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woe is me!!!!!!!

14:25 May 31 2014
Times Read: 1,406




~~"SOMEONE SAVE ME!!! SOMEONE TAKE ME AWAY FROM THIS AWFUL PLACE!!!"~~



LittleFoot's here for the whole weekend!



So I better put on my BEST "pretend daddy" Face, so i can make it to Monday morning. Since, you know, "I never wanted her."



Hell... the only reason she's even coming is due to the "Forced Parenting Act" Established back in 19-'i don't fucking know' which by law states,



" any parent that does not want their child, is immediately to make their home available and welcome their unwanted child into their life regardless of emotional detachment and lack of interest. They are to spend periodical weekday visits with their child or children even is they do not wish to. "



This act was so controversial, that appalled and outraged 'sperm donors' and 'borrowed incubators' across the country, hired the best lawyers to fight such a decision. Their primary contending point being "This act intrudes upon a person's personal freedoms, cutting into life's joys and comforts." Early news coverage of protesters resulted in sporadic and and similar reports to this Eye Witness account from LSOS News studios reporter on the scene:



"The enraged parent was too upset to appear on screen, but he did have this to say,

'This is absolutely outrageous, if I don't want to spend time with my child, ignore him and go play Skyrim or Halo for hours on end, I should be free to! It's my god given right! I should not be forced to spend time with my child for hours at at a time. It's unconstitutional!'...

The protester proceeded to kick a trashcan in a rage filled fury and stormed off, clearly... forcing parents to be parents might not be the direction we as a people, truly want. This and more on LSOS Eye Witness News, I am Sucmi Dyck, back to you at Lying Sack of Shit studios. "





Never had I seen such darkness overtake my life since this act was passed.

There truly is no hope.



and also, She sings "Let it go" amazingly.


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Isis101
Isis101
00:13 Jun 01 2014

Um...wow. I actually speechless.





Slain
Slain
06:00 Jun 01 2014

People saying that I never wanted my daughter, have a particular effect on me. LOL.



And people who know me, believing it, tolerating and condoning it without saying word one in my defense.... also have a particular effect on me.





 

As you wish

11:50 May 29 2014
Times Read: 1,453


Been nearly two years since I took a vow,

you expect absence out of nowhere now?

You asked for a break and you got what was wished.

Free to roam in peace and in peace accomplish

whatever you must, have to, or may need,

to settle your thoughts, there's no rush to speed.

Yet words now in passing seem to seek more,

as you pace yourself in circles, right in front of a door.

Not even just one, there are but a few,

all right beside and within reach of you.

Open any, to get what you so desperately miss;

What you want, what you need, while you hear:

As you wish.


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The gambit...

23:40 May 28 2014
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Reaching out in dead of night

Emptiness by candlelight

Memory, a haunted sea

Souring in sudden rage



The damage plagued upon my love

Driven by this selfish urge

To separate yourself from me

But not the way you planned



The gambit flow of shifting thought

She'll write a kiss upon my cross

And with each moment of despair

Lay to heart a lovely tear



Within each bone the salty sea

Swims; an ocean silently

Swims; the forest of my dreams

Swims; the essence I call me

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Isis101
Isis101
00:27 May 29 2014

Beautiful and haunting.





Slain
Slain
01:03 May 29 2014

Yes, very much so. I love that song.





 

BOOYA!!

21:00 May 27 2014
Times Read: 1,490


I had not walked that route in years!! Almost feels like a lifetime ago, walking down 2nd street with Chef Lotka and my PJC Iron Chef team. That was freaking awesome then, and today was just full of memories.



Freaking amazing. Not to mention the ridiculous amount of walking. I needed that.



I walked past the old Hussian School of art locale, it's sad to see the building closed but the school only moved. For which I'm really glad... the damn restaurants in this city have been biting the dust at an alarming rate!!



I even walked past a few buildings we catered and the hotel we stayed at for the Iron Chef competition, the time spent creating things that disappeared within moments of it them being served was never boring and absolutely appreciated.


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Isis101
Isis101
00:25 May 29 2014

Wow...





 

04:05 May 27 2014
Times Read: 1,513


being ignored and avoided is a typical thing...



But for a lowly 'nerd' like me....



To have an important conversation ignored for xbox...



I guess that's just par for the course.



lmfao


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Busy

02:48 May 27 2014
Times Read: 1,520


:: inserts another coin into the conversation:: -,- wtf? did I already run out of time? ~machine dings~" you have reached your allotted conversation time for the day. Please attempt to reach the recipient at the RECIPIENT'S earliest convenience. Thank you" ~machine dings~

:: inserts another coin... world explodes.::


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Isis101
Isis101
02:58 May 27 2014

LOL!





 

16:37 May 26 2014
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As You Wish.


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09:33 May 26 2014
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I'm losing sleep and there is no one on the other end to smile at...



