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18:35 Oct 29 2011
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(╯°□°)╯︵ ┻━┻





I hate being made to feel I've done something wrong or erred when I know damned well I haven't.

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BLOODLIFE
BLOODLIFE
14:59 Oct 30 2011

Keep that chin up and smile at 'em!





 

16:40 Oct 29 2011
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1 + 1 = 2

2 x 2 = 4

4 / 4 = 1.







Math is lonely.

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03:55 Oct 29 2011
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Did you know that "Vienna" is French for "Vagina?"



;-P


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Isis101
Isis101
04:03 Oct 29 2011

Hee hee!

I know it now - lol!





Oceanne
Oceanne
04:20 Oct 29 2011

LOL Wha?



So much for the Vienna sausages...





 

00:47 Oct 28 2011
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My purse, I have realized, is very like Mary Poppins' carpet-bag-of-containing-everything.



I had this realization when I pulled my phone ... a jar of tea ... my wallet ... my glasses case ... my case for the blue-tooth and it's charger ... my business card holder ... another tea ... chewing gum ... four different lip glosses ... napkins ... (you see where this is going?) from its depths.



I don't think, at that point, pulling out a concealed hat stand would have surprised me overmuch.



I had to giggle.


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ChessMaster
ChessMaster
01:39 Oct 28 2011

superkalifragilisticexpodia...whatever the rest is lol





faeriemoon
faeriemoon
01:40 Oct 28 2011

Just a spoonful of sugar.... :)





LadyKrystalynDarkstar
LadyKrystalynDarkstar
02:16 Oct 28 2011

THIS is my sister. She has everything in her purse. It weighs a ton. She could go away for a few days and not even worry about packing anything but clothes.





 

05:55 Oct 27 2011
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I don't want to go back to sleep.



I keep waking from nightmares that my fears are justified, that what I overheard, (by honest accident), I have interpreted correctly - that I have been just that stupid. I don't really want to discuss this whole mental state with anyone, but I seriously need to vent somewhere, and I loathe feeling that I need to edit (censor) myself for the consumption of others.







I have no idea.

I want to not exist.

I am not suicidal, so

no worries

but ... I just want to not BE.

For at least a little while.






It's just ... too much. Too much input, too much ... stuff.



I need quiet.

I need quiet and isolation and I cannot get either.



There is too much life, sound, fury, responsibility, reliance, dependence (dependents), pain, hope, wish, fear ... stuff.



There are too many questions, and they hurt me.









Oh, hermitage, abduct me

into thy sheltering closed doors,

let me hide myself

in thy tender secret places ... Please,

please, let me in ...




I need a week on the hill to just think.

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sahahria
sahahria
00:06 Oct 28 2011

*hugs* I call dibs on the hill with most flowers... which I think is ok as the other one has more trees and seems to call you...





Niflheim
Niflheim
16:01 Oct 29 2011

I ♥ you.





Make sure the hill has shade, like a sacred Oak or a melodious Willow. ♥





 

00:30 Oct 27 2011
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Dear LadyKrystalynDarkstar:





Real Vampires love Vampire Rave



Thank you thank you thank you!





You made my day, sugar. You made my day. ♥


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23:43 Oct 26 2011
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You know ... if I have to keep asking myself this question, the answer is probably not one I want to hear.


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18:48 Oct 26 2011
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I really want to say, "fuck it all" ... or almost all.





My head's not in a good place at all today, honestly.


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BLOODLIFE
BLOODLIFE
20:54 Oct 26 2011

Oh but you just did!!





Lullaby
Lullaby
21:16 Oct 26 2011

Hey, pretty lady. ♥





 

Yes. That was sarcasm you smelled.

13:04 Oct 25 2011
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Well. Today ought to be fun.





...





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sahahria
sahahria
16:32 Oct 25 2011

Yes it ought to be...



>.





 

01:10 Oct 25 2011
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Terminus sent me a TALKING BACON DOLL!





It says, "I'm Bacon!" and is adorable. Its mouth moves!



I. Dig it.





Thank you, Terminus! ::HUG::


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Isis101
Isis101
01:15 Oct 25 2011

LOL!

Last night, he did mention that he sent you something 'bacon-related'...cool!





captainglobehead
captainglobehead
04:15 Oct 25 2011

So this is the meat you get from the men in your life?





BLOODLIFE
BLOODLIFE
08:58 Oct 25 2011

A nice Jewish kid!!





 

13:09 Oct 24 2011
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Ahhhh and the week begins with coffee and bacon. This is going to be stellar, with a beginning like that!


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Oceanne
Oceanne
18:27 Oct 24 2011

Bacon???? Ymm.Sure cant go wrong with that!





BLOODLIFE
BLOODLIFE
20:02 Oct 24 2011

Make it crispy and I'm in!!





 

22:46 Oct 23 2011
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Had a great weekend. Ahhh, home.



It is both good and bad that I am home.



Know what? Vapor lock is funny. Heh.


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captainglobehead
captainglobehead
04:21 Oct 24 2011

Vapor lock?



So...sex was involved?





Requiem
Requiem
12:53 Oct 24 2011

Cooking was involved! :P



... I cannot even begin to imagine vapor lock during sex. That sounds like compassionate use of the jaws of life might be required. And EMT giggles, stifled.





