not many know my real name those who get the pleasure too are the ones that have proven to be trustworthy if u don't like it too bad im not here to please any one besides my family and if u don't like it u can kiss my a$$ and kick rocks hahahah as for my age all u need to know is that im old enough to drink, go to the casino legally that's all you really need to know
Sit back relax and enjoy exploring my world watch out though for as the darkness that lurks in the corners will overcome u and play on your fears and phobias
I AM ME no one will change me
if u are gonna judge me cuz of the way i look, dress, talk or how i act than don't even waste ur time trying to find shit bout me and frankly ur opinion don't matter I am me if u cant accept me at my worst u differently don't deserve at my best
I am gonna start off my saying your sexual comments and msgs are not welcome... i am taking. i am with the love of my life my protector, best friend, soul mate, and most of all my master ....don't hate me cuz u aint me u can NEVER be me or replace me so try all u wish there is ONLY ONE ME some women need to stop being crazy stalker bitches and get a life and leave us alone
I'm A full time student i am wise beyond my years as i am an old soul from the twin cities of MN! I have 19 piercings (5 one in one ear 6 in the other eyebrow nose Monroe, spider bites tongue and both nipples a)& 31 tattoos & counting they're VERY addictive! when i am done im gonna have my sleeves and almost all of my legs done
I saw this saying on SomberKnight profile and i loved it so i am giving them credit
If I have curves, I'm fat. If I wear makeup, I'm fake. If I dress up, I'm a Show off. If I say what I think, I'm a bitch. If i say nothing, I have an 'attitude problem'. If I cry , I'm a drama queen. If I have guy friends, I'm Easy. If I stand up for myself, I'm mouthy. Its like you can't do anything now-a-days without being labeled. I'll just smile and keep you guessing~ LOVE THIS SAYING
....Yes i can be gentle yet sarcastic, trusting yet jealous, erotic yet polite seductive yet insecure and yes even a bitch have no problem admitting when i am wrong or have made a mistake .... IM the IMPERFECT ME and if u don't like it or cant handle it u know where the door is...it hasn't moved at least i don't think it has.. I tend to switch subject fairly fast and without warning....not saying that what you are talking to me about isn't important just easily distracted...
i don't believe in getting even i let karma do the job for me cuz what goes around comes around and karma can hurt them much more than i could ever dream about it will bite you square in the ass for fucking some one over I also believe in paying it forward no good deed is left without rewards just knowing you helping someone in need or even put a smile on someone elses face is a great reward
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I am strong, because I am weak
I am beautiful, because I know my flaws
I am a lover, because I am a fighter
I am fearless, because I have been afraid
I am wise, because I have been foolish
and I can laugh because I've know sadness
i am a straight, divorced mother of 5 living children but i have 7 in total 2 passed away in 2008 my daughter NaVaya and son Aiden i will talk bout that later. I am also due to become a Nana in July to my first grandbaby which just recently found out will be a lil boy as well as my oldest son joined the National Guard I am so proud of him. I am excited beyond words there are to describe how i feel.
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my hair is black I experiment often w/my hair color & cut ! Just trying 2 find something that I'll like more than a week! lol! My hair has been every color of the rainbow. ! my eyes are green but then they change to deep brown and sometimes even red when I'm angry
im not a girly girl i would rather wear jeans, t-shirt, and tennis shoes no make up, i like to keep it simple...but yes i do put make up and and yes i do own skirts and dresses. i just like to be comfortable..I'm 5'5 1/2 Native American, Mexican, German, and Norwegian. thick it all the right places! So i guess u can say BBW i was a plus size model for a few yrs...i love me and my family does just the way we are....I am who i am if u cant accept that with out trying to change me than take a hike u know where the door is ...well at least i don't think it has moved lol
i was in a bad car accident in 2005 and was permanently disabled i was in the hospital in Nov 2010 and was clinically dead for 2 min doc said i ether had a stroke or have brain damage for as one side of my body is weak than the other so have to use a walker or wheel chair if walking a distances is required for as i am really unstable on my feet i tend to fall down ALOT i also use oxygen when i sleep or go out in the cold pretty much with exertion ...due to my car accident and an ex boyfriend my teeth got knocked out....if u are gonna judge me cuz of this than don't even waste ur time trying to find shit bout me cuz my personality out shines my physical appearance and frankly ur opinion don't matter
If u would like to talk to me send me a msg on here or on skype or yahoo
grneyedgoddess(Skype)
Trueskissofdeath(yahoo)
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Im a full time student... my children are my life..I will not post pictures of my children! The only way you will ever see pics is if you are a friend or become a friend I have to know you well before you will see a pic or get to meet them! I AM VERY PROTECTIVE OF MY CHILDREN! Above all 1 thing my children always come 1st!
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I My drugs of choice are nicotine & caffeine! LOL Ha they are legal! I drink only on rare occasions!!