A thousand thoughts...



a few feelings...



at a million miles a second.



I wish someone came to me with answers for a change.


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dabbler
dabbler
09:44 May 26 2014

I can relate. I suffer a sleep disorder that is undiagnosed so far. While I don't sleep I do reach a light rest state in which I have fragile lucid dreams.



I also suffered Bi-Polar, and Schizo-effective, until I started meds my mind raced. It still doesn't shut off, hopefully when my next appointment comes next month I will get Saraquel to assist me in resting, or even perchance sleep.





 

hard time believing in coincidence

00:19 May 26 2014
Times Read: 1,553




"Think of me"



Has been resonating in my head

since hearing it earlier.



Just how many people can I make happy at once?


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dabbler
dabbler
08:49 May 26 2014

Ugh! Songs stuck in the head! Especially when they resonate with current situations, and topics.



While I try to be mindful of people I have learned to prioritize. Family definitely first, then true friends (meaning those I know mind me), friends, associates, and then acquaintances.





 

Another amazing Sunday.

17:38 May 25 2014
Times Read: 1,561




She stacks legos and blocks on me as I play with her and put Phantom of the Opera in the background. She cares not for the tv, because she's busy building. But i knew what would get her attention...



Her lego house is is almost complete and covering my feet... then the music begins.. and Boom! lmfao She's gone... listening and watching the ballet and 2 seconds later... me and her are dancing to the music. And she keeps such a focused face as she takes my index and twirls around and around me.



Few things could make today more perfect.



Then she tries to sing along...



Think of me, think of me fondly

When we've said goodbye

Remember me once in a while

Please promise me, you'll try



When you'll find that once again you long

To take your heart back and be free

If you'll ever find a moment

Spare a thought for me



We never said our love was evergreen

Or as unchanging as the sea

But if you can still remember

Stop and think of me



not knowing the words. Hmm hmm... Such an absorbent little sponge... I hope I can be what she needs me to be for her...



My LittleFoot.

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Isis101
Isis101
21:45 May 25 2014

This is so sweet! :)





 

Is it?

15:55 May 23 2014
Times Read: 1,574


Is your comfort worth what it says on the tag?



The price-tag reads: Truth.



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07:46 May 23 2014
Times Read: 1,584


That was a ridiculous amount of static. Looking forward to that... oh so much. lol


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quoth the Phoebe... drink some more

20:19 May 22 2014
Times Read: 1,595




"Does that mean

he sells it,

drinks it,

or he just complains a lot!?"


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Inspired. LOL

01:17 May 19 2014
Times Read: 1,632


Omissions.



If you want to play word games, try someone who doesn't understand your language better than you do.



Hmm hmm.



"Oh dear, allow me to twist that for you." -



dictionary?



What's that for? Definitions two through four don't exist to you because you only use definition one in the dictionary.



And I play word games? Educate yourself before telling me I'm not saying something right. You'll jump to tell me I'm saying something wrong, but when you misuse a word I should "know" what you meant based on what you were saying? But when I say something and you THINK it's wrong I should correct what I'm saying since you are absolutely certain the word only has one definition?



Reciprocation is a mother fucking bitch isn't it?



It's my fault somehow that you are not smart enough to know that? Sure, I'll bite.



I twist words so much, even the dictionary is trying to take sides with me. Those extra definitions are there trying to make me look good and pretend that I was right. The book altered itself just for me. What can I say?



Books just like me.

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Red

07:28 May 18 2014
Times Read: 1,648


Well... yeah. I was having fun. Hmm hmm.


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Less than three, right?

09:41 May 15 2014
Times Read: 1,689




I don't think I've laughed so much during such a serious argument before...

o
r maybe I have since I laugh at everything.




B
ut... the most hilarious thing I could have asked was:




"
It's less than three, isn't it? lmfao




M
r. Assumptions...

V
ain...

I
diot...

J
erk...

J
erkface...

a
nd my personal favorite...

A
sshole




L
et me just say... that is totally not 'less than three.'




L
MFAO.... oh and btw Felina...




L
ess than three.




H
mm hmm




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immortalxkiss
immortalxkiss
21:47 May 15 2014

Less than three... Jerkface.





Theodora
Theodora
00:48 May 16 2014

Laughing during a serious argument usually works best when BOTH of you are laughing. LOL. Just sayin...



She could have added my personal favorite... twatweasel. :-)





Slain
Slain
02:29 May 16 2014

lol Theodora... that is true about both laughing.





 

It actually works...

22:29 May 14 2014
Times Read: 1,706






Pushing me away

is as simple

as keeping the silence

I am trying to break.




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wishes

05:54 May 14 2014
Times Read: 1,722


What you get used to, and what actually is, rarely is the same thing.


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05:33 May 14 2014
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May needs a lot more rain.



Hmm hmm.