 

04:11 Oct 22 2011
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Okay, correction:





Joli drooled on me by proxy.





:D





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Joli
Joli
04:51 Oct 22 2011

damn right!





 

21:40 Oct 21 2011
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I am so tired.







... I just drooled on myself.


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Joli
Joli
23:34 Oct 21 2011

That was just me channeling through you!





 

18:37 Oct 20 2011
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Oh, yes. Meeting is done. This is going to be so damned cool! Eventually! It's a brand new utility for the entire company, country wide, for which I get to be in on from ground stage inception to roll-out fruition.


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BLOODLIFE
BLOODLIFE
19:18 Oct 20 2011

It's great watching an idea grow and hopefully succeed.





sahahria
sahahria
01:04 Oct 21 2011

YAY!





Isis101
Isis101
01:18 Oct 24 2011

So...will they be stacking more benjamins in the palms of your hands now?





 

11:50 Oct 20 2011
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Fuck, I'm tired.





Today's gonna be a long one, Tater.


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DestroyingAngel
DestroyingAngel
13:51 Oct 20 2011

I'm not ready for the day either...



*cries*





 

23:02 Oct 19 2011
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So far, the meeting is going well. I really like the new application/utility which is being rolled out, and I fucking LOVE that they are asking for input from the field to make the utility user friendly and get honest to gods feedback from those whom it will affect.



I'll write more later - Probably Sunday when I am home-home.



I get back ass late Thursday night (between 10 and 11pm), work Friday at 5am and then after work Friday, drive north. I'll be happily out of pocket for a few days. :)



Oh! Terminus - if your present arrives in the interim - I will wait and open it on camera. It's been a while since I made a jackass out of myself on cam anyway, so two birds, one stone, etc. :) My cat ate the other one, so I have a new webcam.



Off - to dinner!



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BLOODLIFE
BLOODLIFE
08:36 Oct 20 2011

A webcam, this just gets better!





 

11:51 Oct 19 2011
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Awww. The TSA still love me. Our stormy relationship still stumbles along.





I don't think I look all that dangerous that I get selected for special attention almost every damned time.


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captainglobehead
captainglobehead
15:13 Oct 19 2011

It's the quiet ones they have to watch for.





 

10:58 Oct 19 2011
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Ok. Off to the airport for Chicago.



Gosh. Just, "Gosh."


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02:19 Oct 19 2011
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[20:14:25] kenny : i am looking for a girlfriend con you help

[20:14:27] MooniePie : See!!!!!!

[20:14:30] Requiem : I want to watch Pump Up The Volume

[20:14:41] Requiem : No, kenny. I cannot help.

[20:15:02] Requiem : Going out, meeting people, hygeine, not saying "fuck" a lot (like I do) will all help

[20:15:11] MooniePie : Depends... if you would like an inflatable one, a midget or something else.

[20:15:13] kenny : me

[20:15:32] Requiem : Me what?

[20:16:13] kenny : can you help

[20:16:48] Requiem : Umm. I will copy and paste. "No, kenny. I cannot help. Going out, meeting people, hygeine, not saying "fuck" a lot (like I do) will all help."

[20:16:56] Requiem : o.o

[20:17:28] Requiem : Well. Saying "fuck" a lot tends to work in my favor though. I have pussy thrown at me from cars. Messy, but fun.

[20:17:58] MooniePie : You have... a drive by... pussy-ing?

[20:18:10] Requiem : Granted, it's my pussy and my car ... I trip over my own feet a lot.

[20:19:23] Morrigon : say what?

[20:19:39] Requiem : What?

[20:19:43] Requiem : (like that?)

[20:19:43] MooniePie : I wanna throw pussy at you via a drive by?

[20:19:50] Requiem : Sure!

[20:19:54] Requiem : I'll drive slow.

[20:20:02] Requiem : I wouldn't want to miss.

[20:20:11] MooniePie : hahahaha

[20:20:22] MooniePie : Aw Man! It's all over my windshield.. again.


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MooniePie
MooniePie
02:52 Oct 19 2011

I ♥ our randomness.





Isis101
Isis101
02:56 Oct 19 2011

LOL...nuts!





 

02:00 Oct 19 2011
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Dear Joli:





THESE ... are Bacon Socks.





I wore them today. :)


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Joli
Joli
21:57 Oct 19 2011

Oh! I thought you meant...



Photobucket





DestroyingAngel
DestroyingAngel
13:53 Oct 20 2011

OMFG LMAO!!!



Ah shit lol...my eyes are tearing up im laughing so hard right now lol.





 

12:43 Oct 18 2011
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Alright, Tuesday, here's the deal:



Don't be Monday.



It's simple.







P.S. Dear shoulder - stop feeling like there's gravel in there. Thanks!


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01:49 Oct 18 2011
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Today was shit. Pure, absolute, utter shit.



I got to work at about 6am. I am trying to get all week's worth of shit done, as much as possible, today and tomorrow, as I'll be in Chicago Wednesday and Thursday.



I ended up not having time to even drink a protein shake for breakfast or lunch, I just kept chugging water.



I gave up on the work day a bit after 5pm, and then I went to my nephew's birthday party. This, this was actually pretty fun, except his two new Jack Russell puppies both peed on me and decided I was nap-space. They're 10 weeks old. It happens.



