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(UNDER CONSTRUCTION!!!!!!)
My name is Nikkie. A basic sum up of who I am is this: I'm a 19 year old receptionist, a unpublished writer, a wishful singer, a reader, and a silent watcher.
I'm known for being somewhat anti-social, i think this statment is untrue I'm just not all that friendly...I like to know something about you before being friendly with you, that being said I'd like to add that online I'm much friendlier then I would normally be.
I'm highly observant and intuitive and speak very little choosing not to waste words on pointless conversations. So if you want to talk to me make sure that you can hold a desent convo because nothing annoys me more then talking to someone who only responds with one word(Also don't text talk me thats highly annoying too).
OK now a little about me...hmm. it's so frustrating for me to fill one of these things out I never know what to write about myself. Alright i used to be a singer in highschool but after i left I don't really have and opertunity to do it anymore but still sing along to the radio or in the shower all the time it drives my brother crazy.
Music is a huge part of my life. I spend most weekends downloading new songs to add to my ipod, or looking for new bands to check out. I'm always going to see local shows and trying to get tickets to whatever band is playing near me next. I don't go a single day without listening to atleat an hour of music, and most days much more then that.
I'm working as a receptionist but hope to be a writer someday and you'll find my work in my journal(if you read it comment it please!!!!). mostly I write tragic love stories. Don't read too deeply into it all of it is fiction and has no relivance to my life since I don't really date since my time is taken up by work, school, family, writing and the spare time I use to acually do some projects I have going.
I have 3 siblings David 16, Crystal 2, and Jewel 7 months. They are my life, I love them dearly. I spend my weekends at my dads house so I can spend time with the girls. My brother lives with his dad most of the time so I only see him a couple days a week.
Another thing I think I should mention is that I'm extreamly honest. I hate lying and will find a way not to when ever possible. I'm not one of those people who are blunt and rude(most of the time) I just know that lying no matter how small the lie can hurt someone.
On that note I should say I love to fight. I'm an extreamly passionate person and though I try to remain calm and controlled I really like having a really good argument sometimes and when bored will even pick a fight just so I can feel that thrill.
My past and presant is filled with secrets and I'm extreamly defencive when it comes to painful subjects and will attack when cornered. I hate it when people try to dig too deep when I'm not ready to reveal my secrets to you.
I'm creative and expressive. I love to draw(though I'm not very good), paint, sing,write, and do crafts. I also love to read and always have a book with me. I own a small library consisting of a little bit of everything even if I havn't read it all.
I am not very religous. I grew up in a house hold that let me and my brother choose what we were to belive in and because of that I've kind of drifted between this and that. I consiter myself to be a Wiccan or Pagen but don't fallow any kind of set rules. I guess I just haven't really found a religion that really fits yet so continue to drift between Pagenizm and Wicca.
Hmm...what else. Oh ok I love to run and play soccer. I used to play for a team and was highly competitive now a help with coaching a small youth team. I also love horse back riding and always go with every chance I get, though thats not very offen anymore.
We'll there you go. I hope you enjoyed your glimps into the complicated and complex person that I am and I hope you return soon to learn more about me as I continue to add more over time. Till then bye!
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