Warning: this may seem harsh to some, but i come with the best of intentions to protect the race of my kind, the creatures of the night, and to bade off the rest of society.
If there is one thing that ticks me off, its the people who come onto this site who think they are vampires, or just want to learn more about us.
On one hand, i can understand the knowledge aspect, because sometimes the only was to expand the horizon of one's knowledge is strictly through the course of observation.
However, i do not tolerate the poseurs of this site thinking they are vampires when truly they arnt.
I want a place where we can exist away from the gruesome and bothersome claws of humanity. Where our kind, and ours alone can mingle, talk, and learn from one another. Is that so much to ask?
Until next time, pleasant nightmares
For as far as i can remember i have been manic depressive, but its starting to really bother me.
Lately the littlest things are starting to really bring me down and i cannot control it.
This week has altogether sucked. My cat (see my profile) had lice and idk why but shaving her and bathing her really made me sad. She cried and meowed and just looked miserable. The lice are gone now thankfully, but seeing her upset made me upset.
I have a wonderful boyfriend, but latley hes been so busy i feel alone. I saw him saturday night but he was drunk and got sick so i had to take care of him while he slept. Then today he told me he couldnt come over because his grandpa had a stroke so ok thats fine, but then later he told me it was his best friends grandpa. I know i shouldnt be selfish but its not even his family...then he didnt even have a stroke, it was an allergic reaction! Big difference, it just fuckin aggrevates me. i guess im just really informed on the medical field.
otherwise idk i hate work, volunteering at the hospital should be fun for me but seeing all the elderly paralyzed and drooling just makes me more sad. I have the biggest passion for the medical field, but the way the hospital treated them really made me upset. I will never treat my patients like that..
UGH
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Nerothesable
17:13 Jul 29 2008
may peace find u