THEN - I got home, made an omelet because water was no longer sufficing (and I can't eat cake and ice cream), sat down ... and promptly dropped my plate. On my feet.



I am sitting here crying, and I don't know if I have the get-off-my-ass enough to make dinner a second time.



Top this with a ginormous fucking pimple on the side of my neck (god, that's so fucking sexy - you want to lick it, don't you?), one on the tip of my nose ... and it's a great goddamned day.





Let me try for some Pollyannas:



1) Duncan loved his birthday present from me - BeyBlades (some kind of weird little battle top things ::shrug::).



2) Duncan's laughter is fantastic. I got to hear it a lot.



3) Puppies. Pee and all. Their names are, apparently, Beethoven and Buddy.



4) I do have food available to cook a second dinner to replace my first.



5) I have a roof over my head, a bed to sleep in, electricity to type on the laptop I have, I had coffee this morning, and I will again tomorrow.



6) In four days I'll get to see, smell, touch, taste, hear you again.



7) My burning candle smells like red velvet cupcakes and cream cheese frosting.



8) I have bacon socks.



Ok, there are a lot more, but I have managed to stop crying. I think ... I'll go and make dinner again.



I will endeavor to NOT drop this one.


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CarnelianMyst
CarnelianMyst
02:12 Oct 18 2011

You will be in MY TIME ZONE on Wednesday? Less than two hours from moi? woo!





Requiem
Requiem
02:31 Oct 18 2011

Yep. For a committee thing at work. I get in 10am on Wednesday, and then I leave Thursday afternoon.



The agenda for this meeting looks amazingly full. o.O





Morrigon
Morrigon
03:00 Oct 18 2011

Sometimes you just need to have a good cry. I've been there. Good cry/swear fest and then go about my day.





Isis101
Isis101
04:19 Oct 18 2011

Aaaawww...some days do truly suck.

But - you have the wisdom to see the silver lining in a sucky day...good for you!





BLOODLIFE
BLOODLIFE
09:41 Oct 18 2011

A mixed day then! But I'm glad you're counting your blessings too.

Have fun/success in Chicago.





Joli
Joli
21:47 Oct 18 2011

1. I love you.



2. Bacon socks?





 

21:17 Oct 17 2011
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SONOFABITCH!













And I really fucking mean that.

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DestroyingAngel
DestroyingAngel
22:19 Oct 17 2011

Ooooooooo.






Niflheim
Niflheim
00:50 Oct 18 2011

No, I am the DAUGHTEROFABITCH.



If you're going to insult me, at least get my gender correct.



;)





 

12:56 Oct 17 2011
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I find myself missing my mother today.



My mom used to sing this:

Too-ra-loo-ra-loo-ral, too-ra-loo-lra-lai ...

Too-ra-loo-ra-loo-ral, Hush, now don't you cry.

Too-ra-loo-ra-loo-ral, too-ra-loo-lra-lai ...

Too-ra-loo-ra-loo-ral, an Irish lullaby ...



I may be humming this all day long. :)


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Lullaby
Lullaby
13:29 Oct 17 2011

I'll fall asleep to that being mentally hummed over and over.

It's a pretty little ditty. ♥





Oceanne
Oceanne
17:33 Oct 17 2011

:)



I miss my mom too.





 

I say "FUCK" a lot.

18:13 Oct 16 2011
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What does it say when two former marines have independently decided that my nickname should be, "Navy" ... ?


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Bones
Bones
21:21 Oct 17 2011

It means you need sex!





DestroyingAngel
DestroyingAngel
22:19 Oct 17 2011

Lol.



I use that word a lot too.

My father was a truck driver though...



:P





 

Ballet San Antonio presents ... Dracula

06:14 Oct 16 2011
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The ballet was a damned good time.



My favorite two dancers were the dancer who played the unlucky coquette, Lucy (so damned expressive, nimble, passionate and eloquent ... just ... lovely) and the main man of the show - Dracula. His dancing was so damned powerful and elegant and fierce and wild, all at the same time. The two of them dancing together? Sinister sex in motion. It was fire.



Mina, I thought, was a little wooden, except for the times she danced with Dracula (she was incredibly technically skilled, but did not exude much emotional oomph) - his dancing brought out some visible passion in her portrayal.



The ballet told the story well, in its own format, and I was very impressed by the adaptation of performance medium. :)



I think Bram Stoker might have been tickled!


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Niflheim
Niflheim
06:23 Oct 16 2011

*envious*





BLOODLIFE
BLOODLIFE
09:31 Oct 16 2011

I'm glad you enjoyed it, I'd loved to have seen it.

I use to visit The English National Opera on numerous occasions but it just became very expensive so it's more a treat for me now.





Isis101
Isis101
04:21 Oct 18 2011

Wow! I wish that the San Francisco Ballet would perform this!





 

22:13 Oct 15 2011
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Umm. Umm.





Real Vampires love Vampire Rave





Christ, I have no idea how to use a hair dryer. o.O


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BLOODLIFE
BLOODLIFE
23:15 Oct 15 2011

Not bad at all, but then again I never saw the before bit.

Oh, and you just gotta wear that smile too ;-)





Abstract
Abstract
02:30 Oct 16 2011

It looks good!

