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I Dream.......
21:29 Dec 21 2013
Times Read: 388

I dream of things that never were,

of things that never will be.

I dream of living all in one piece,

and not the broken and fractured me.

I dream of days filled with sunshine,

not the grey and black skies above.

I dream of not always wanting to die,

but of someday really feeling loved.

I dream of a heart that feels no pain,

yet seeing the illusion, the lie.

I dream of days of happiness,

instead of always need ing to cry.

I dream of faith, hope & love;

knowing it's all in vain.

For when I open my eyes once more,

the nightmare is still the same.

I dream of things that never were,

things that never will be.

Now with my eyes open wide once more,

I am myself, the loathsome me.



Written: 1994 March 10

Dark Ladder.......
21:23 Dec 21 2013
Times Read: 389

Walk under a ladder,

bad luck befalls you.

Look at my life.

It will appall you.

Nothing is ever

as it seems.

The smile of Death

in darkness doth gleam.

No net to catch me,

I hang by a thread.

I've lost my grip.

Now I am dead!

Finally at peace,

there is pain no more.

The battle is over.

I've won my war.

The darkness floods in,

once and for all.

It rings the bell

and says "Last Call!!"

Gratefully I go.

The end is in sight.

Good-bye to all!

I've finished the fight!

Voices.....
21:16 Dec 21 2013
Times Read: 390

Voices that Talk

Day or night, Dark or light,

To the left and to the right

I hear them call.



Voices I hear but dont understand

No shape, no form

Just my outstretched hand

Groping at nothing



I cover my ears yet hear them still.

Trying to silence them through shear force of will.

Voices are deafening inside my head.

I pray for quiet and wish I were dead!



I close my eyes, into darkness I go

Searching and searching, for what I don't know.

Voices they follow me to the end of the line.

One more step, I'm out of time.



Into the darkness warm and secure.

I've fund the answer, of this I am sure.

To silence the voices, I've found a way.



To peace, death eternal;

The voices are gone to play!

Blackest Rose...........
22:47 Dec 15 2013
Times Read: 399

Blackest Rose

dripping the blood of life

and death

sweet aroma and taste

flow for me

freely

for I shall never

flow freely again.

Screams of Silence.......
22:46 Dec 15 2013
Times Read: 400

So much to say

yet nothing at all

Walls of silent dreaming

cause pain and heartache

As I run

screaming down the hallway

black as night

slick as ice

falling

falling

falling........



who will be there to catch me?

Wounded..........
22:45 Dec 15 2013
Times Read: 401

Wounded heart,

broken beyond repair

no tool small enough to fix

the parts life has left behind



Wounded soul,

injured beyond compare

no fool smart

or dumb enough

to fix

whats no longer there.



Wounded,

injured

broken

shattered and torn.



Let my prism

be no more

the facets

marred forever



Wounded,

injured

broken

shattered and torn



Pray for me

Oh Demon of Destructoin

Bringer of Darkness

Eternal Damnation

and feed



Payment

homage

testimony

faith and hate or love



Wounded,

injured

broken

shattered and torn



Hail Mary Full of Grace

For now

I burn

in life,

This is my hell



Wounded,

injured

broken

shattered and torn

Nowhere........
22:43 Dec 15 2013
Times Read: 402

Screams

of silent pain

Blood

pooled under surface

Bone

crushed under skin



Nowhere to run

Nowhere to hide

Where do I go

I have no strength

to fight



Sirens

sound in the street

People

gather trying to meet

Bodies

one living one near death

This is the ruin

This is whats left.



Because

There was

Nowhere to run

Nowhere to hide

I had

Nowhere to go

and no strength

to fight.



Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzip

goes the sound

of the body bag!

It should

have been me!

Untitled..............
22:41 Dec 15 2013
Times Read: 403

Tears shed

upon deafened ears

stunned silence

forced

through angry eyes



Twisted Fear

leaks from every pore

Mopping sweat

from blood stained brow



Hands tremble

teeth gnash and eyes flash

Rage rises

giving way to eternal pleasure



Where am I?

From whence did I come?

Time and space

have no meaning.



All I remember

as I lay prone

over your lifeless form

is the simple pleasure

I was feeling.......



Lost

in the haze

that the gift does bring

Have I lost you now?

No!

Your heart still sings.



Cadence

rhythm

beat

drum



The cycle

will begin again

with love.

Shadow of Death.......
22:31 Dec 15 2013
Times Read: 404

The stench of decaying flesh

burning in the noonday sun

Empty eyes focused

on nothing and no one



Bloated, bulging, lolling

tongue, eyes, stomach, head

animation of death

its finest performance



Rotting alone, sand beneath

voiceless screams in the night

What do you want of me,

I who am left to live



Alone forever

in the shadow of your demise

Haunt me no more

leave in peace



Shadow of dark destiny

reaching from your coldest home

the time has come

to end this charade



Death and dying

are but tales to be told!

Sohne......
22:23 Dec 15 2013
Times Read: 405

Like quicksilver you roll across the sky.

An illusion to the eye but not the body.

Licking at every fiber of my being,

You caress me from the outside in.

I beg for mercy but you do not heed

I burn at the sight and the feel of you.

I cringe at the sound of your voice,

A hiss in the peace and quiet.

A snake in The Garden of Eden,

But you hold no temptation for me.

Many worship you but not I

You are the enemy that steals time

and beauty is of no consequence.

Divine inspiration you give

to those who do not heed your warning

But I, I will turn away

because life is too precious

for the likes of you!

Drowning.......
22:21 Dec 15 2013
Times Read: 406






Drown yourself in the sea of loathing

Fear and hatred etched in your eyes.

Cover yourself in the waste of humanity

See whats left of the conscience to die.



Brand yourself with the iron of despair

Lost identity found once more.

No one ever said life is fair

Welcome to the time of war.



Is there anything left of hope

or are we fighting for naught?

Dying for your cause is out of my scope

but its time to end the onslaught.



Drown yourself in the sea of tranquility

putting yourself to sleep.

Now I lay me down with finality

and pray the dark my soul to keep!