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8thHunterScar
8thHunterScar
15:53 May 14 2014

If it rains, I'm blaming you.





Slain
Slain
22:29 May 14 2014

lmfao





 

more or less some additions to pass.

04:10 May 12 2014
Times Read: 1,742




"... in his silent gaze,

while shackled

and the tide waters rose.

The prideful screams for aid

were loudest

as the tears his cheeks rode."





The deafening lack of voicing your heart

echoes through gasps as tears rolling start.



Fetch you that shard, that what makes you but whole,

Keeps all those happy, your bliss is the toll.



Shattered kept piece of that promise you sought,

and rendered but moot for all you had fought.



Look! Look at him drown! Pathetic shame.

But floats at the mere mention of his name.



Sooner die, scream inwards, than voice his flame;

Have it drowned by hatred. Don't do the same!



You can't love hatred, but hate it back.

Love! For hatred's love of hating, attacks.



Attacks all it sees, tears the happiest gleam,

till satisfied with destruction of dreams.



He drowns in his silence because he knows

love doesn't destroy and does not cause woes.



-----------

A broken heart rends, and burns; falls apart.

after turning a charcoal deepest dark.



like a cautious artist after failing,

will love softly, paint slowly their feeling.



Care in their stroke for fear of destroying

all they would touch, or ending up hurting.



At first charcoal erases with such ease

Hours, days of work blown away by a breeze.



Slightest ill move and a work of art gone;

All those caresses and loving words drawn.

-----------



annnd.... there's more... amazingly.

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... and always.

03:15 May 11 2014
Times Read: 1,754






Mother is the name for God...


Photobucket

On the Lips and Hearts

of all Children




Happy Mother's Day, Gals!!!


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Excuse me while I burn this one out!

00:35 May 09 2014
Times Read: 1,771


Amazing song!



If only the clockworks could speak

I wouldn't be so alone

We burn every magnet and spring

And spiral into the unknown



Somebody shine a light

I'm frozen by the fear in me

Somebody make me feel alive

And shatter me!

So cut me from the line

Dizzy, spinning endlessly!

Somebody make me feel alive

And shatter me!



Shatter me!

Somebody make me feel alive

And shatter me!



If I break the glass, then I'll have to fly

There's no one to catch me if I take a dive

I'm scared of changing, the days stay the same

The world is spinning but only in gray

If I break the glass, then I'll have to fly

There's nobody to catch me if I take a dive

I'm scared of changing, the days stay the same

The world is spinning but only in gray...

(Only..)


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Pssst! Pst... you. Yeah you... with the glass house.

04:27 May 08 2014
Times Read: 1,790




......................

.....................

.......................

.....................

........................

.....................

.........

...Caring...

is

the

NEW

Black







LMFAO




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"They'll be less apt to get ner-vi-ous, if He's on a street Howitzer."

06:19 May 06 2014
Times Read: 1,810


Yeah? Well fuck you too!



I'm not the nervous type, I find it too much of a waste of time.



But today? it can go to hell. I was so anxious, that I don't recall actually it lasting too long, The shit was effectively, scared out of me.



Now... it's over! HAHAHAHA. and obviously... I need a new I.D.



And now? MORE waiting. lmfao.



This day, brought to you by, more ammo for jokes at the round table... and a Cowboy that will haunt me for life. hahahah. A very very tall cowboy... where you make a left. -.-


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Seriously! LMFAo

05:47 May 05 2014
Times Read: 1,833




Tickity-FUCKING-tock

tonight is going to suck!


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00:57 May 05 2014
Times Read: 1,841


There's only what you want there to be.


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09:08 May 04 2014
Times Read: 1,860


Well... there's THAT.



It's true.



I get so confused sometimes, There's not much I could say that you don't already want to hear.

This is fun for someone. Can you single out who?


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Geeeze... no kidding, eh?

20:32 May 01 2014
Times Read: 1,882


I wish I could say I am surprised... really.



Oh right... here it is.



:: GASP:: "No... fucking... way."



Did I pass the audition? oh COOL!



What's that? You want me to take it again from the top, only more implied sarcasm? you got it!



a one... and a two... and a...


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08:18 May 01 2014
Times Read: 1,898




It's pouring tonight,

the breeze feels amazing.

I'll walk back in that soon enough.

haha.

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acaba de olvidarme... y olvida mis palabras... me das pena.

01:20 May 01 2014
Times Read: 1,755


I've always loved this song.







Una vez soné...

Que en algún lugar...

Yo podría ser alguien...

Si lograse amar...




Y también soné...

Que si he de triunfar...

Mi orgullo aferrado...

Tendré que superar...



Un día llegare...

No importa la distancia...

El rumbo encontrare...

Y tendré valor...




Paso a paso iré...

Y persistiré...

A cualquier distancia...

Yo el amor alcanzare...




Y no hiere a nadie, ni usare a nadie en mi camino.

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