I approve. :)





Niflheim
Niflheim
06:22 Oct 16 2011



I think you look lovely, Badger! ♥



Isis101
Isis101
04:23 Oct 18 2011

Cute sexy 1930's siren's hair...woot woot!





 

The Do Of Doom!

20:17 Oct 15 2011
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I got a wild hair up my ass. Yes. A very wild one. I went to the stylist, sat in the chair, and at my friend Jennifer's advice said, "Do something new!" ... And closed my eyes.





Umm.





SO. On the way home, I bought something called "root volumizer" and my very first (at the age of 39!) ever hair dryer. o.o



The stylist taught me some of how to do it.



I am going to be experimenting this weekend. I may have a truly interesting hairdo for the ballet tonight.



I realized the following when I got the blow dryer unpacked and read the directions (shaddup!):







"My hair is done. NOW - after I have just acquired my very first hair dryer EVER ... I get to figure out how to use the dryer and style it on my own! Then ... and only then ... will there be a picture. I may go to work Monday with a bag on my head if I fail.



OH FUCK! CHICAGO! HOME OFFICE! WEDNESDAY! Auuuuugghhhh!! I did not think this through. o.o



What if ... Oh fuck me running. What if I can't get anything properly done with it by Friday night? :( There's still enough for a double fistful, so there is
that saving grace.



I really AM a blonde. D:"








My skill with hair-dos has been, to date: comb and hope. Or forget to comb and have Shirley Temple perched on my head.



Wild hair up my ass equals Dee is a horse's ass. :)



Send me some girly-girl, skill set hopes, man, because this whole hair and make up thing? Not a skill set I have had yet.



Let's see what we can do with my unruly mop!


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BLOODLIFE
BLOODLIFE
20:44 Oct 15 2011

If all does go wrong (I'm sure it wont), then there's some really nice hats on the market right now!





Abstract
Abstract
21:10 Oct 15 2011

D: Hair dryers.



You would have done better with a hair straightener. At least you know what is supposed to happen there. ._.






 

16:58 Oct 15 2011
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Today so far:



1) Woke at 4am, hyper as a crack monkey. Rolling over and hypering someone awake would have been a lot of fun, but alas, I went for a 20 minute run instead.



2) Made coffee. Fuck yeah. Coffee is the bomb-diggety.



3) Oh ... yes. Sweat-teh. Need a shower. Did that. Woke my snoring brother.



4) Jamie and I toddled out the door at 6am to the Alamodome for the Alzheimer's fundraiser walk. Yay! But ... FUCK - that's a lot of people! (Pictures, etc., are on my facebook, if I've invited you to me there.)



5) walk is finished about 8:40-ish - we leave! YAY Accomplished fundraiser!



6) On our way OUT of downtown we stumbled upon this HUGE (like 4 square city blocks worth of huge) old cemetary, so we wandered a bit.



7) Grocers!



8) Home!



9) ... Well. I may as well do laundry and clean.



10) Then I am going to get ready to go to see the Dracula ballet at the Lila Cockrell theater at 8. :) Andrew and I are going to possibly get sushi first then head out for some vampire culture. (His boyfriend said he had NO desire to go see artsy fartsy. His loss. ::shrug::)







OH YEAH! Yesterday - Karen gave me a belated birthday present. :) A black t-shirt with a white heart and text that reads, "You had me at bacon," and a variety of flavored bacon-jerky.



I love bacon. :)





This coming Wednesday and Thursday, I am going to be in Chicago. I was invited to be on a committee at our home office by our former TVP (not textured veggie protein - Territory VP), who is now the VP of Field Operations. (I will endeavor to mention the TVP Smack-Down idea, death battles and such, for new territories. What?! They WILL get exercise!) I am nervous and excited at the same time. :D I'll get home very late Thursday night, and then have an amazingly long day at work Friday. This is ok, because then I am going to drive north. That - that will be beauty.


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PhoenicianDream
PhoenicianDream
17:58 Oct 15 2011

Oooooo Dracula ballet, nice! =)





BLOODLIFE
BLOODLIFE
18:52 Oct 15 2011

Eventful day and week. You sure you couldn't sqeeze something else in there?!!

Good luck with your week :-)





 

05:48 Oct 15 2011
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Hey anji13 - Just sayin'.



o.o



:D


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03:40 Oct 15 2011
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Ok, so tomorrow is the Alzheimer's walk. :)



G'night!


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Ann Rice, how you disappoint me.

00:40 Oct 15 2011
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I was gifted with three of her books (and I normally love her books!) - The Sleeping Beauty Chronicles.





Now, don't get me wrong - I love smut. I really love smut.



But - these books - these characters being "trained" had no choice in the matter. One can become accustomed to, resigned to, trained to anything and eventually submit or choose to learn from it - but these characters had no fucking choice. There was no informed consent.



It's like some prolonged, glorified, aggrandized BD/SM rape book. There is an entire Kingdom of rapists, preying upon their neighbors, and their neighbors just ... accept that it's ok to send their sons and daughters for a years long assault because their parents thought it was ok, and so on and so on.



I have read half a book and I want to take a shower. The lot of them are going in the garbage.



If this had been B&D (with informed consent, agreed upon, etc.) smut - that might have been spicy and fun.



This ... this just bring up ugly memories.