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I am me I don't claim to be nothing that i am not! I am a smart, faithful, hardheaded, independent, determined, honest, hard working, confident, strong woman....NO MAN determines who i am or who i will be or what road my life with go down....my children are my life....no one will ever change that. I will not be someones robot i will not be treated as a child i will not jump when told to jump I want a man who will treat me like his queen as i treat him like my king what is good for him damn well better be good for me to do
I am a mother of 7 beautiful children, 5 living my 2 other children NaVaya was born alseep when i was 4 months pregnant she was due in Aug of 2010 and Aiden whom i was adopting passed at 6 wks old his bday was in Nov 2010 i had him since birth he was a very sick lil boy. I am also due to become a Nana in July to a lil boy but he can come at any day now.
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My family is my life mess with them there will be hell to pay....im a stay at home mom and a full time on line student...which i love... Going to school in the memory of my son Aiden .... Going for my BA degree in Social and Criminal Justice as my major and Forensics as my minor!... when i am finish with my degree i will continue on to obtain all the required degrees to become a forensic anthropologist or crime scene investigator... with me attending college after being out for 12 yrs is showing my children that anything u put ur mind to is achievable with determination and hard work.
I am not just a pretty face i do have a brain and I know how to use it.
Since starting school some of my friends tell me i have a comma phobia lol i tend to not always place punctuation in the right spot lol
I'm very interested in learn bout new things! I have a wide range of interests! I'm me I'm very unique!I am like a sponge I love to soak up information and learn new things. If at first I dont understand I wont give up on things that have caught my attention
I try to be as open and honest as possible I'll tell you how it is or how I feel no matter how you might think of me later! I find it unnecessary to boost others egos by telling a lie.as for it takes to much time and energy to keep up with a lie. I will always give you truth and not insult your intelligence with a lie ... even if it may hurt your heart ... I can be your best friend but can also be your fiercest enemy, it is up to you to decide where you want to fall
I have found it impossible to live up to how some ppl see me. some ppl see me as secure, strong, sexy, intelligent etc
When i am nervous i tend to laugh giggle and smile a lot, for fear i may say something wrong!!! AGAIN I AM NOT here for Cybersex, one night stands, phone sex drama, bullshit or to find a fuck buddy if u are pass me by cuz i have no problem blocking you. If u come at me like u have no sense i have no problem defending myself but i prefer others to keep their drama and bullshit to themselves or as far away from me as they can. I will not reply to hey baby, sexy, etc. But if u keep an interesting conversation i'll most likely keep talking.
Treat others as you want to be treated.
I am an open book all you have to do is take the time to read the pages of my past and present the future has yet to be written. I try to be as open and honest as possible as for it takes to much time and energy to keep up with a lie. I will always give you truth and not insult your intelligence with a lie ... even if it may hurt your feelings ...be warned i can be your fiercest enemy if i need to be
I am a Gemini and it fits me perfectly~Geminis are always on the move; thirsty for knowledge and new experiences. Terminally curious and sometimes even mischievous, Geminis are multi-faceted souls who enjoy knowing a little bit of everything but generally not too much about one particular subject. It's just that variety is the spice of their lives! In love, they look for a partner who can keep up with them mentally and physically!Geminis do lead very unique and unusual lives. . ~~
I have a wide range of interests and open to learn new things i tend to lean towards dark angels, broken hearts and such mainly for revealing all that i have been through in my life if u also look at my journal there are several poems i have written. just recently i have become interested in the Wicca religion and my mate has been teaching me about it :-)
I DISLKIE
~ ignorance
~racism
~immaturity
~stalkers
~broken promises
~procrastination
~being controlled
~arrogance
~ dishonesty
~abuse in all manors toward ppl and animals
~Drama
~liar
~con artist
~backstabbers/ two faced ppl
~cheaters
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| Gluttony: | Medium
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| Wrath: | High
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| Sloth: | High
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| Envy: | High
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| Lust: | Medium
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| Pride: | High
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I DISLKIE
~disrespectful ppl
~heartbreak
~crying
~deceivers
~posers
~Spiteful ppl
~Vindictive ppl
~narrow-mindedness
~posers
~ppl who look or talk down to others acting like their shit dont stink
~ppl who think they know everything ~laziness~ the pity and poor me act
~ppl who like to play games with others minds and emotions~snobs
~ppl who think the others or world owes them something without doing the work (as in always getting something for free)~ppl who beg lie and steal to get ahead in life
~ppl who give up
~ the word CAN'T
Saying I live by and believe
~Live everyday to the fullest, tomorrow is not promised
~take things like love and promises very seriously. I believe that when you make a promise, you stick to it.
~when you say you love someone, you have to mean it. Love isn't something you can fall out off. When you love someone, you love them forever....
