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HEy... Kaligula... Tb.... if you're still around here with a new name... I gotta talk with you.

I just lost a best friend, one that took months of silences and rare interactions that made it all worth it. I thought I could handle this... Knowing that I would either live with the unbroken illusion that she'd pop up at any moment, and start arguing with me... Or have my heart destroyed by the kind person who chooses to let me know that something happened, and they are no longer in this world...

... To get off the phone with someone you deeply care about, and resign yourself to the reality that they are about to disappear on you, but you know they'll pop up again soon, and you'll hear their voice once again...

... And now you won't ever hear their voice, their laughter ever again...

I thought I could handle it...

I was wrong.