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A single sentance can change a life

And hurt even more then a well placed knife

As he spoke the words I crumpled to the floor

All I wanted to do was run for the door

He can't be gone he can't be gone I mutter to the air

This can't be happening it's just not fair

Only 22 a few years older then me

This can not happen this can not be

He can't be dead he can't be gone

It has to be a mistake, it must be wrong

A sencless death at night hit by a car

And now on my heart I carry a scar

My best friend my family

This shouldn't happen this shouldn't be

My best friend

Together till the end

Me and him, him and me

This was not the way it was suppost to be.



This poem is deticated to my cousin and best friend Michael who died tragically on December 19th 2008. May he find peace and happiness. He will be missed.

Am I real, am I here

Thoughs of you just bring a tear

I always want what I can't have

Life was easier when all I was to say was tag

I though I was smart, I though I was strong

But thenI met you and it all went wrong

I fell from grace and into the hell that is my love for you

And now I'm so lost I don't know what to do

Because I can't go on as I did before

Now I crave so much more

I want your touch, to see that sparkle in you eye

The though of never seeing you makes me what to die

You destroyed a part of me I'll never get back

For me there is nothing but this track

Nothing but this pain

That seems to fall around me like rain

You gave me a glimps of happieness then ripped it away

And even with all that I still love you at the end of the day