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A guy walks into the cafe and asks for a bowl of chili. The waitress said "the guy next to you got the last bowl". He looks over and sees that the guys bowl of chili is full. He says "if you're not gonna eat that, mind if i have it?" The other guy says "No help yourself." He starts to eat it and about halfway down his spoon hits something. It's a dead mouse, and he vomits the chili back into the bowl. The other guys says, "That's about as far as i got, too."

There's a reason i don't judge people. I know i hate it when people judge me. There's a reason i don't cheat. I know it hurts more than anything to learn you got betrayed. There's a reason why i like spiders so much. They're like me, misunderstood and coldhearted. There's a reason why i'm not afraid to tell people how it is. Because the only thing in life to fear is fear itself. And most importantly, there's one hell of a goddamn reason i don't lie. Why would i want to betray someone's trust? But if i'm asked to keep a secret, i will because that's what i believe. Secrets are best left untold. That's why they're called secrets. So if you don't know it by now, there is a reason for everything i do and everything i believe in. But it's okay, i don't bite....very hard.

I wish i could forget you lied. I NEVER lied to you. I wish i could forget I cried. I NEVER made you cry. I wish i could forget the hurt. I NEVER hurt you once. All those times you said you loved me. Told me you'd never want to hurt me. But you did and broke my heart cuz i knew she was with you. But i'm not stupid, i read the signs. It didn't take a rocket scientist. And when i confronted, you said goodbye. I loved you more than anything ever, and now i'm scared we'll be never. Cuz you said we'd be forever. And now you say you want me back, but even though i can forgive you for what you did, how can ever trust you again? Cuz i want to, but i'm scared to, what will happen if i do? I can't get hurt again especially by you, my weakness is that i care too much to let go of you. But i have to, though it hurts cuz baby don't you see? Even though i love you, you made my misery.

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darkwingo
08:11 Nov 29 2011

“Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark in the hopeless swaps of the not-quite, the not-yet, and the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish in lonely frustration for the life you deserved and have never been able to reach. The world you desire can be won. It exists.. it is real.. it is possible.. it's yours.”

― Ayn Rand, Atlas Shrugged



Existence is pure joy; all the sorrows are but as shadows; they pass & are done; but there is that which remains. You. Just let you child be your inspiration to move on past a psychic vampire.



Live Long and Prosper!



D.

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