Ann Rice, I am so damned disappointed in you.

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CarnelianMyst
CarnelianMyst
01:39 Oct 15 2011

I've heard about these books but never knew anyone who actually read them. Thanks for the caveat emptor. My favorite of all her books is The Mummy. THAT rocked the hell out of my socks.





 

Eeeeyah. Not buying that POS

03:19 Oct 14 2011
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Seriously?





Why would anyone think this is VR's official facebook? Also, this FB page is linked to THIS one. Who the hell is being such a libelous and slanderous little thief?



1) Cancer is more erudite - he uses punctuation and spell-check. He also can conjugate a motherfucking verb.



2) Why would he be inflammatory of people who, in the grand scheme of things, mean jack shit in the overall picture of life? (Have you read nothing he's actually written?)



3) Why would he, on an "official page" be trying to oust people off HIS website?



4) I know there are more, but fuck's sake, son!


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Isis101
Isis101
03:58 Oct 14 2011

Yes - that is pretty obviously fake. And Cancer could have Facebook take it down...!





Lullaby
Lullaby
04:24 Oct 14 2011

I'm putting my bet on one of the retards in the Covens they've got mentioned in the grand scale of greatness they've concocted. :P





They (at one point or another) had a picture of Cancer up there.





Morrigon
Morrigon
04:27 Oct 14 2011

Some putz wants to feel like he's in control of something so he's created a Facebook page pretending it represents VR so he can threaten people. Adorable.





 

02:32 Oct 14 2011
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[20:09:14] Lullaby : Jack be nimble, Jack be quick!



[20:30:53] Requiem : Give me the effin' candle stick, you clumsy lout!


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Lullaby
Lullaby
04:19 Oct 14 2011

Old Mother Hubbard went to the cupboard to fetch her poor dog a bone. When she bent over Rover took over and gave her a bone of his own!





 

22:16 Oct 13 2011
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Clay Jones loves me. He brought me SALSA!!


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13:07 Oct 13 2011
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I am having issues getting motivated for the day. So.





Bleah.


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02:19 Oct 13 2011
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You know ...





Somehow, I just don't think you have anywhere NEAR all the facts, and that you might well be misinterpreting a good deal.





I do think this might be the case.


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Niflheim
Niflheim
02:32 Oct 13 2011

Who does Ducky need to cut?





PhoenicianDream
PhoenicianDream
09:49 Oct 14 2011

Yooooooooooou take the good, you take the bad...



You take them both and there you have, the facts of life... the facts of life...





Requiem
Requiem
00:43 Oct 15 2011

PD ... I adored that show. ♥





 

00:37 Oct 12 2011
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Wanna feel old? Imagine that right now there are kids driving cars that never had to use a pencil to rewind a tape when the tape deck tried to eat it.


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DestroyingAngel
DestroyingAngel
00:56 Oct 12 2011

*sighs*



I remember those days lol.





sahahria
sahahria
01:04 Oct 12 2011

What made me feel REALLY old was when my rowers told me they were born in 93... and I realized the shorts I was wearing I made in 89... and the shoes I bought in 87.



:-/





Requiem
Requiem
01:06 Oct 12 2011

Yeah. :(





faeriemoon
faeriemoon
01:49 Oct 12 2011

Ugh, thanks Req...damnit. *sinks my old ass further into the couch*





Nightgame
Nightgame
02:33 Oct 12 2011

Ah but you're still young unless you remember your favorite 8track tape and wish it still worked :)






BLOODLIFE
BLOODLIFE
08:33 Oct 12 2011

Ah the good old days .... wait, I feel a song coming on!





Niflheim
Niflheim
02:32 Oct 13 2011

Great! Now I feel like I'm too young to comment on your journals anymore! ;P



(Hey, I remember having to do that with a tape deck because I couldn't afford a CD player yet! ;P Does that count?!?!)





Lullaby
Lullaby
06:23 Oct 13 2011

... >_>



Is it bad that I STILL listen to tapes then? :P I mean, c'mon, all the best stuff is on tape... :P





 

Terry Pratchett is Awesome.

01:47 Oct 11 2011
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I had never read this short story by Terry Pratchett before.



Thank you, temporary2 for the link!



Heh.





I SEE YOU.


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Joli
Joli
05:27 Oct 11 2011

We're reading Going Postal now!





BLOODLIFE
BLOODLIFE
19:44 Oct 11 2011

Mr Pratchett rocks .. woo hoo..!





 

Ahhhhh, it must be Kismet!

23:40 Oct 10 2011
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On 23:35:12 Oct 10 2011 (-0 GMT) Niflheim wrote:



Requiem

Mmmmm I made pulled pork barbecue!

Set at 17:30 on October 10 2011





Niflheim

I swear, it wasn't my "pulled pork" she cooked! ;P

Set at 18:34 on October 10 2011


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Niflheim
Niflheim
23:43 Oct 10 2011

LMMFAO!



We both posted it in our journals, LOLOL.



I adore you. ♥





Requiem
Requiem
23:46 Oct 10 2011

Hahah!





 

23:18 Oct 10 2011
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The curve of your smile is precious to me. I savor it.


