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Not much I can say when it comes to my biological family. Strained is accurate yet doesn't quite stress the true distance between us over the last 20 years if not more. That being said, it was no surprise that my biological mother offered no empathy .... Not even a drop of sympathy when I went through the most traumatic time of my life a few years ago. Now, if you know me, then you know I cannot "hate" .... Dislike, yes, but hate is a very strong word and I choose to use it in only the most serious offenses. And you would also know that I always see and or find the good in everyone and that I am very understanding and forgiving. So the aftermath of my trauma is still very much disturbing. Honestly, some days I wish I could be a weaker person and just give up. But I cannot stop fighting for myself, for healing myself, for overcoming my obstacles....but never did I see the blessing coming today....never imagined it could happen...not by her...not my mother...
My phone rang, mother, damn it's been almost a year since last we spoke and it was not all sunshine and roses. So at first I let it go to voicemail. This woman NEVER said she loved me as I grew up, but she said it in the message. So I call her back. She said she was thinking of me and asked how me and the kids are doing. All of which was a first time for her. I broke into tears and could not breathe as I heard her say a few more simple words.....
Basically it was a good conversation. My mother is supportive in one way and is willing to help me carry this burden of mine and help me to fight back....
It's never to late to try and repair something broken.....

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MalicedTouch
07:26 Sep 21 2020

I miss you my muse

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