Saying I live by
~Live everyday to the fullest, tomorrow is not promised
~take things like love and promises very seriously. I believe that when you make a promise, you stick to it.
~when you say you love someone, you have to mean it. Love isn't something you can fall out off. When you love someone, you love them forever....
Saying I live by and believe
~I never, ever, go back on my word. I always mean what I say. I don't make promises i can't keep.....
~Don't take anything for granted! tomorrow is not promised! Live everyday like its ur last!
~There is something beautiful and magical in everything... you just have to look at it with the eyes of your heart
~Struggles are required in order to survive in life because in order to stand up, you gotta know what falling down is like.
~Dont sweat the small stuff
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Saying I live by and believe
~Never live with regrets, for as if u regret things u will never try
~I am perfectly imperfect, beautiful in my flaws, chaotic, fearless..a beautiful disaster
~Look beyond someone's eyes and to truly see their beauty~ Hear beyond their words and listen to their heart~ Feel beyond their body and aim to touch their soul
~assumption will hurt those around u
~ be who u are dont let no one make u into something ur not
~Sometimes silence can be louder than words.
~Out of suffering emerges the strongest souls. The most massive characters are seared with scars.
~Be grateful for what you have~*~Try not to dwell on what you don't have~*~And strive for what you want
~Admitting your mistakes is not a sign of weakness but a sign of maturity.
~u have to love urself b4 u can love someone else
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Saying I live by or believe
~dont hold hurt and anger close to ur heart it wont get u know where
~Never mistake my kindness for weakness, my silence for complicity, or my patience for uncaring. I will silently, patiently bide my time and you'll get yours
~I would rather live in a shack with the man of my dreams than a mansion with a man I do not love
~dont fight fate for as what is meant to happen will happen regardless
~there are 2 sides to everyone the side they let u see and the side they dont
~i will never apologize for who i am or what i believe in
~thinks it's better to take a risk than to miss a moment of magic.
~ telling lies will only come back and bite u in the ass in the end
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Sayings i live by or believe
~ dont let no one tell u cant do something with determination and hard work ur options are endless
~Always believe that you will ultimately succeed at whatever you do, and never forget the value of persistence, discipline, and determination
~Broken promises hurt more than just being honest.
~ dont put off things off until tomorrow what u could do today
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Sayings i live by or believe
~Dont change ur dreams and hopes to please someone else if they are not willing to do the same for u
~never be someones priority when they only make u an option
~I'm not a BITCH, i speak the TRUTH.. I'm not a SLUT, i just get the GUY I WANT.. I'm not a HEART BREAKER, just get BORED easily.. I'm not COCKY, just CONFIDENT
~ when u have children its not all bout u no more
~Cherish those around u and every sec u share together cuz things could change at a blink of an eye
~ What u do and say does not only effect u it effects those around u
~I am who i am except me or leave me
~if u cant accept me at my worse than u dont deserve me at my best
~ live everyday as a learning experience....we learn new things no matter how big or small on a daily basis
~ dont let ur feelings run ur life
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I will not be a robot for anyone! I will not allow ppl to walk over me its either next to me or not at all ! I have my own thoughts, dreams, passions, wishes and fears! If i don't like something be prepared to hear bout it i will not hide how i feel! This has gotten me in to some trouble in the past but i would rather be honest than tell a lie.im not here to stroke someones ego I dont believe in getting even i let karma do the job for me i just sit back and watch the ppl who have done me wrong squirm in their seats as they get what they deserve
THINGS I LIKE
~Horror movies
~True Crime movies
~All kinds of music
~Dr Pepper
~Mountain Dew
~James Patterson books
~Kathy Reich books
~Anne Rice books
~Reece's~Cheese Pizza
~Cheez-its
~plain chicken sandwiches
~pickles
~Newport Cigarettes
~moon light
~darkness
~being alone
~Rain showers
~Black
~midnight blue
~Dream catchers
~Vanilla Scent Candles
~Cuddling
~handcuffs
~whips
~chains
~hot candle wax
~blindfolds
~gags
~spanking ((blush))
~ Tattoos
~Piercings
~PDA
~Spontaneity
~Assertivenes
~Flirting
~CSI~ all of them
~Law & Order ~all of them
~Trauma life in the Er
~Dolphins
~Wolves
~Passion
~Fire
~Crash
~Spryo
~Perfect World International
~Forsaken World
~the blood sweat & tears that comes along with accomplishing goals i set
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I'm not here to win a popularity contest, you either like me or you don't either way its no skin off my back. So block, dishonor, rage all you want I'll take comfort in knowing that I have real friends who stand by me no matter what. I have no life out side of my kids and homework, what's it ur business or y do u care?
If u would like to know more just ask just be prepared for the truth!!!
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I AM HERE JUST TO MEET NEW PPL MAYBE GAIN A FRIEND OR two 