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Niflheim
Niflheim
23:28 Oct 10 2011

Oh, how I envy that person. ♥





 

20:39 Oct 10 2011
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Ducky wrote a poem and gave it to me. ♥





Her message:





I wrote this tonight, and for some reason... As soon as I was done with it... It reminded me of you. So, instead of just placing it in my journal, I am sending it to you to do as you will with it. :)







Her lovely poem:







A rose, delicate yet tough

Stands amongst the others

Bracing cold winds and harsh suns



It stands tall and proud

With a beauty that radiates from within

Causing it's outer beauty to become so wonderful

Even the gods find it hard not to be in awe



Day by day is silently waits

For a special one to come and choose it

Patiently it stands tall and proud

Beautiful and strong



Golden rays look upon its petals

Gleaming rain drops tickle it's stem

Plump bees drink from its nectar

While the earth warms it from beneath



Finally plucked from the earth

It quivers with delight

Gently placed in a basket of ribbons

It will be tenderly cared for, loved, and cherished



Because it's worth every single loving moment

It deserve every loving caress

It no longer longs to be chosen

Because it's finally found it's warm, summer night.













******





I love me some Ducky. ♥ Thank you, lovely!

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Niflheim
Niflheim
23:06 Oct 10 2011





You are most welcomed. :)





 

19:14 Oct 10 2011
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Jesus Christ jumping off the crucifix, but cayenne pepper SUCKS when you get a snootful while cooking and sneeze ...





Oh gods ...





Just.. gods. :X


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BLOODLIFE
BLOODLIFE
19:50 Oct 10 2011

So that's the special ingredient!





Niflheim
Niflheim
23:09 Oct 10 2011

I once rubbed my hand across my eye while making 20 batches of chili and it had cayenne pepper on it...



I never felt anything burn that bad in my life. My tears couldn't even relieve the burning. It was funny, though... Later that week watching the security camera as I was running, blinded, through the store trying to find the eye wash kit because someone thought it was a wonderful idea to move it earlier that day...



Heh. ♥





Requiem
Requiem
23:10 Oct 10 2011

Ducky ... My snot was running orange. o.O



ORANGE!





Niflheim
Niflheim
00:23 Oct 11 2011

Orange snot.



Sounds like a delightful Halloween snack!



;P





JustinV
JustinV
03:27 Oct 12 2011

How is it that things like this happen to YOU?!





 

17:06 Oct 10 2011
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I find myself wanting to draw today. I think ... I'll get out ... the sketch pad.





Hopefully it won't suck.


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16:43 Oct 09 2011
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SO. I asked my brother if he wanted to go to the grocery store with me.



Him: "Can I take a shower?"



Me: "Yes. Please do."





He held me down and rubbed his arm pits on me.





He's getting his shower, and I ... I am plotting revenge.





::starts the washing machine AND the dishwasher::


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ChessMaster
ChessMaster
16:54 Oct 09 2011

hehehe Love the way you think girl :) lol





PandorasBx
PandorasBx
18:59 Oct 09 2011

LOL!





DestroyingAngel
DestroyingAngel
00:55 Oct 12 2011

LMAO! :P





 

22:40 Oct 08 2011
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OOF. I had planned on getting a massage and/or mud wrap today.



Nope. I am just now crawling out of my sink-hole of a sleepy spot.





Damned migraine. :(



My head feels like an eggshell, and for some reason I am craving scrambled eggs. o.O


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Joli
Joli
23:40 Oct 08 2011

BRAINS...must. eat. BRAINS





Requiem
Requiem
00:28 Oct 09 2011

YOUR brains are tasty ... C'mere Joli :D





Isis101
Isis101
05:19 Oct 09 2011

A massage? Mud wrap? If these are regular things that you do for yourself, I am completely jealous.





Requiem
Requiem
13:57 Oct 09 2011

No, the only regular pampering type things I do are pedicures. This was to be a treat. ::shrug:: Another time. :)





 

04:07 Oct 08 2011
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Oh, yes. Naked. In these. With thigh-highs. These shoes are hot.

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Enrapture
Enrapture
04:23 Oct 08 2011

I feel dirty for looking at this entry...





Sulks
Sulks
10:32 Oct 08 2011

*want*





faeriemoon
faeriemoon
01:27 Oct 09 2011

*lust*





Isis101
Isis101
05:22 Oct 09 2011

Oooooh - the B&W houndstooth pair and the red patent leather pair...too kill for! LOL!





SinginGhost88
SinginGhost88
17:43 Oct 09 2011

These are cute but I saw an extremely hawt pair in the Dubai Mall today that thigh highs would totally compliment. I'd post a pic if I could find one :(





 

21:58 Oct 07 2011
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I set Joli's boobs on fire. o.O I am SO sorry, Stabb.


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DestroyingAngel
DestroyingAngel
22:02 Oct 07 2011

Whoa lol.





Bones
Bones
22:03 Oct 07 2011

But, Stabb gets to put out the fire. Lucky bastid. :P





Joli
Joli
23:00 Oct 07 2011

He just lit a cigarette off the right one, made a wish, then blew them out ;)





 

13:43 Oct 07 2011
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I did have plans for this weekend; they have changed. Life happens. :) Disappointed? Yes, but it will all come 'round.



Soon. Soon. :)



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captainglobehead
captainglobehead
15:21 Oct 07 2011

Good things come to those who wait.



Very good things.





