An ancient one that comes and goes as I please. An angel of death... I come to collect. I am the one who lurks in the shadows. Silently watching...
I am one who serves no one and is light and dark. I have broken the chains instead of follow rules that someone else makes. I have changed... I take orders from no one nor will I ever. I work alone. I used to fear the Darkness now I am the darkness.
I fear nothing and no one. I always have that option to completely shut off my humanity. And if I do that all compassion that I hold withing me will vanish. I will no longer care. I will no longer feel. I will loose myself. And I will kill endlessly.
I am no one's property. I follow no God. I love the feeling of the dark...
I am in love with the Darkness... You shall not command me.
I am free......
May flights of devils wing you to your rest.
Selenia Salvatore
Explaining what I am is actually quite difficult for most to understand. I am an original. I died centuries ago and rose again. The year of my birth in this life was the year of 1402.
My life of 600 some years is a mystery to most. Maybe I will tell you my life story. But, it is such very long story.
Selenia Salvatore
I know of doppelgangers. And I know I have several. I am trying to locate mine. I sometimes wonder how it would be to stand in front of my doppelganger. It would be eerie. As if I were looking in the mirror.
Every night I relive my memories... my past. Many of these dreams are horrific. Yet many are peaceful. I am a dream walker. I see things... I relive my past lives before this one. And I relive my past in this lifetime. Many times I see myself die. Many times I see those I love die.
Lots of the time I see myself living life happily. I remember laying out in the middle of a dark and open grass field with a weeping willow near by and the only light that there was, was the light cast from the full moon and sky full of stars. I remember laying there listening to the sounds of the night and counting how many souls I saw in the sky.
Selenia
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