Changing a few things up a bit and getting rid of a couple of things as one can see. Deleting a couple of sections in my journal as I felt they were too much.
I never knew just how scared that I could actually get. I am really one that does not scare easy even when my father had a heart attack several years back. But now knowing that my life with my husband could change because of the medical issues that have come up.
Chronic kidney disease, is really scary once you go through and read all of the information that is given in the national Kidney foundation. Stage 3 is where we are at but I think that will change after the doctor reads the ultrasound results that were taken today.
damn, I am just scared....
Well dad has made it back home. things seem to be a little better but will be able to tell more as the meds get into his system more...
Need to spend some time in the hospital with my cousin because her father had a heart attack today and so far I am not certain as to how well he is doing.
Another class is done and started a human resource management class on Tuesday. I am enjoying this class so much. The instructor is absolutely fun to work with and has this no holds barred attitude, which is cool.
Well I guess that the doctor's know what is best. Daddy called yesterday to say that they were going to let him come home on Monday and tonight he just called and said that they are wanting to keep him longer. I almost wish that I was an invisible person so that I could go sit with him and see what is going on. This might not make sense to a lot of people but oh well its just my thoughts. I just want him home but I know that he won't be here until its safe for him to come home.
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