Requiem
Requiem
15:23 Oct 07 2011

Yay!





BLOODLIFE
BLOODLIFE
16:57 Oct 07 2011

Just keep holding out for birthday treats!!





 

00:41 Oct 06 2011
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Oh, you silly, silly cunt! Why am I supposed to care?





=)


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MooniePie
MooniePie
00:43 Oct 06 2011

mmmmmmm silly cunt.



erm... I mean... Hi. -shifty eyes-





Niflheim
Niflheim
03:27 Oct 08 2011

Who's cunt?





O.o





 

12:21 Oct 05 2011
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... Pumpkin scoop and a norelco, man. I want a pumpkin scoop and a norelco. Oh. And I am waring a screaming neon orange nightmare today. Lightly accented with brown. Deal.


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Joli
Joli
23:06 Oct 07 2011

I thought you were giving a recipe at first. Joli reads:



Ooooh! I love pumpkin. Start with a scoop of pumpkin...mmmm.



And a norelco? What? The battery razor? *mind drifts to stop-action Burl Ives snowman riding a Norelco razor sled down a snowy mountain*



Is she shaving the pumpkin scoop? Perhaps the razor squishes it into a juice.



Wait...we're to nighties now?





Requiem
Requiem
23:40 Oct 07 2011

Oh, how I love thee, woman. ♥





 

00:32 Oct 05 2011
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So ... Today. Yeah.



Item 1) The nutsos came out of the woodwork with a vengeance (HAH! "Vengeance" is right! question answered. It isn't "veangeance." But I digress ...).



Item 2) We had a fire warden meeting today. I work in a 14 story office building on the 10th floor. I was absent ONCE - and I got made fire warden for our office and floor warden for the 10th floor. That'll teach ME to be ill. We'll have a fire drill soon (again) and we'll see how we do. We have one person who always refuses to leave. It may not be a drill! So - I am a dick (in his opinion), do what I am supposed to do, and always tell the fire chief downstairs we have one person who would not evacuate. He gets to be escorted downstairs. Every. Time. By firefighters. Heh. But, it could be a real fire. Better a dick, than just blithely letting another dick toast.



Item 3) I got to play with a fire extinguisher in training today. 13.8 seconds to put out a small fire, when our little fire extinguishers hold 8-15 seconds of material? I'd rather run for my life.



Item 4) I did mention psychos and their propensity for rushing out of the joinery, right?





I am strangely exhausted today.





=/





I slept brokenly last night. Maybe tonight will be better? I hope so. :)



A few more days, and northward bound am I! W00t!



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12:09 Oct 04 2011
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Dee went for 430 am walkies this morning!





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00:30 Oct 04 2011
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Today was more ... crammed at work than I prefer, not space wise, but task wise for time. ... That garbled sentence kind of made me want to say "Continuum."





Anyway. Moving on. I felt like I accomplished very little (not true) because every task and item I was trying to do kept being interrupted by niggling little (necessary) time consuming things that really did have to be done right then.





But, today is done, I saw a dachshund so fat it made me say, "That's not a wiener dog, that's a KNOCKWURST dog!" and I am one day closer to seeing you again.





Oh, how I do miss you.





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22:40 Oct 02 2011
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I love having pretty toe nails.



I am, however, actually contemplating actually painting my fingernails. I don't do this very often, because I am extremely careless with my hands.



I hate to spend the few hours it takes to give myself a lovely manicure, paint them, paint designs on ... only to ruin or chip them a few hours, or even just a day later.





...





I keep staring at this nail polish that is the color of a good ripe canteloupe, though.



That, with white daisies? That would be lovely.


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Lullaby
Lullaby
22:52 Oct 02 2011

That would be divine. I feel like electric green. ♥



I always manage to take chips out of my nail polish within the first few hours, but it's worth it for the sheer delight.



If you do, you may show? :o





BLOODLIFE
BLOODLIFE
16:16 Oct 03 2011

The chipped look can be good too :-p





DestroyingAngel
DestroyingAngel
22:02 Oct 07 2011

I can't pull off much color but that nail polish combo sounds pretty darn cool. :P





 

20:19 Oct 02 2011
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I have decided - I am making chicken and veggie stir fry with brown rice for dinner. Mmmmm.


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Outline of a cam session with Moonie

05:24 Oct 02 2011
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Item 1) Christ On Toast probably tastes like braunschweiger on captain's wafers, but would definitely by pleasantly accompanied by EZ-Cheez.





Item 2) Chocolate Jesus Fellatio.





Item 3) German porn NOT involving poop, but involving squeaking.





Item 4) Decoration of our hand-baskets to Hell. (I got me a sun roof!)





Item 5) Candy. Shaped. Like. A. Vagina.





Item 6) How to properly eat a pork rind.







No, alcohol was not involved.









...









NOW how scared are ya?


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MooniePie
MooniePie
05:25 Oct 02 2011

They should be very scared. VERY SCARED that it all happened and there was no booze involved. lolol





ToxicKitten
ToxicKitten
05:37 Oct 02 2011

And the monkey that stole her pudding.





Niflheim
Niflheim
14:17 Oct 02 2011

Do I get a hand-basket to Hell, too?



