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well 820 this morning my dad passed away he passed away with a smile on his face after taking a few good breaths we will miss u dad u can rest in peace now with out the pain from cancer

wish ppl would just leave me alone i dont care if u dont like me im not living me life to plz u get over urself ive got enough crap going on in my life especially with losing my dad dont need the added crap of ppl messing with me so tired of it all my dad my kids and my fiance are the only ones that mean the world to me and are all that i am thinking about i dont have the time to worry bout what others are doing or not doing i really dont care but if u want to see a B**ch keep messing with me and u will diffidently see one

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Oceanne
12:29 Nov 12 2011

Try not to let her bother you.YOU know how youre living...and WHO your living with.

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ive got enough shit going on in my life wish she would just leave me the fuck alone im not bothering her by sending msgs, viewing her profile or even bugging her on other sites im losing my dad and shes fucking with me wtf crimsonroses just leave me the fuck alone

just got off the phone with my step mom hes not in pain and resting comfortably but his fingernails and toe nails are starting to turn blue so its getting to the end nurse says 24 hrs tops so waiting by the phone nothing more 2 do but wait by the phone this is so unfair

guess no news is good news just trying to prepare my self for the call that my dad has passed gonna try and get a lil more rest b4 going back up to spend time with him tossed and turned all night just so hard to see him in so much pain and nothing we can do to help him except pain medication :-(

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leapdude
16:26 Nov 11 2011

sending my wishes for strength for you as you face the hours / days ahead. I know how hard this time can be.

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had one of the hardest days of my life i had to give my dad the assurance that we would be ok with out him that we dont want him in any more pain that its ok to stop fighting i despise the c word hes is only 57 yrs old y is this happening to him he is so frail now nothing but skin and bones :-(

i sit here and mind my own business and get nasty comments on my journal posts get harassed and stalked not only on here but also other sites by one certain person crimsomesroses ive been accused of having 2 profiles to make it seem like i am crazy arguing with myself one this is my only profile and 2 no way in hell would i want to be her (barf sorry just threw up in my mouth) thats the biggest insult i have ever heard but its all good ppl can have their own opinions but that will not make me less of a person than i am and that will not change who i am I am Truebloodof Anubis's wife to be and no one will ever change that nor come between us i was told this is my journal and its a place i can write down my feelings and thoughts but see i cant do that without ppl saying stuff but its whatever i will not stop taking care of my family and doing my schooling because some ppl want to start stuff or cause drama dont have the time nor the energy to play games im not in high school and havent been in over 16 yrs im not wasting my time on her or worrying bout what shes doing or not doing or with whom just wish she would do the same its getting old it seems that every time i turn around im watched upon oh well cant make ppl change just wish to be left out of their lil childish games and leave me to live my life and go upon my business like i have been

been a very trying day emotionally and mentally exhausted received a bad phone call bout my dad today ;-( his cancer has spread and he is going down hill fast gonna spend as much time with him as possible over the next few days its not fair

been long day not feeling the greatest been sleep on and off all day this math homework is kicking my ass forgot how to do alot of this crap lol hopefully i will get the hang of it soon kid free tonight :-) just me and my baby :-)

i so can not believe i had my son 18 yrs ago today but im on cloud 9 for the fact that they cant keep my son from me no more for the fact that he is an adult now :-) so if he wants to move home we dont have to go to court and they cant stop it whoot whoot loving my life no one can bring me down i love u trueanubis its me and u til the end

been a very long but fun day took the kids trick or treating started on my math homework now time to relax with my loved ones watch a few movies and try and get some sleep :-) i love u True Anubis its me and u til the end baby