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It was only 6 months ago when I was still a girl...living at home with my dad, going out on dates with differant guys...yet I knew something was lacking...I knew that I needed more and that I was differant than most my age...17 and already out of school....dates with men much older than I...the young ones bored me...they don't really know much. But to me I was a normal girl, but in the eyes of strangers, they saw wisdom that reached far beyond my years...sadness....and something no one could guess....I have been told by many...men and women, young and old...this.



Anyways, sometime in feb. I met a man....Mark, that changed my life, turned it upside down really...I first talked to him online...then out of the blue he was here in Alabama with me asking for my hand in marriage. It all happened so fast, of course I said yes, because I knew I loved him, We moved from my dad's place and now are renting a place of our own...it's not much, but it's all ours. But it is not what I expected it to be...The things that have been delt to me in life caught up with me...and I found it almost impossible to trust Mark. We have fought about lots of things that don't really matter. He almost left me, but he knew he couldn't, and I almost left him, yet I also knew i couldn't. My mind, body and soul is bound to him till the day I die, for the first time in my life do I feel whole and completely right....no longer do I look for love in the arms of many men, nor in a pill, my soul is free, I am free...so to any woman or man that reads this...know that your life can change for the better....I didn't believe it, I wasn't seeking all of this, it just happened...remember we all have someone out there, do not push it away...but embrace it.



And this is all I have to say for today...thanks for reading. ~hugs~