Damn, I miss out on all the good shit! :P





 

00:37 Oct 02 2011
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For appetizers tonight: cream chese bacon wrapped grilled jalapenos. Dinner will be: stuffed pork chops (4 cheeses and diced mushrooms) with an apple slice on top, baked pumpkin with brown sugar, vanilla, cinnamon, nutmeg and ginger, and baked apple with the little bit of bacon that was left and similar spices. ♥





I felt Autumn on my skin today like a loved one's gaze, so I had to make an Autumn meal.


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Bones
Bones
00:39 Oct 02 2011

*Drools* ;)





Tzaddi
Tzaddi
00:47 Oct 02 2011

Sounds delicious!





FireSerpent
FireSerpent
00:51 Oct 02 2011

Sounds amazing!





faeriemoon
faeriemoon
03:38 Oct 02 2011

um, so when should I be there?





Niflheim
Niflheim
14:18 Oct 02 2011

Uh, where's my dinner invite?



;P





 

22:13 Oct 01 2011
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Doing a THOROUGH scrub out of the bathroom today, taking breaks for fumes ... and I find myself giggling that I am typing while wearing nitrile gloves.





heh.


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October 15th - Fund-Raising walk for Alzheimer's Research

20:17 Oct 01 2011
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Ok. I feel strange putting my hand out and asking for money - I'm lousy at fund-raising. That being said - I am going to post this again, as promised, in October so it stays fairly visible in my journal.



I've already received 3 donations and several promises. I am so grateful for every last one.



On October 15th, I am going to be doing a short fund-raising Walk to benefit the Alzheimer's Association.



My goal, I believe, is a modest one - to raise $1,000. I think I can get it done.





Click here if you'd care to donate. Any amount would be greatly appreciated.





See ... this issue hits home deeply for me.





My mother had Alzheimer's.





For the last ten years of her life, I was her foster-sister Betty. I was fine with that - she liked Betty. I did get to see coherence shining out of that woman's eyes the night before she died though, so that was a beautiful memory to take with me. It was Valentine's evening, and for a rarity, my father, my brother Joe and I all were able to work schedules to visit at the same time (she'd had a heart attack, and was in the hospital). We brought her dozens of red roses. She rubbed her face in the flowers, looked at us and said, "I know you!" - and she did. She died much later that night, but ... I had my mom for a while that evening again.





Alzheimer's is an insidious disease. It is a thief. It is a liar. It is a destroyer of people, and turns your mothers, fathers, lovers, friends, sisters and brothers into "The Creature Who Once Was My (fill in the blank)."





It is evil.





If nothing else - please take the time to educate yourself about the disease - about ways you can maybe lend a hand in your own communities.





I am going to plagiarize MLK here when I say - I have a dream - but my dream is that Alzheimer's research will be effective. That a delay, a cure, a halt, an end - something - may be found.





That no one else has to look and think, "That used to be my husband."





To learn more about Alzheimer's, click Here - for the Alzheimer's Association Website.







If you should be so kind as to assist my fund-raising efforts, you may click here.





Thank you. Thank you even for just reading to the end of this.


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CarnelianMyst
CarnelianMyst
23:24 Oct 01 2011

I sent a little something along in memory of your mom.





Requiem
Requiem
01:25 Oct 02 2011

♥ Thank you SO much!





 

04:52 Oct 01 2011
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I've gotten three donations so far. I am so damned happy and proud!



Thank you all. :)


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02:07 Oct 01 2011
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You're online?



...





Didn't you die?





Like, 3 times?



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TheArtistRose
TheArtistRose
02:12 Oct 01 2011

I tried to but it says I had 6 lives left! I mean, wait, what?





Requiem
Requiem
02:13 Oct 01 2011

HAH!





MooniePie
MooniePie
02:19 Oct 01 2011

The power of Jeeeysus! He touched me and I was revived!



Halllllaaaaaloooojer!!!!!





Requiem
Requiem
02:20 Oct 01 2011

So ... if I let YOU touch me ... then the power of CHrist will compel me through you, yes?





Niflheim
Niflheim
02:26 Oct 01 2011

I is Zombie, hear my belly grumble.



ROAR!





O.o





MooniePie
MooniePie
02:34 Oct 01 2011

Darlin' if I touch you, Christ ain't gunna be the only one that is gunna make you 'compel'... if you know what I mean. -wink wink-





CryingMist
CryingMist
03:04 Oct 01 2011

touch me touch me touch me please?





PAGAN
PAGAN
09:27 Oct 01 2011

I met a wonderful lady (just very recently through my new job) who claimed she died in 1994 but I swear she was very much alive, the proof was right there in front of me.





Requiem
Requiem
13:01 Oct 01 2011

Wait, aren't you working with dementia patients, Pagan?





...





I SEE. Heh.





Sulks
Sulks
14:12 Oct 01 2011

LOL Req.



Yep, PAGAN works with wonderfully brilliant Dementia patients :P



...these people however, behave and act (strangely, sometimes) in the ways that they do due to having a condition of the brain that excuses them for behaving or saying things that aren't true.



People without the condition have no excuses for lying about their death - these kind of people are just manipulative, attention-seeking, liars.





Vampirewitch39
Vampirewitch39
21:56 Oct 01 2011

They are assholes. They should have a death close to them just to teach them a lesson. And yes, that was my outside voice. ;)








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