pain I always feel, I feel you even closer,
Through the tears I have shed and that I’ve faced,
Your face was always clear.
Through yelling and screaming the thoughts I’ve always heard,
I always heard your voice the loudest.
I can’t seem to hide; hide away,
You always seem to find me.
But I thank you; thank you for all you do.
A new friend, some one close,
A person I shall not lose.
A closer heart, open arms,
A face of sweet escape from the hell I live in.
Dreams now open, Sky so clear,
You helped me see the light.
I never noticed; noticed,
How very special you are.
So as the world seems to turn,
And the days seem to fly
I’ll forever be in the timeless tick with you by my side.
My very new friend; my very own light,
Someone who cares,
Someone I won’t fight
This is for you.
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